"Even in a grimoire of a thousand years, you can find a spell for a good time."
Fictional lovers | 13.49 euros
A reading in which I talk about the love life of you and your fictional crush. I speak on your dynamics in public and private, what kind of dates you’d go on, how you’d show each other love, obstacles you’d face and have to overcome in your relationship, as well as how you to would resolve conflict.
Yandere lover (18+) | 11.99 euros
A reading in which I talk about what your yandere lover would be like if you had one. I speak on what they’d want to achieve with you, what got them to become obsessed with you, how the process of turning them into a yandere would go, obsessive things they’d do to you, and if you’d survive this yandere lover and how.
Zombie apocalypse | 10.49 euros
A reading about what your reaction would be if a zombie apocalypse broke out, what your journey to security would look like, how you’d gather food and resources, where you’d go and settle and if you die and how.
Celebrity life | 11.99 euros
A reading on what your life would be like if you were famous. You get to know what you’d be famous for, what got you famous, what your fanbase would look like, what they would find relatable about you, what kind of controversies you’d end up in and if you’d get cancelled and why.
Royalty life | 10.49 euros
A reading on what your life would look like if you were a royal. I tell you what title you’d have and how you’d have gotten it, how big your kingdom would be, what kind of kingdom you would have, what the subjects of the kingdom would think of you, as well as what your servants think of you.
I thought it would be super fun to channel my DR's Dazai and have him direct this pick a pile reading since I haven't done one in a long time. Enjoy!
𝖕𝖎𝖑𝖊 1
You’re trying to do something simple, and you keep complicating it because “simple” feels insulting. You want a clean, practical result, yet you approach it like a bored person poking a bruise to prove it still hurts. That’s why you keep cycling through the same stuck feeling: not because you’re incapable, but because you keep refusing the kind of beginner’s discipline that would actually make you dangerous. I’m not saying that to be kind. I’m saying it because it’s obvious.
Right now your energy is scattered. Not “multitalented.” Scattered. You pick up a method, half-build it, put it down, then start a new one the moment you feel friction, then you call the friction a sign. It isn’t a sign. It’s the part where you either become consistent or you stay entertained by your own attempts. You’re also letting other people’s noise into your head: competing approaches, arguments about what’s “real,” the subtle pressure to prove you can do it the way someone else does. That kind of background conflict turns your practice into a performance, and performance kills depth.
And you’re carrying too much. Too many rules. Too many destinations. Too many “I have to do this perfectly or it doesn’t count.” You stack obligations on yourself until your body starts treating the whole thing like work you can’t finish, then you wonder why you can’t relax into it. Exhaustion is not a sacred offering. It’s just exhaustion.
What’s irritating is that you do have endurance. You’ve been knocked back enough times that you’re wary now, defensive, braced for disappointment. You keep one eye on the door like you’re expecting the universe to jump out and embarrass you again. So even when you rest, you’re still holding tension. Even when you try, you’re already preparing the excuse. That’s the posture of someone who wants the reward without risking hope. I understand the impulse. It’s also why you stay stuck.
Here’s the part you’re not looking at: there is a clean opening for you, something tangible, grounded, uncomplicated. Not a dramatic “chosen one” moment. A real foothold. The kind you can repeat daily until your brain stops treating this like fantasy and starts treating it like a skill. If you want progress, you stop chasing fireworks and you start building a doorframe.
So. Choose. Pick one destination to prioritize for now, and stop flirting with ten others like it makes you interesting. Decide what “success” means in the next two weeks in a way that your body can understand: consistency, depth, recall, stability—something measurable enough that you can’t gaslight yourself. Your problem isn’t desire. Your problem is that you keep standing on the threshold, looking back over your shoulder, and calling it “waiting for the right time.”
You also need structure—annoying, unsexy structure. A routine you follow even when you don’t feel mystical. A set time, a set sequence, a set environment. Do it the same way until the repetition becomes a signal to your nervous system: now we switch states. If you don’t like “rules,” call it a ritual. If you don’t like “ritual,” call it conditioning. I don’t care what you name it. The point is that you stop improvising every night like chaos is a personality trait.
At the same time, stop outsourcing your inner knowing. You already get quiet hits, small, private cues about what works for you, what doesn’t, when you’re forcing it, when you’re close. But you ignore them because you want external permission. You want someone to certify your experience so you don’t have to trust yourself. That’s cowardice dressed up as caution. Keep parts of this private. Track your signs. Write down what your body does when you’re close: breath changes, temperature shifts, the exact texture of your thoughts, the point where you snap awake. Those details matter more than anyone’s opinion.
There’s grief in this pile too. Regret. The taste of “I should’ve been there already.” And because you don’t want to feel that, you fixate on what didn’t work, what you “lost,” how much time you wasted—like punishing yourself will somehow pay the debt. It won’t. You’re just teaching your brain that practice equals shame. Then you wonder why you avoid it.
Speaking of debt: your energy exchange is ugly right now. You either over-give, endless effort, endless content consumption, endless trying to earn results, or you under-receive because you don’t believe you’re allowed to have it unless you suffer for it. Or you’re tied up in someone else’s expectations, someone else’s framework, someone else’s “right way,” and you’re paying for it with your focus. Cut the strings. If something makes you feel smaller, poorer, frantic, obligated, stop feeding it.
And stop hovering at the edge. You keep returning to the same emotional cliff: “Should I leave this reality behind?” “What if I can’t?” “What if I can, and then what?” You stall because part of you is still attached to being the person who tries. Trying is safe. Trying lets you keep the identity without the risk of change. If you’re serious, you accept that you can’t keep both: you can’t cling to the old comfort and demand the new world open up on schedule.
So here’s your advice, in plain language:
Build a private, consistent practice with a simple structure. Choose one focus. Reduce noise and social comparison. Track your body’s cues instead of begging the outside world to validate you. Let grief exist without letting it drive the wheel. And take authority over your own mind—set boundaries, set rules, enforce them.
Be your own administrator. Not your own audience.
You want a door? Stop arguing with the wall like it’s fate. Life is already a rigged system; at least don’t rig yourself into losing.
-Dazai
𝖕𝖎𝖑𝖊 2
You look like someone who has already built a decent nest and then complains the nest isn’t a portal. Convenient. You’re good at keeping yourself alive. You’re even good at making things comfortable. Your space, your routines, the little practical choices that keep your body from falling apart. That matters more than you want to admit, because you don’t “leave” anywhere if your nervous system is screaming the whole time.
There’s also a very obvious “light” around you right now: clarity, momentum, the kind of straightforward confidence that makes things feel simple again. Not euphoric. Clean. Like the fog lifts and you can finally see what you’re doing. When you’re in that state, you’re not guessing. You’re not begging for signs. You’re just… aligned. And then you do the funniest thing: you flinch. You start second-guessing, shrinking the horizon, acting like choosing a direction will trap you forever.
That’s your main problem in this pile: you freeze at the moment you’re supposed to commit.
You keep trying to plan your way out of uncertainty, but your planning isn’t strategic—it’s avoidance dressed up as productivity. You stare at the map so long you forget you have legs. You tell yourself you’re “considering options,” but what you’re really doing is protecting yourself from the risk of wanting something and not getting it. You’d rather be the person who could do it than the person who tried and had to face results. It’s a very human kind of cowardice. I don’t say that as an insult. I say it because it’s fixable.
There’s something else underneath: the image in your head of what you’re trying to reach is too perfect, too polished, too “it fixes everything.” You’re chasing a fantasy of emotional completion, (peace, belonging, the happy picture), and because real life never matches the brochure, you start to resent the process. You get halfway in and suddenly you’re irritated, disappointed, or numb. Then you blame yourself or you blame the method. Neither is the real issue. The real issue is that you’re trying to use one experience to patch every crack in you at once. That’s not how cracks work.
And you have a complicated relationship with rules. You recoil from rigid systems, from anyone telling you “this is the one true way,” and honestly? Good. Most people sell certainty because they can’t tolerate ambiguity. But you swing too far in the other direction and treat structure like oppression. You don’t need someone else’s doctrine. You need a container you respect enough to actually follow.
Right now you’re also dealing with a very practical leak: energy and resources. Not necessarily money in the literal sense, though it can be, but the feeling of “I put effort in and it doesn’t return anything.” You invest, you try, you hope, and you feel like you get a polite shrug back. That makes you hesitant to invest again, so your attempts become half-hearted, and then you get half results, and then you “confirm” the belief that it’s not working. A neat little self-fulfilling loop.
Your fire is sputtering too. You want excitement and quick movement, but the moment it’s time to show up consistently, you lose interest or you get discouraged. That doesn’t mean you’re lazy. It means you’ve been relying on inspiration as if it’s a dependable employee. It’s not. Inspiration is a passing flirt. If you want a real relationship with this, you stop waiting for motivation to feel romantic.
Then there’s the part you’ll pretend you don’t care about: conflict. Not dramatic fighting, more like the small inner warfare where one part of you wants to commit and another part wants to retreat, and you keep negotiating with yourself until you’re exhausted. The good news is that this pile shows a willingness to end that cycle. Not by “winning,” but by choosing peace over being right. By putting the sword down and admitting you don’t actually enjoy bleeding for your pride.
However—movement is delayed for a reason. You’re trying to force speed in a place that requires coordination. You want everything to happen in one clean burst, but what you need is rhythm. Timing. Collaboration. And yes, that includes collaboration with other people if you’ve been isolating and trying to brute-force it alone. You don’t have to make this a public spectacle, but you do benefit from a small, functional support structure: someone to compare notes with, someone to keep you honest, someone to remind you you’re not the only person with a brain that likes sabotaging itself.
So here’s what I tell you to do—simple, annoying, effective:
♱ Stabilize the body first. Not in a cute “self-care” way. In a mechanical way. Sleep window, hydration, food, and a predictable pre-practice routine. You’re building a switch your brain recognizes. If your body associates practice with chaos, it will resist you every time.
♱ Pick one method and commit for two weeks. Two weeks is nothing. If you can’t do two weeks, you’re not “spiritually blocked,” you’re addicted to novelty. Track what happens without dramatizing it. You’re collecting data.
♱ Stop demanding the perfect emotional payoff. If you only count it as “working” when it feels like fireworks and destiny, you’ll miss the quieter successes—deeper focus, clearer imagery, stronger recall, smoother transitions. Those are real. Those are how skill builds.
♱ Make peace with delay. Delay isn’t rejection. Delay is friction—often from mixed motives, unrealistic expectations, or a system that needs fine-tuning. If you treat every pause like failure, you train yourself to panic.
♱ Use collaboration wisely. Get input that improves technique, not input that feeds obsession. A small group, a trusted friend, a structured community. You want teamwork, not noise.
And one more thing, since you seem like the type who needs it stated plainly: you’re allowed to want something without turning it into a religion or a verdict on your worth. You don’t have to “earn” it through suffering, and you don’t have to prove it to anyone. Treat it like what it is: a practice. A system. A set of conditions you refine. I’m not impressed by people who talk about destiny. I’m impressed by people who show up, adjust, and keep going.
-Dazai
𝖕𝖎𝖑𝖊 3
You move too fast, and you call it “decisiveness” because it sounds better than “panic.”
You get one spark of momentum and you lunge, words first, promises first, methods first, like speed will pin reality down before it changes its mind. It doesn’t. Speed just makes you sloppy. You start arguing with your own doubts out loud, you snap at yourself, you overcorrect, and then you’re shocked the whole thing feels unstable. Of course it does. You’re trying to build a door while sprinting.
Under that, you’re juggling too many variables at once. You’re “managing.” You’re “keeping options open.” What you’re actually doing is dropping everything repeatedly, then blaming fate for the mess. Your attention is split between obligations, fear, the fantasy of a perfect outcome, and the need to prove you can do it quickly. That’s not balance. That’s a slow-motion spill.
And there’s a deeper pressure you don’t like looking at: security. “Home.” Legacy. The long-term structure that’s supposed to make you feel anchored: family expectations, financial stability, the idea of having a safe place in the world. It’s either shaky already, or it feels shaky, so you treat shifting like an emergency exit. That’s why you rush it. That’s why you get aggressive with yourself when it doesn’t happen on command. You’re not only chasing a destination - you’re chasing the feeling of being untouchable.
Here’s the irritating part: you’re not powerless.
You have tools. You have will. When you commit, your mind is capable of taking scattered inputs and turning them into a working system. You’re the kind of person who can engineer an outcome, if you stop trying to brute-force it with adrenaline and start treating it like a craft.
That’s the core of this pile: skill beats frenzy.
What you need is repetition. Technique. The unglamorous “do it again” that makes your brain recognize a pathway. Practice that is small enough to be consistent and boring enough to be real. If you only work when you feel electrified, you’ll keep restarting at zero. If you work like a person sharpening a blade (daily, deliberately), you’ll stop negotiating with yourself every night.
But you also need to stop. Yes, stop.
There’s a forced pause in this pile, a suspension where the point is not to “push through,” but to turn yourself upside down and see what you’ve been refusing to see. You don’t like pauses because, in stillness, your mind gets loud. You start thinking about every failure, every “what if,” every nightmare scenario. And then you try to outrun it again.
Don’t.
If your head fills with static, it’s not always a warning sign. Sometimes it’s just the sound you’ve been avoiding. You can’t talk your nervous system into trust while you’re sleep-deprived and tense. You want clean movement? Then you treat rest like part of the method, not a reward.
Now, about the collapse: There’s a pattern where you build momentum, feel close, then something blows up: your schedule, your mood, your belief, your relationships, the entire internal “structure” you were leaning on. It feels cruel, like the universe is punishing you for trying. It isn’t. It’s pressure revealing weak architecture.
If you keep stacking your practice on top of avoidance, it will keep collapsing. So either you let it collapse repeatedly in dramatic ways, or you do the intelligent thing and dismantle the bad structure on purpose.
That means:
♱ stop using shifting as a substitute for basic stability,
♱ stop making huge, rigid vows you can’t keep,
♱ stop tying your worth to whether something happens tonight.
You’re also stuck in a very specific kind of stalemate: you refuse to choose.
You hold two truths in your hands like they’re equally safe. You don’t want to be disappointed, and you don’t want to stop wanting. So you sit in indecision, pretending it’s “being careful,” while your imagination multiplies options until you can’t tell what’s real desire and what’s escapism. Then you end up paralyzed—head full of beautiful possibilities, body full of dread.
Pick one lane.
Not forever. Just for long enough that your brain stops treating everything as a fantasy buffet. You choose a single target, a single method, and a short time window. You run the experiment. You collect data. You adjust. You do not reinvent your entire identity every time you feel uncertain.
Another ugly truth: you’re clinging.
You want control—over timing, over certainty, over how it looks, over whether you “lose” anything in the process. You keep your grip tight because you think looseness equals danger. But your grip is also what keeps you stuck in the same room. You can’t step through a door while holding the doorframe in a death grip.
So your call-out is simple: loosen your hands.
Stop hoarding effort like it’s scarce. Stop guarding your hope like someone will steal it. Stop treating every sign as something you must capture and interpret perfectly. If you want flow, you can’t behave like a person bracing for impact.
And once you do commit, once you actually choose and stop thrashing, the movement picks up fast. That’s in here too: sudden forward motion, rapid shifts in mental state, “messages” that land cleanly, synchronicities that feel less like chasing and more like being carried. But it only happens after the pause and the decision. Not before.
You also need other people more than you want to admit.
Not an audience. Not a comment section. A small circle. One or two friends you can be honest with, who don’t feed your delusions or your despair—just reflect you back to reality when you start spiraling. Isolation makes your anxiety louder and your fantasies shinier. Community keeps you human.
Because yes, your anxiety is real right now.
You’re dealing with intrusive “what if I fail” thoughts, sleep problems, mental replay, dread that shows up at the worst times. You’re not weak for that. But you are responsible for what you do with it. If you keep trying to practice in the middle of a spiral, you’ll teach your body to associate shifting with fear.
So your practical advice, stripped of mysticism:
♱ Slow your pace. Speed is not power. Control your inputs.
♱ Simplify the system. One method. One focus. One short window.
♱ Practice like a craft. Daily repetition, measurable tracking, minimal drama.
♱ Schedule rest. If you’re exhausted, you’re not “blocked,” you’re depleted.
♱ Let the old structure fall—or take it apart yourself. Either way, it goes.
♱ Choose. Indecision is the prettiest form of self-sabotage.
♱ Use community intelligently. Small, grounded support—not noise.
You want the victory moment, the clean success, the sense of “I did it.” You get it, but not by charging like a fool with a lit match in a windstorm. You get it by being boring, precise, and stubborn.
Be disappointing. Be consistent. That’s how the world changes.
Katsumi (me) pulls me across the boundary for a public service announcement. In my world, “the world” includes one reality and an absurd number of possible ones layered inside a book; you people just call it “daydreaming” and pretend it isn’t serious.
Before anyone gets excited: yes, I understand this is your current reality; no flashy curses, no convenient supernatural shortcuts. In mine, special forces exist and people can be born with them or awaken them later, and the whole system runs on will and soul; in yours, you get budgets and biology and consequences. Boring. More honest.
Still, you’re all standing with your hands on two doors at once. You keep “someday” in one palm and “what if” in the other, and you treat choosing like it’s a moral failure instead of a simple directional problem. Pick a horizon. Not the prettiest one—the one you can actually walk toward. A plan is only real when it survives contact with your calendar.
And yes, I can already hear the whining: “But I’m tired.” Of course you are. You’re hauling your life around like a punishment. You collect burdens the way some people collect cute keychains, proof that you’re trying, proof that you’re good, proof that you deserve to exist. Stop. Drop one thing. If you keep stacking weight onto yourself, you’ll call the collapse “fate” and act surprised.
Your stamina is impressive, though. You keep getting up. That’s the one trait I can’t make fun of without sounding like a liar. You’re more resilient than you admit, and you’re also more guarded than you pretend. Good. Guarding yourself isn’t cynicism, it’s pattern recognition. Just don’t turn it into a bunker. A bunker keeps you alive and also keeps you alone.
So here’s the part Katsumi actually wants me to say: make a home base. Not a fantasy. A base. People. Routine. A small, stable place you return to when the world gets loud. Something worth coming back to, even if it’s unimpressive. You don’t need a dramatic destiny; you need a table you can sit at without flinching.
Now, a warning, because you’re all very susceptible to pretty stories. You’re drawn to the romantic version of life: the grand invitation, the perfect apology, the person who understands you without you having to speak. Lovely. Also frequently a trap. Charm is cheap. Poetry is cheap. If someone offers you warmth, ask what they want you to burn for it. If you’re about to hand your heart to someone, check whether they respect your “no” in boring situations: time, money, boundaries, before you trust them in dramatic ones.
Some of you are in a cold season: money stress, isolation, feeling like you’re watching other people live while you stand outside the window. That isn’t a cosmic judgement. It’s a logistics problem. Treat it like one. Ask for help without turning it into a confession of worthlessness. And stop over-giving to prove you’re lovable, especially to people who only show up when they want something from you.
You also love fighting. Not real fighting—the childish kind. Competing, comparing, arguing in comments, turning every disagreement into a trial. It makes you feel alive because it produces heat. But it doesn’t build anything. Decide what’s worth your energy and let the rest of it die of starvation. Most conflict is just people performing their insecurity at each other.
And if you’re going to listen to one thing I say, listen to this: watch your relationship with authority. Some of you are still trying to earn safety from someone who cannot give it, an institution, a parent-shaped shadow, a partner who likes control more than they like you. When that kind of power gets unstable, it doesn’t protect; it crushes. Don’t hand your spine to anyone who needs you small so they can feel large.
So you cut through the fog. You tell the truth you keep postponing. You choose the sentence that ends the argument inside your head. You don’t need spiritual theatrics for that: just clarity. You’ll be amazed how much of your suffering is maintained by vagueness you refuse to look at.
Finally: stop stalling. Your “slow and steady” becomes “slow and stuck” the moment you start using it as an excuse to never finish. Progress isn’t a personality trait; it’s repetition. Pick one practical thing and do it today. Not when you feel inspired. Inspiration is unreliable. The fatality rate of living is one-hundred percent, so waiting for the perfect mood is a very funny strategy.
That’s all. I’d tell you to take care, but you’ll interpret it as permission to be soft in the wrong places. Be soft with your friends. Be soft with your body. Be ruthless with your self-deception. And if you’re a beautiful woman, well. I do have my hobbies.
Me: "While I don't appreciate you hitting on pretty women on my blog… I think what you are trying to say is that most people put their DR on a romanticized pedestal and make it feel unrealistic. People need to relax and realize they will eat, sleep, get hurt, have their heart broken, etc. in their DR too. Is that correct?"
Mm. You translate me into something gentler than I deserve, Kacchan. And for the record—I’m not hitting on anyone. I’m doing what I always do: I poke people until they react, because the reaction is honest in a way the pretty speeches never are. If it bothers you, I can redirect my terrible charm toward the concept of death instead. It’s very loyal and never blocks me.
Yes. That’s correct. I don’t even need to decorate it. People build a shrine out of the place they want to reach, then they kneel in front of it and call that devotion. They make it so perfect they’re afraid to touch it, because touching anything means fingerprints, and fingerprints mean they can’t pretend it’s sacred anymore. So they keep it distant, immaculate, untouchable… and then they call the distance ‘realism’ when it’s actually fear. They lock themselves inside a story where they’re always one step from freedom, but never allowed to take it.
If your desired reality is supposed to be a life, then it includes the boring parts and the petty parts and the parts where you eat something mediocre at 2 a.m. and regret it. It includes misunderstandings, jealousy, stupid timing, bruises, money problems, and the embarrassing moment where you realize you’ve been romanticizing someone who also leaves dishes in the sink. If you can’t tolerate that, you don’t want a reality—you want anesthesia.
So here’s the advice, since you asked me to give advice like a responsible adult. Stop fighting your own desire like it’s an enemy soldier. Hold your ground without turning every day into a war. Don’t argue with strangers to prove you’re ‘serious.’ Don’t perform suffering as a credential. Pick one practical anchor, one small, physical thing you can do consistently, that proves you’re capable of showing up even when you’re not inspired. Not glamorous. Not mystical. Consistent. That’s how you stop making it a pedestal and start making it a place you can actually stand.
And Katsumi, yes, you’re correct. You’re saying, ‘It will still be real.’ You’re saying, ‘Stop treating it like a museum exhibit and start treating it like a life.’ That’s the whole point.
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Dear Pile 1 - It looks like the cards are suggesting for you that your shifting routine could benefit from a more methodical and consistent approach, while also embracing positivity and optimism. Try adding more structure to your routine—be it in how you plan your sessions or how you track progress. The Knight of Pentacles is dedicated and patient, so consistency is key here. Alongside that, I encourage you to focus on your goals with a positive mindset, allowing you to bring more joy and clarity into the process.
There is also signals that a fresh beginning is imminent in your journey. This could be a sign to refresh or alter parts of your routine that may feel stagnant, introducing new methods or reinforcing existing ones with renewed enthusiasm. Consider incorporating activities that bring you a sense of rejuvenation and optimism, such as focusing more on visualizing or reaffirming your intentions with a clearer, brighter outlook.
𝖕𝖎𝖑𝖊 𝟐
Pile 2, you don’t have a routine, do you? There's this vibe that you may be lacking clear structure and direction in your shifting journey. The Queen of Swords embodies clarity, intellect, and decisiveness, indicating that you need to add more mental discipline and discernment to your routine. You might benefit from focusing on the specific steps and strategies needed to shift, making sure you have a concrete, thought-out plan in place. This might involve setting clear goals, writing down your shifting techniques, and identifying potential obstacles. You need to let go of what no longer serves you, which could mean eliminating distractions or outdated practices that haven’t been working. This card invites you to move forward with a sense of emotional maturity, leaving behind any mental clutter that may be impeding your ability to focus on your desired reality.
Your oracle card literally says, "Laziness might have something to do with your certain situation, if so, own it and fix it." Overall, you need to set a structured routine and a practical shifting plan for yourself - even if it's just meditating every night before bed. It ties in beautifully with this. It’s time to transform your dreams into actionable steps. Set realistic expectations for your shifting routine and give it structure. You can still have flexibility and creativity, but the key is to focus on practical and achievable actions. Draft out a more intentional schedule, align your mindset with those goals, and keep refining your approach to shift more effectively.
𝖕𝖎𝖑𝖊 𝟑
Pile 3, the cards indicate that it’s time for you to embrace transformation and move forward with purpose and confidence in your shifting routine. The Judgement card calls for a deeper self-awareness, urging you to reflect on your goals and your path toward your Desired Reality (DR). It suggests that you might need to release old patterns, limiting beliefs, or attachments that are holding you back from fully committing to the shift. This could be a time for personal growth and reevaluating what you want out of the experience, aligning your inner self with your external efforts.
You need to add more determination and focus to your routine. Don't just wait for things to happen—it drives forward with purpose. You may need to be more assertive in your intentions, pushing past any hesitations or distractions. Establishing clear, specific goals for your shifting process can help you stay on track and maintain the energy needed to push through any challenges. Your shifting routine could benefit from a strong, internal sense of clarity and purpose, combined with a focused, unstoppable drive. You may want to add an element of self-reflection, perhaps journaling or meditation, to help align your inner energy with your shifting goals, while also reinforcing your commitment to move forward without hesitation. The key here is to embrace both self-awareness and action—only then will you truly begin to shift with confidence and success.
𝖕𝖎𝖑𝖊 𝟒
Pile 4, along with the advice to count your blessings and start a gratitude journal, suggests that your shifting routine could greatly benefit from fostering a sense of emotional balance and peace. There's a call for alignment and fairness,. Are you having anxiety or mental strain? There is some indicating that a source of stress may be stemming from a lack of balance in how you approach shifting, perhaps leading to overthinking or unnecessary worry. (Are you coming over from Shifttok by chance?)
The advice to start a gratitude journal helps address this by shifting your focus away from anxiety and toward positive aspects of your life, both in your current reality and in the process of shifting. Writing in this journal every morning and night will not only help calm your mind and ease the fears highlighted by the 9 of Swords, but it will also encourage you to appreciate the progress you’ve made and the blessings in both your current reality and your desired one.
This practice will help ground you, provide emotional clarity, and remind you that shifting is part of a larger journey. By starting your day with gratitude, you’ll align your mindset with positivity and peace, while ending your day reflecting on the good, reinforcing a healthy emotional state. This balance will create a more peaceful and centered foundation for your shifting practice, allowing you to release stress and approach your goals with more confidence.