There are two types of Bridgerton fans: those who will never forget Theo because he was the best option for Eloise, and those who pretend he never existed, because he was the best option for Eloise.
I keep trying to delete you
like a file that refuses to empty the trash
still sitting there in the corners of my mind
with the same name, the same smile
the same damage
I tell myself it's simple
just stop replaying the scenes
like a song stuck on a scratched record
but my brain is loyal to the the wrong things
it keeps choosing you
like you're the only thing worth
remembering
I want to forget the smalls parts first
the way your laugh used to fold into mine
the way your silence could fill a whole
room
without saying a word
then the big parts
the ending
the reasons I still wake up
feeling like I lost something
I shouldn't have been carrying so long
If I could, I'd trade memory for peace
I'd let your name dissolve
like sugar in hot water
gone without needing to understand why
But forgetting isn't a switch
it's a slow betrayal of yourself
and I'm still here
trying to decide
if letting you go in my head
means I finally lose you for real
I never related to the word amnesia and when somebody asked I vehemently said "no, of course not" until I realized there are many forms of amnesia and I think everybody should know em. So here we go.
(Order: generelized-, localized-, selective-, emotional-, fragmented-dissociative-, conticious- covert- and systemized amnesia, sources, personal tipps) TW
Generalized amnesia: In generalized amnesia, patients forget their identity and life history—eg, who they are, where they went, to whom they spoke, and what they did, said, thought, experienced, and felt. Some patients can no longer access well-learned skills and lose formerly known information about the world. Generalized dissociative amnesia is rare; it is more common among combat veterans, people who have been sexually assaulted, and others experiencing extreme stress or conflict. Onset is usually sudden.
Localized amnesia: Localized amnesia involves being unable to recall a specific event or events or a specific period of time; these gaps in memory are usually related to trauma or stress. For example, patients may forget the months or years of being abused as a child or the days spent in intense combat
Selective amnesia: Selective amnesia involves forgetting only some of the events during a certain period of time or only part of a traumatic event. Patients may have both localized and selective amnesia.
Emotional amnesia: Emotional amnesia, in essence, is a state where a person struggles to recall or connect with their emotional experiences. It’s not about forgetting facts or events, but rather losing touch with the feelings associated with those memories. Imagine watching a movie without sound – you see the action, but miss the emotional depth that the soundtrack provides
Fragmented amnesia: Fragmented amnesia refers to a type of memory loss where an individual's recollections are incomplete, scattered, or disorganized. Instead of losing an entire block of time or specific memories entirely (as in retrograde or anterograde amnesia), a person with fragmented amnesia may remember certain details while forgetting others
Dissociative amnesia: Dissociative amnesia is a type of dissociative disorder that involves inability to recall important personal information that would not typically be lost with ordinary forgetting. It is usually caused by trauma or stress
Continious amnesia: In continuous amnesia, patients forget each new event as it occurs.Most patients are partly or completely unaware that they have gaps in their memory. They become aware only when personal identity is lost or when circumstances make them aware—eg, when others tell them or ask them about events they cannot remember.
Covert amnesia: Covert Amnesia: This is not a widely used medical term, but it may refer to hidden or unconscious memory loss, where a person does not realize they have forgotten something or represses certain memories (e.g., in dissociative disorders).
Systemized amnesia: In OSDD-1, systematized amnesia often means that specific memories, emotions, or experiences are only accessible to certain identity states or parts, while others remain unaware of them.
PS: there are of course more types and names. For systems the mist important ones to know are often emotional, localized, dissociative, covert and systemized amnesia. I am not a professional, there are even more terms and sub-types.
If youre scared of experiencing this, remember: you system/collective stands with you and you wont be alone. Please take care and correct me if I wrote something wrong. -A.R.
"[Harry] You're going to have to lay in the bed you made. I'm sorry."
Andrea Bain, The Social CTV, reminds Harry that he is in no position to expect reconciliation with his family:
"I think it's fair for them NOT to be there. You say Life is short, but our memories are long. Harry needs to remember that he wrote a book, and he had a podcast and he did an explosive interview with Oprah Winfrey and I doubt he asked his family members at the time if this was okay. He did what he wanted to do. Regardless of how rich this family is, I think this is something we all need to remember when talking about our family, listen you have to have respect for them and if you do want to reconcile you cannot go publicly and say whatever you want and then when it suits you, can we just bygones be bygones because if I'm a member of the family, even if I want to forgive you, the trust is gone. How do I know..."
The Social CTV 59sec clip:
59 seconds · Clipped by GRITS Gal Raised In The South · Original video "Prince Harry Says He Wants Reconciliation with Royal Family | The So
How can u identify amnesia between switching or if it’s general amnesia or normal amnesia?
amnesia has multiple types including anterograde, retrograde, dissociative, infantile, and transient; in this post we will focus on dissociative amnesia which has its own subtypes (localized, selective, and generalized)
localized amnesia is the failure to recall events during a specific period of time
selective amnesia is when some but not all events can be remembered during a specific period of time
generalized amnesia is complete amnesia for one’s whole life history, may forget their identity (sudden onset; rare)
localized amnesia is what you will most likely see with switches between alters with high dissociative walls between them and little to no communication
selective amnesia is more likely to be seen in switches between alters that are at least somewhat familiar with each other and can communicate somewhat
