#shtp

[lemorgo]

wishing to become androgynious with possible androgynious partner and also being delusionally positive strongly believing that it's gonna be ok in the end and if it's not ok then it's not the end i guess are my thing now

[lemorgo]

riyos cute girl-rival could be momoa... girl who wants to hide herself away from the world x girl who can hear into the lives of others.......

i actually thought that with momoa's power jabber and riyo would probably avoid being touched by her all the time. well maybe jabber not. but i feel like he has something to hide too. and riyo def wouldn't reveal her past until momoa gains enough trust and enough time passes (jabber mention bc many people hc them as friends and it makes sense) i guess i lowk have hard time figuring their personalities though.. momoa especially. like what would be her reaction to riyo in general? what would be her reaction to riyo visibly avoiding her and being all distant? why would they fall for each other? i mean riyo is just gorgeous and comfy so i can easily imagine anyone falling for her ig, but with momoa im not sure what could be except looks (not like i have a clear understanding of why janka fell for each other though lmao. i assume when raigebaiting lasts so long you kinda have so much fun you can't let it go anymore + rivalry adding to emotions + both pretty af) i think a need to reread gachiakuta for many reasons and now to pay more attention to momoa's personality as well

[lemorgo]

Don’t worry guys we’re never doomed with me

I really love putting characters through some emotional challenges but If I like the ship enough then they HAVE to have a happy ending. In general I don’t really like making bad endings because that’s just too painful.

If you watched my animations you know that after all the struggles characters get I give them happy ending. Because that’s inspiring and reassuring and I believe everyone can get it. Making bad ending would feel like unnecessary angst and too upsetting. I want to give people hope.

And with ship content it just breaks my heart if they aren’t endgame and are unhappy, so I make them struggle here and there to explore dynamic and give yall emotional rollercoaster, but in the end it’s gonna be allll fine

[lemorgo]

Sorry that I’m exploding your notifs with my horrendous liking posts addictions I think that you’re funny <3 okie dokie byeee

you can always explode my notifs and you can also write longest tags to my posts i love reading them. thank you for giving me attention teheee

[lemorgo]

i see that some people headcanon zanka as bpd and i'd like to know why because to me he doesn't look borderline even though i am diagnosed with bpd and kin him

[lemorgo]

i'm rereading "after gods" now because i wanted to check out new chapters but it's been one year and a half since i read it so i forgot most of it and gyatt damn i love when. emotions. i love when they hint romance by gestures and situations. it's so much more interesting when they show it without kisses or confessions but by some more roundabout stuff. i guess thats why sometimes queercoded pairs are a lot more likeable than canon ones. because they use everything except straight-forward bland gestures/words and if we put romance away just generally being close with someone and valuing their presence in your life is so good too. and when it gets all complicated. i love how orokapi and vollof are clearly just friends but the feelings are really strong and takes you down emotional rollercoaster if we talk about orokapi and tokinaga its just INSANE... i can't even name the type of relationship they have but i'm all for it. bro i just love strong complicated emotions so much i wish i could master the art of showing all sorts of emotions through less obvious gestures and acts. like when you don't show sadness by getting character to cry but choose some more nuianced reaction

[lemorgo]

I just wanted to say I loved your comic!!! I love your idea on their relationship and how it’s more complicated than others would want to look into— keep up the amazing work!! It’s fantastic!! 🥹

thank you so much!! <3 <3 i'm just really into that kind of dynamics i guess and i loove figuring out all of the details how that would work/feel etc

[lemorgo]

How do u plan ur comic ? Like from ideas -> sketch -> finished. I have reallllllllllly hard time doing just that so do u have any tips ? Also i loveeeee ur comic/ ideas sm, keep it up 🌹

if you're talking about janka comics i don't have any specific process here. i usually come up with the main idea and make up all dialogues in my head (bonus if it's while walking outside with music), if i have difficulties with the flow or logic somewhere i usually rant to my friends and we kinda brainstorm together. or it's just me talking the entire time and figuring it out in their messages. then i draw the visuals, usually it's rough sketch -> finished for each drawing (i'll try to attach some of speedpaints later to this post). I don't always plan how each page should look, but sometimes i have a vague idea like with the page where jabber's asked why he was holding zanka's hand i thought that composition vise there should be a lot of space behind jabber, because that would feel like we're watching it from his perspective also sometimes i draw in random order, like the last piece started from bandage jabber and got to the winning zanka, somewhere in the middle i got back to drawing jabber with poisoned zanka and then back to their conversation. kinda because i decided to draw firstly things that i had clearer idea of. If you're asking about my webtoon, then there's some kind of scheme but also because i'm not working alone. First i get some kind of vague idea, then me and R brainstorm it. We started having call sessions where we literally have zoom call ongoing and R is typing script in google docs with me giving feedback instantly. After the script is done, i make rough af sketches of all the pages. After that i work individually on each page. Then me and R reread the chapter enterily and i post it. (or so i think, i don't reread it usually bc ive looked enough at these images, but i send all of them to R and wait for their feedback). also the script doesn't look like. drama script or anything like that. it's just dialogues and some description between which is almost ALWAYS vague asf which leads to me later messaging R asking for details regarding tips....................... well it's really good to brainstorm with someone. even if they just nod all the time it's a lot more helpful than sitting there alone trying to come up with stuff. another tip i guess would be "better done than perfect". if it bugs you that much you can edit that one panel later. so it's better to do all of it and then see which ones you'd like to edit instead of trying to make perfect work on each page. only if you have extremely strong motivation. but i personally feel like i have limited time while i feel interested enough in the work

The vid looks like fever dream ☠️☠️