#slightly depressing

[insertsomethinginteresting]

Things I know to be true

A list of things I know to be true:

Things change, nothing stays the same, ever

My parents love me

The world moves on

We need food, water, and air

I like music

There are 24 hours in a day

and that's about it, there are not a lot of things I can know for certain to be true, which is why you can never get to comfortable because unless I know something to be true, something to be 100% true, it can always be a lie

[twitchinkittenart]

I’ve gotten rejected by the same con 2 years in a row. Does that mean I’m just not good enough?

[megtheuntalented]

I'm sure I've seen this before, but isn't living just dying? If you're alive then you're slowly dying, waiting for the day that death releases you. The only way you'll truly be alive is in death. The only way you're not actively dying is when you're already dead.

[twitchinkittenart]

Astarion is my favorite character for many reasons, but one is that I relate so heavily with his story of abuse, resilience and survival. I’ve never felt more seen then when I played his story line. To me, Astarion shows that change is possible with the right support.

He has become my comfort character and because of him I’ve started drawing again and I’ve started drawing men. I may not be the best artist, and I may not be as amazing as other artists I see but my style is just as unique. Maybe it’s more cartoony, but there’s nothing wrong with that.

There are things about this piece that could stand to be changed, and I could probably put more work into the shading, but for now I’m done. My husband keeps telling me if I ever start to feel stressed about a piece to just move onto the next one.

Anyway, I hope you like it and thank you to those who support my artwork. It really means a lot to me to see my art being liked and reblogged. It makes me feel a little less insecure, so again thank you.

[blahh613]

The opposite of emotion is indifference,and somehow thats worse

[diospirando]

So I installed the ACEapp in hopes of meeting other aspecs in my country and there's only like 20 of us there but at least I got to read one bio that says they never felt fiscal attraction

[silent-neutral]

Hey, I want to say thanks for the supportive messages recently. It's really uplifting and I'm grateful for the encouragement, thank you. Good karma to you all.

I know I'm pretty reserved about everything but such simple gestures as well as the reblogs are greatly appreciated at this time... (honestly, I try to keep my blog focused on art and not bring irrelevant drama into it even though many times I feel like endlessly ranting but I end up stifling it all by internally head-desking my rage back into a numb condition ugh)

recently my little gecko's tiny battery finally ran flat. Honestly, Idk how such a tiny heart could keep it up for 19-20 years. I am quite sad about his passing and I understand for most it's so 'whatever' but it's just...the fact I grew up with him always being there. So much has happened and he was there for that long; it's weird that he even died...It's stupid to think he would live forever, hell, his species was only meant to live for 5 years but it's like ''what if he could be even older...''. Although, I had many anxious dreams of him dying in the past year so subconsciously I must have known his time was coming. Old age made him inappetant and that in turn caused his systems to crash and burn. Even the process of his death took a week, like...damn son, you have too much energy in this life, go and rest finally....it got to a point I just wish he would die sooner because you know it's coming and it's just sad to see him slowly lose his strength and suffer in that weakness. Amazing little thing. I will miss you. ..Ofc, there are other things I probably should have talked about before, but I never do for the aforementioned reason. Well, I guess there was that head-on collision I was in 2 years ago while going to work... shit fucked up my back and neck for a week bc some dumbass decided to run a red light, but I guess posting about my gecko's demise is more significant. After all, I'm alive.. but he isn't... ;_;

[blahh613]

Idk if this is true or not,but my mother always told me that historically, Jews were more likely to be musicians than artists because when you have to run for your life, its a lot easier to carry an instrument than art supplies.