i don’t want to make posts because eek but i do want to make friends this is completely unfair
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i don’t want to make posts because eek but i do want to make friends this is completely unfair
Feeling self destructive might fuck around and start sleeping most of my days away again 🤭🤭
i am overwhelmed and i just want everything to stop. just stop. just for a moment so i can think, so i can cry, so i can mourn but its so difficult because life just keeps going and my issues are piling on top of each other and suffocating me and i am so overwhelmed that i cant breathe. i hate this.
I'm standing here with my heart in one hand and my backbone in the other.
I offer them to you freely.
The blood dripping is included with no extra charge.
You already have my mind trapped inside itself, constantly on a hypnotic looping record of me sobbing at you and your enigmatic silent disgusted look.
Take them!
Take them!
I'm beginning to get cold.
Please just take them.
Theyre far too fucking heavy for me to old.
When Kelsea Ballerini said “I’m blowing up my life but I’m standing by the crater” I’ve never felt the self-destructive, control-freak tendencies inside me screaming more in laughter of finally being acknowledged!
Just thought I’d leave this here. I know I’m not the only one.
Hozier really wrote the lines - "there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin " and expected me to be fine .