today was a very cold and windy day. all day, since the moment you woke up, you’ve felt...off. it was’t anything you were too worried about since you are a very paranoid person naturally, so you just shrug it off as the usual paranoia.
going to your classes at your university was always the same thing in your small town. however, today while you were walking to your university, something was telling you not to go to your classes today. you rarely get that gut feeling, and usually it’s always right, so you listened to it.
turning back to walk towards your home, you could feel the stare of someone on your back. you definitely decided to walk faster to your home after feeling the stare.
getting back in your house, you immediately lock all the locks in the house and make sure your windows are secure. triple checking every lock in the house, you grab two knives for self defense and walk towards your room.
what you were not expecting was a man with green hair to be sitting on your bed, as if he owned the house!
you were startled for a second, until you regained yourself and immediately shouted at the man, not surprising him in the slightest.
“oh, shut it will you? you fucking brat. this is all your fault, you know? i didn’t want to do this, but you forced my hand today,” the mysterious man said to you, as you held out one of the knives at the man.
“what do you want? leave me alone, or i’ll call the cops and have them arrest you!!!”
it went silent for at least 20 seconds, the only sound being both of your breathing. his slowly getting heavier, internally terrifying you.
then he lunged at you and the last thing you saw was a tiny figure standing beside your body, which slowly loses consciousness and the stranger holding a...pencil?
“you forced my hand, y/n. now you will suffer the consequences when you awake.”
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i’m literally just writing drabbles instead of sleeping (which i should really be doing..)
i’ll actually write a yandere rohan fic soon, just wanted to get these thoughts and drabbles out while i have the motivation to write and post :D <3
Since my anxiety grew these past few days I started bringing my handmade servant plushie to school. It has been helping me so far, he's a good emotional support
I was distracting myself before sleep last night by thinking about what Star Trek characters I would kiss back if they tried to kiss me and the list is actually really low, I don’t make a good Mary Sue.
My range of options falls into “Duck / Freeze / Kiss Back”
The reactions don’t necessarily correlate to who I ship or find attractive either, since sometimes I find the character attractive but if they’re trying to kiss me there’s obviously some horrible mind-control alien virus going on and ducking is the only honorable recourse.
oddly at the moment the only person in the “kiss back” category on TNG appears to be Data, on the grounds that he’s probably experimenting and being gentle and I’m willing to help out and I don’t think this will cause any problems later.
Tasha Yar trying to kiss me, on the other hand, goes straight into “Freeze” reaction. I’m not objecting but I’m very surprised and unsure what’s happening here and I don’t want to upset her and I think I’d better just hold still.
(if, for some bizarre reason, you are interested to know my reactions to various characters trying to kiss me, you can ask - TOS/TNG/DS9/VOY only.)
