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[siriuslykiller]

The switch Draco makes from

"My father will hear about this"

To

"My husband will hear about this"

In fics will always be delicious to me.

[siriuslykiller]

Steter blurb thingy idk. Unedited and very rushed! Enjoy!

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Their love would be desperate, needy, and violent. The rest of the world would look at them and be afraid, afraid of the raw power that practically oozes out of their pores.

The pack holds their breath every minute that Stiles and Peter spends in the same room because what if they figure it out? Scott especially he'd rather have Peter watch his back in a fight before he'd willingly let Peter and Stiles spend hours alone in the loft again while the rest take care of the threat.

Peter knew though. He knew the moment in the high-school when he set his eyes on him and not that he and Stiles could be powerful together. No he didn't know that. He knew Stiles was his true mate and that terrified him because his whole life everyone rejected him. His parents, his grandparents, his siblings, his aunts and uncles, his nieces and nephews, his cousins. They all looked at him like he was a monster, from the very moment he took his first breath.

They knew he was powerful, they could see it in his eyes that he was destined to do monstrous things. They tried to keep him innocent, they tried to keep knowledge and dynamics from him, yet they still used him for their own gain in the moments they needed.

And Peter? Back then he wouldn't say no because at least then he felt needed by his pack and family and it's the closest he could get. He didn't get the sweet shit that the rest of them got, the pack bonding nights and the scenting. No that was non existent in his world.

Stiles didn't know or not really. He had a sick fascination with Peter and the power that surrounded him. He didn't understand that pull he felt towards him, he couldn't grasp the idea of why the hell his first thought when he closed Peter into that room in the high school was to join him to wrap himself up in that monstrous form.

He didn't understand why he felt like he was supposed to go stand next to Peter instead of cowering away when Derek told him to get down in the hospital. He didn't understand any of the interactions after either.

What he did know was he felt like his soul got thorn to pieces when Derek slashed Peter throat and he knew he felt his soul repair after Peter came back from the dead.

Although that pulsing need to stay close to Peter stayed under Stiles's skin he tried his best to ignore it. Why would someone like Peter even look at Stiles twice? And even if he did what's the point? Peter would never stay not if he got too see everything that Stiles hides away.

Stiles had a darkness inside him that his mom saw first and she was happy to ignore it. The way Stiles would get fascinated by death and killers. She was happy to ignore it until she got diagnosed she never mentioned it until then because the longer his mom was sick the more she started talking about how she always knew he was a monster.

Stiles was happy to ignore the kids that called him weird and a monster because he cradled dead birds or whatever he found at their school but his mom calling him that? That he couldn't ignore.

Overtime he got really good at hiding it. He was good at pretending at being the victim of being possessed even though he loved every second of it. Maybe he regretted killing Allison only maybe but she hurt Erica and Boyd and he can't forgive her for that so he doesn't see why he should really care.

Theo coming around and bugging him about how he wanted Void Stiles pissed him the fuck off alot more then he cared to admit because he didn't wanna be Void.

He wanted to be able to kill without second thought sure and he wanted to settle that fascination that simmered underneath his skin but he wanted it in his own way. He wanted someone to want Stiles not Void.

Yet nobody seemed to want Stiles not even Scott the boy he's been calling his brother for years, the boy he protected over and over again. It made the insecurities that layed in his stomach churn. He hated it.

Ending up in the wild hunt with Peter of all people was something Stiles didn't expect. He knew he'd been feeling empty for months before hand but he hadn't known what caused that empty feeling until the moment he saw Peter again. It was like a punch to the gut.

He felt this unsettling need for a man that most likely hated him. A feeling he'd been ignoring for two years running at that point and for the first time since the alpha pack he found himself alone with Peter well semi alone anyways.

He didn't know how to handle that but Beacon Hills was slowly becoming a ghost town so he sucked it up and demanded the wolf to help and finally Stiles felt alive again.

They spent three months give or take together being the only people aware of their surroundings the entire time. They talked alot and when Peter stepped through that portal to get back to Beacon Hills he thought well there's the end of that.

Stiles ended up staying because he would be dammed if he let someone like Theo be in charge of protecting Beacon Hills. Changed or not he just simply didn't care maybe it was just a good excuse because after he and Peter found themselves alone together alot more often.

Then that day finally came. The day that everyone's worst fear became a reality.

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"I just don't understand what the point of it is" Stiles's hands moving around making a broad motion towards all the papers scattered around on the table.

Peter briefly glances up from the book he was reading through trying to figure out what exactly was behind the latest bodies dropping in the preserve before looking back down and continuing to read.

Peter was content on letting Stiles rant out whatever frustrations he was having to the air most of the time Stiles wasn't even expecting a response to his raving anyways.

"Hello" fingers clicked infront of Peter's face making him look up "Are you even listening to me?" Stiles's brow twitched making Peter half wonder if Stiles was spending too much time around him or god forbid Derek.

The wolf snarled at the idea of Stiles spending time with Derek but that was also a feeling Peter had gotten use too over the years.

"Not really sweetheart, no" he smirked at the man infront of him watching the way Stiles's eye twitched like he was wondering if it would be a good idea to punch Peter in the face.

"You are such a - ugh" Stiles groaned out his hands running through his hair and shaking his head. "I don't even know why I bother talking to you"

Peter closed the book and toses it onto the table and spreads his legs out more comfortable widening the space between his legs "Maybe because you love me." It was meant as a tease a poorly thought out one considering his own feelings to the boy but a tease nonetheless. Until he heard the sudden rushing of Stiles's heart and the smell of his panic filling the room.

Stiles looked like a deer caught in headlights and Peter's head cocked to the side and suddenly Peter was holding his breath too.

"Sweetheart" a small pause uncertainty what if he has this wrong, he could have just made Stiles uncomfortable. "Do you love me?"

Stiles's eyes flicker across the room and eyes land on the door like he's planning on fleeing and He wasn't having that so he moves closer to Stiles and he wraps his fingers softly around Stiles's wrist making the boy look at him again.

The air in the space around them grew thick with tension and all the unspoken words they've had over the years.

The shy tentive nod that came from Stiles made Peter's head spin. In all this time that Peter's known Stiles he's never seen him so quiet over it.

Lifting Stiles's head gently so that he could look him in the eyes made Peter's own heart beat go up because there it was and Peter had no idea how he missed it because Stiles was looking at him with this devotion and need like the only thing keeping him alive was Peter.

For a second he thinks about how he could have been so stupid to have never seen it before but he didn't wanna waste another second so he kissed him instead.

At first it was slightly hesitant and soft alot softer then Peter thought he was cable of, then Stiles moved closer into his space hands fisting his shirt pressing in closer into the kiss.

The dam broke after that. Peter dragged Stiles in closer kissing him harder, tongue sweeping across the boys bottom lip before biting it after, Stiles gasping and giving him entry into his mouth.

It was hot and desperate and they were kissing each other like this was the last time they'd ever feel each other again. When they finally broke apart "Don't leave me" the words stumble from Stiles's lips like he hadn't meant for them to come out.

"Never darling I've wanted you for years why the hell would I let you go now" he says it softly while he pulls Stiles closer to his body and placing another soft kiss againt his lips before laying his head onto the boys shoulder "I love you, you're my mate. I'll never let you go again."

That earned a soft sob from Stiles, his heart stuttering and his scent filling smelling of content. "I thought I was insane for how I felt about you the pull, the need I have for you" a shaky breath escapes Stiles's lips before he continues "I love you too"

[siriuslykiller]

There is 109 Buck/Ravi fics on AO3 I've read every single one that doesn't include Tommy or Eddie in the main pairing or buddie being endgame and now I need more bravi.

Sigh I'm gonna have to become what this world needs watch how ima pop up later today with a buck/Ravi one shot 🤭

[siriuslykiller]

I'm back on that steter thing.

This is so rushed and random and @alexandra-stevie-mayhem plssssss see thissss bc I don't wanna struggle with insta and I might just be ready to actually start writing for those books we've been planing

The pack are tracking(note Stiles and Peter are hunting) some witch who's been taking children for sacrifices. Stiles and Peter do find the witch and she's cackling about some bullshit and suddenly she pauses and goes "Oh" and she's flickering her eyes between Stiles and Peter and they look at each other and they both shrug like idfk what's going on but let's just kill her I'm getting hungry.

And Peter shifts and Stiles aims his bat or whatever and they go in when they get hit by a spell the witch starts cackling again like a maniac and disappears with a "you'll thank me later"

Both Stiles and Peter are confused asf like wtf just happened but they both don't feel any different and the witch does leave afterwards so they don't wanna dwell on it

And that's when the dreams start. Peter will wake up panting in the middle of the night thinking he has to check up on his dad and that he can't just stay on the floor and then he'll realize he never had to do that and so on. He'll dream about what happened between Stiles and his mom and about what happened with Scott's dad and all the bullying and the sheriff's drunken abuse and the cooking and the cleaning and the bills and everything that came from after Stiles and Scott got thrown into the supernatural world.

Like everything Scott has done to Stiles since he changed how Stiles became the one left out unless they needed to know something what Gerard did to stiles and the other bata's the entire thing from the alpha pack and the amount of times the demon wolf was going after Stiles things that happened while Derek was gone and the Deadpool was going wild then he dreamt about what happened during the time the dread doctors was in town and how Scott and Stiles fell after entirely.

Just all these things that Peter didn't know or see.

Stiles starts dreaming about Peter things that Peter can't even remember Stiles now knows like the way Peter's dad said he'd be a good killer the moment Peter opened up his eyes for the first time or the way Peter was isolated from everyone else in the pack or the way Peter was forced into a role he never wanted he'd dream about Talia and the way she treated Peter and how Peter was invisible to almost everyone in the pack unless they needed their left hand. Derek and Cora was fond of Peter but they started drifting away from him thanks to Talia and Laura's influence. He dreams of the fire and all the time Peter spent in a coma and everything after too things that happened that Stiles wasn't aware of like Scott trying to exile Peter multiple times and failing multiple times.

Stiles thinks he's going insane. Peter things Stiles will kill him bc he thinks Stiles will think it's his doing and he doesn't wanna lose this semi friendship thing they've got going on.

Stiles breaks and reveals something first on accident but he does their at a pack meeting about something and Peter gives advice about something which Peter was right about. And Derek says something about Talia and Scott later when their back at square one Peter just says listen to me and you'll get this over sooner and Scott scoffs and says I'd trust you about you and your information the day Talia crawls out of the grave and tells me to and stiles doesn't even think about it but he rolls his eyes and mutters under his breath and says like Talia didn't practically exile Peter since day one.

And no one is really focusing on Stiles which Peter sees alot more clearly now thanks to the dreams bc Stiles did always make it seem like he was right in the middle like nothing was wrong but bc of Peter focusing even more now on Stiles then he did before now he hears it and his head snaps towards Stiles like how tf did yk that and stiles goes ahead and says that Peter is right and Scott scoffs and goes like, like I can trust you? I trust you just as much as him. Stiles pushes himself away from the table and goes figures well when your ready to listen I'm sure yk where to find us and Peter's still a little bit stuck on the Talia comment so when Stiles grabs his wrist and drags him out with him he just goes in a way he wouldn't have done usually Peter usually pulls away and goes I can walk by myself yk but he does always leave with Stiles.

And after that Peter starts to notice other things how Stiles would always stand up for him or how he knows things that Peter knows he hadn't taught Stiles and how he knows none of it was in any of the information or how Stiles got alot more casual with his touches everyone in the pack would always be touching each other except for Peter and stiles and stiles use to just sit on the side not with Peter but also not without Peter if that makes sense but now Stiles will sit right next to him brushing their shoulders or pressing their thighs together or if their busy around the pack he'll just run his fingers across Peter's neck or shoulders, or rub his thumb againt Peter's wrist Peter in return started doing that to Stiles as well marking him as Peter's pack. And at first that's how it stayed in private too Stiles was more around Peter's penthouse then he was at his own apartment Peter didn't really mind it his home started smelling like his mate and wow thats not he's not allowed to think like that but it's there and oh god does Stiles know that...nooo he cant know bc Stiles can't read his mind and Peter has never said that bit of information aloud so it's not like Stiles could have heard it from somewhere or someone.

Anyways in private over time Stiles would just throw his legs in Peter's lap or cuddle into his side Peter didn't mind that either.

And that's how Stiles fell asleep one day curled up against Peter with his head practically in the older wolf's neck the dreams had started slowing down for both of them so when Stiles fell asleep the last thing he expected was to dream of the exact thing that was happening before he fell asleep.

Stiles still sometimes couldn't understand the way Peter looked at him he started thinking of the look as fond and that was exactly what it is he watched from Peter's perspective as Peter put down the book he was reading and tightened his hold on Stiles running his fingers through Stiles hair as he slept peacefully that's the first time Stiles could actually make out Peter's thoughts in his dreams the way Peter's wolf rumbled in Peter's mind chanting mate and keep safe like a mantra.

And then Stiles fell into a dreamless sleep. When he woke up he was no longer on the couch or curled up against Peter instead he was laying on Peter's bed the only room in the penthouse that Stiles didn't go into. Stiles knew how wolves were about their dens and that you didn't go into it unless the wolf told you it's okay and sure Peter was fine with Stiles being in every other room but maybe he wasn't okay with Stiles being in his bedroom so waking up there was unexpected slightly or maybe it wasn't if Stiles was Peter's mate.

So much started making sense to him in that moment the way even when Peter was feral and out of his mind he didn't hurt stiles the fact that Peter could have killed Stiles in that garage but didn't and every single interaction after how Peter didn't do anything for anybody or didn't help anyone else if it didn't truly benift his well-being but as soon as Stiles asked Peter did bc stiles was his mate he threw the bed covers off him he knew Peter was in the kitchen bc of the aroma of food that filled the air Stiles didn't even know what be was gonna say if he was against this whole being Peter's mate thing or the fact that Peter kept it from him and sure by revealing this he was revealing the fact that he's been in Peter's mind and knows everything about Peter but he couldn't care. He walked into the kitchen and froze bc Jesus Peter was well he was domestic and he was beautiful and stiles was aware of that fact that Peter was attractive he had shoved it down when he had first met Peter that feeling that drew him to Peter bc Peter was well he was supposed to be the bad guy. But knowing what he knows now well Peter was never actually the bad guy he was just the guy who did what he had to.

Peter had been talking to him and Stiles only catched the end of "so I don't know if it'll taste good" and Peter turned he had a spoon in his hand with sause on it but the only thing Stiles managed to do was stare "Stiles?" Peter's brows frowned confusion clearly written across his face which now that Stiles thought about it Peter never expressed his emotion around anyone else but infront of Stiles he was an open book "Stiles? Are you okay?" and finally it felt like Stiles unfroze he didn't care about anything else what Peter had done or didn't do or any of it he wanted Peter he wanted to be his mate he wanted to carry Peter's mark around his wrist or his neck or wherever tf mating bites go and maybe this was rash and maybe Stiles was reading all of it wrong but he couldn't care.

He stepped towards Peter taking the spoon and placing it down and stiles would have probably just launched himself at Peter if he didn't know how Peter felt about certain messes and stiles mess was already all over his penthouse but he also now notices that Peter finds it endearing which wow there wss worry shining in Peter's eyes and it looked like Peter was about to ask him again if he was okay but Stiles was okay he's been more okay recently then he was been I his entire life "I'm okay" the words left Stiles mouth in a whisper and be closed the last inch of distance between them kissing Peter and oh that feels right and it was Peter's turn to freeze even if it was only for two seconds or so before his hand slid around Stiles waist and brought him closer deepening the kiss and stiles melted into Peter's arms.

When they finally broke apart Peter was looking at him in awe and for the first time Stiles released he just rendered Peter speechless "you? You kissed me?"

"ahuh" was all Stiles could manage "Why?"

"Because you wouldn't have kissed me first. Because you would have never told me I'm your mate because your too scared I'll reject you and you'd rather life with little then everything you could have because that's better then losing me and you think I'd never feel the same but I do I love you Peter hell I think I might have always loved you."

And Peter frowned and "How do yo-" and Stiles cut in "bc I've been dreaming about you about everything from the moment you came into this world up until right this moment" and for the first time since the kiss broke Stiles looked away and smelt like quilt "I thought I was going crazy so I didn't say anything" "Sweetheart" Peter said his fingers touching Stiles chin to turn him to look at Peter "I didn't say anything either about the dreams" and Stiles "You've?" and Peter nodded guilt now flashing in his eyes and stiles couldn't not kiss him about that

When they broke apart this time Peter kept them close pressing their foreheads together "I love you"

And stiles smiled pressing another soft kiss against Peter's lips.

"I guess your gonna have to Mate me about it."

And Peter smiled pressing a kiss against Stiles's lips and "I guess I'm gonna have to"

[siriuslykiller]

Fic rec but instead it's just a fic I'm writing.

Evan "Buck" Buckley as a Mikealson. Like yall see it too right? They could be brothers.

Condemned (oh what a price to pay for love)

[siriuslykiller]

"I'm sorry about your boyfriend all those muscles didn't help much"

Posted this on my tiktok first!

Peter was the only one to notice the bruises, the way Stiles always smelt like pain, the way he started speaking less, the way his body went rigid every time Theo laid a hand on him.

At first, he filed it away the pack was busy taking care of another threat, it could just be he got bruised in a fight and him and Theo were having an argument.

Then after the threat was gone, it didn't stop his curiosity peaked enough that he went and spoke with Scott. Scott brushed it off, saying it had nothing to do with him, but both Stiles and Theo were happily in love and there was nothing wrong.

He started paying more attention to the couple after that. He took notice of how Stiles would snap his mouth shut with one look from Theo, how Stiles always stayed close to a door, how Stiles wouldn't touch the pups like he used to, how Stiles didn't eat a lot, how Stiles avoided eye contact, how Stiles would flinch whenever Scott or someone else touched him and immediately looked at Theo, how Stiles's usually fast beating heart always stayed steady.

He started standing closer to where Theo and Stiles were whenever they were in the same room. Stiles took notice of the way Peter watched him with concern and how he looked at Theo like he could rip him apart with one wrong move. Stiles had taken note of that and filed it away in his mind for another day.

That day came sooner than Stiles thought it would. It was after a pack night Isaac had curled up against Stiles and fallen asleep there. It turned into passive-aggressive comments on the way to their apartment, and then it turned into just a little too tight grip, and then finally Theo struck another blow.

Hours after Theo had finally passed out, Stiles dragged his bruised and broken body towards his jeep. The one he wasn't allowed to drive anymore, and before he knew it, he stopped in front of Peter's apartment he didn't know why Peter's was his first choice, but it was. Stiles's hands were curled around the steering wheel of the jeep, sobs wrecked his body making everything hurt more, he could tell that his ankle was most likely sprained, and him having used it the past half an hour to get to Peter's definitely didn't help.

The more Stiles thought of why he came to Peter's, the more it made sense. Peter would be the only one to believe him. Stiles had tried to talk to Scott about it a while ago, and Scott had brushed him off about it just like he did years ago. Stiles didn't really know why he started thinking Theo could have changed after his trip to hell, but he did, and he guessed he was paying for the price now.

Another shaky sob left him when his door suddenly opened; "Stiles, sweetheart," Peter's voice drifted into his ears, and Stiles flung himself at the older wolf, sobbing into his neck and babbling about he didn't know who else to go to, and that he's sure Peter was the only one who noticed, that Peter would be the only one to believe him about Theo. Peter had effortlessly picked him up, wrapping Stiles's legs around his waist and closing the door to the jeep before making his way up into his own apartment.

Peter had been making these soft purring sounds, his chest vibrating softly against Stiles's chest, and by the time Peter sat down on his couch with Stiles in his lap, Stiles had stopped crying. That's when Stiles noticed he didn't feel the pain anymore either.

Peter had started softly urging Stiles into telling him what happened, and if it wasn't for the way Peter's hands had slightly tightened on Stiles's hips, Stiles would have thought Peter didn't have any reaction. When Stiles inevitably fell asleep, Peter had carried him into his room, tucking the younger man into his bed before he changed and left the apartment.

Peter had watched Theo freak out when he woke up to find Stiles missing; he watched Theo run out of the building and into the preserve before he started following. He knew Theo knew he was there, and the smell of Theo's fear reaching his nose was one of the most delicious things he'd ever smelt. When he finally started chasing Theo and caught him, he took his sweet time ending the man, he would have drawn it out even more if it wasn't for Stiles, who was wrapped up in his bed, in his apartment.

The moment he stepped through the front door, Stiles was there, sucking in a sharp gulp of air at the blood that stained Peter's hands, arms, and face. "I'm sorry about your boyfriend, all those muscles and experiments didn't help him much."

The words left Peter's mouth in a slow drawl with an air of indifference surrounding him. Peter fully expected Stiles to call him a monster, that this wasn't what he wanted when he came to Peter last night. Instead, he had watched Stiles cross the room and bury his face into Peter's neck again. "Thank you" was the soft whisper that followed, and in return, Peter wrapped his arms around Stiles, "Always."

And that's how it began; over the next year, Peter would watch Stiles grow more confident in himself, in his abilities, and in the way he slowly starts taking care of the threats in their territory with a bloodier means, and inevitably, Stiles would kiss him with blood soaked hands, a soft whisper "I love you," and Peter would think finally, and in return, he'd tell Stiles, "I would rather burn this world and burn with it before allowing anyone or myself to hurt you."

No one's ever called Peter a simple man, so of course, he won't be simple in his love."

[siriuslykiller]

Okay so including the plot line of the movie (ugh Ik gross) Derek in the end sacrifices himself and becomes a true alpha. Great lovely stuff, Mans that's been practically tortured his whole life gets a shitty ending nice work Jeff.

Now ignoring Derek semi.

Season 6 A Peter takes Stiles's keys and throws himself through the portal thingy to get back to the pack to let them know of Stiles and all those other things. Basically in my eyes sacrificing himself, getting burned alive. (again bc the Hale's obviously don't get tortured enough) I think that showed alot of character growth and while he might not be the best person the movie shows that you can have blood on your hands and still be a true alpha. Bringing in his like first big good deed? He'll obviously keep on doing more until the pack return from University not that he'll ever admit to it.

Now somewhere along the lines like if they had made a season 7 or 8 post university or even just a simple fic where let's say something happens to Scott maybe Scott's evolving so he loses all his powers momentarily or (if you don't like him which alot of us don't) he dies again momentarily and they resurrect him in the end obviously no teen wolf without the main character but he dies kinda does something similar to what Peter did in season 2. In the time period that Scott's dead obviously Peter or Derek (ignoring Theo) would step up because they have the most experience and in that time frame Peter becomes a true alpha like that would make such an amazing plotline and show amazing growth for Peter as a character.

Obviously the pack would kinda split up in two.

Scott's would have Liam, Mason, Corey, Theo, Alec, Deaton, Lydia, Isaac (if he came back), Kira (if she came back), and Jordon + whoever they picked up most season 6 b's war.

Peter's would have Derek, Cora, Malia, Eli (if you want him there), Stiles (bc I'm a sucker for Stiles choosing the Hale's), Jackson (bc I feel like he'd just kinda work better with Peter), and Ethan (bc Jackson is in Peter's pack)

Obviously if it's fic and Erica, Allison, Boyd, and Aiden were alive.

Scott would get Allison and the other three would go with Peter.

Stiles would kinda jump between the packs but he'd see Peter as his alpha and you can't really have two emmisery's in a pack and I'm pretty sure Peter hates Deaton's guts and just slightly slightly blame him for the hale fire considering if Deaton did his job correctly and put up the right spells and runes for the house the house wouldn't have caught fire. (I hate Alan Deaton)

Anyways obviously the two packs would work together and like have a monthly packs meeting/bonding time outside of whatever they do during the month just to kinda keep the peace. Stiles being the key factor for that peace because Peter and Scott will never truly see eye to eye but they do it and it's just this angsty, sometimes violent, fluffy, shenanigan filled fic/seasons.

[siriuslykiller]

Years ago when I just joined the teen wolf fandom and was still kinda new to reading fanfiction that goes past x reader fics. I read this fic Baseball bats and sour wolves by erind4 on wattpad and my very young mind at that time started centering my entire life and personality on that fic.

If it didn't get updated that week I'd turn into the biggest cunt to man kind, I was a mix of how the author wrote the characters, I had a poster made of the fic cover, and I probably reread it at least once weekly. That fic kept me going it was infact the light of my life in the middle of shitty middle school bullies and drama, the fic was what gave me courage to write for the first time.

It's not completed and it rarely gets updates now but every few months I go ahead and do a reread and just soak in everything that's changed over time.

I'm also now mutuals with the author here on tumblr (Hii @sharpshooterstilinski) I think that if I could go back in time and tell little me that, she'd walk with just a little bit more confidence and probably tell someone she's best friends with the best author known to mankind.

Even though she isn't best friends with the author I like knowing that in little me's mind one of her biggest dreams came true. It makes me (present me) not lose as much hope when it comes to my dreams now because one way or another they'll come true is some shape or form.