genre: angst
tw: cursing
synopis: things been different cause of your age.
author’s note: i wrote it for fun, just to quick piece of shit. enjoy.
you have met johnny when you were 20. you just dropped out of high school, and began the career on collage. johnny was best friend of you friend - haechan. at first both of you didn’t care about each other. he saw you as a teenager, a little girl who can’t be talked with. you felt like he didn’t like you, and you were okay with it, cause it didn’t bother you. being hated by johnny? johnny, who you don’t even know? who cares?
but the more time you spent with haechan, the more you caught his attention. after few months he was talking to you normally. he founds himself comfortable in your presence. you didn’t even realize that you were slowly liking him more, and more. haechan notice the way your eys laid on him, and was teasing you about it. you were sure johnny didn’t care, and just ignore you or doesn’t notice, but you were wrong. johnny was amazed by you. he found you adorable, the way you look, your eyes, smile or the way you talk. he was falling for you more everyday. it was confusing relationship, cause you have never been interested in older man, and age gap between you two was like 7 years. but none of you care about it.
“what you don’t understand?” johnny was standing pissed of. he was facing you with anger on his face. “you act as a kid now.”
“what? am i acting as a kid? you dumb? i am just asking you to spend more time with me!” you shouted. “i understand you are working, and other shit, but we only do see each other for a two hours daily. don’t you think it’s not much?”
“you are overreacting. i am an adult i have duties.” he was looking down on you.” i think you are just not mature enough to understand some things.”
“why are you like this? lately you are being asshole to me, and i don’t know why? like why? who hurt you?”
“no one? it’s just you being pain in my ass.” he rolled his eyes. “can you stop, and chill out?”
“no, i am just asking you to spend just more time with me. just a simple date once a week. is it too much?”
“yes it is, god damn!” he took his jacket. “maybe dating you was a bad idea. you’re immature.”
“excuse me? who is immature? you’re the only one who run away from the problems, when it’s happens. you can’t solve problems, and you call me immature?”
“yes, you are. you too young to understand me. our age is the issue.”
“now? now it’s the issue? where have you been a half year ago? do you use me for like some fun? to chill out with a stupid, young girl?”
“y/n it’s not like that, and you know it well..”
“then how it is? don’t be fool.”
“i am not. i am stating facts. we aren’t working cause of our age gap.”
“i feel used now.” you looked at the wall with tears in your eyes. “i feel like you used me to have fun with younger girl. but that’s fine. i don’t want to see you again. find someone who will be mature enough for you. i love you, i really do. but it seems like it’s one sided feeling.”
[11:59pm] you started to grow tired as you waited for your one and only to arrive back home from work. you yawned and told yourself to lay your eyes for just a sec. only to feel a blanket be covered over you a few moments later with a soft kiss pressed to your forehead. johnny muttered, "goodnight, my love."
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I just had this moment when I watched an video on youtube and I began with Sehun line 'Shawty, Imma party till the sun down' And I understand 'Johnny, Imma party till the sun down' and was like whaaaat?¿ 😂
