nerdy rafe cameron.
nerd!rafe who always shows up to class fifteen minutes early, sitting in the same front row seat with his notebook already open, pens, highlighters and pencils lined up perfectly.
nerd!rafe who wears crisp ironed button ups every single day, sleeves rolled just enough to show his forearms, glasses sitting low on his nose while he studies. and he always has his black leather portfolio, instead of a backpack, always tucked under his arm, completely unaware how attractive he actually looks.
nerd!rafe who pushes his glasses up with his finger when heâs concentrating, brows slightly furrowed, lips parted just a bit while he reads over notes.
nerd!rafe who has never even held someoneâs hand romantically, let alone kissed anyone, because he overthinks every possible outcome until he convinces himself not to try it.Â
nerd!rafe who knows everything academically, like he can break down an entire economic theory in seconds, but the second a conversation turns even slightly flirty, heâll turn into a deer in headlights, trying to awkwardly exit.Â
nerd!rafe who taps his pen against the desk when heâs thinking, faster and faster the more frustrated he gets, until he forces himself to stop because he doesnât want to draw attention.
nerd!rafe who hates being wrong. like it genuinely bothers him more than it should, so he double checks everything, triple checks, rereads emails before sending them like five times, and heâll get weirdly competitive in academic settings. like he wonât say anything out loud, but if someone scores higher than him on an exam? youâll find him studying twice as hard for next time.Â
nerd!rafe who always smells so clean, like laundry detergent and an expensive subtle cologne, because he needs to feel presentable, like thatâs one thing he can control.
nerd!rafe who has a slight eye twitch when people are being loud or obnoxious around him, like heâs overstimulated but trying to hide it.
nerd!rafe who definitely stress studies. like something goes wrong in his life? suddenly heâs deep into textbooks at 2am because itâs the only thing that makes sense, because to him? everything must have a logical answer.Â
nerd!rafe who lowkey has control issues, but it shows in smaller ways, planning his schedule down to the hour, needing things to go a certain way or he heâll get tense.Â
nerd!rafe who notices you before he even realizes heâs noticing you. like one random lecture, his eyes just drift, glancing behind him, and suddenly youâre there. but then it keeps happening. every class, every time. like his brain just automatically searches for you.Â
nerd!rafe whoâs first thought is literally 'who is that?' because thereâs no way someone like you has been on campus this whole time and heâs somehow missed it.Â
nerd!rafe who stares at you when he thinks you wonât notice, like fully watching you from across the room, but the second you even move in his direction, heâs looking down at his hands like his life depends on it.
nerd!rafe who sits there trying to focus on the lecture but keeps getting distracted by the way you take notes, the way you tuck your hair behind your ear, or the way you lightly chew on your pen when youâre concentrating.
nerd!rafe who starts noticing youâre in more than one of his classes. advanced audit. federal tax. and now econ too? and suddenly heâs like 'how the hell have i never seen you before?'
nerd!rafe who realizes pretty quickly youâre not just some girl coasting by. you answer questions in class, so confident and correct. and now he feels this weird mix of admiration and intimidation because heâs used to being the smartest one in the room and now thereâs you.Â
nerd!rafe who, in his own head, compares you to a positive integer. because thereâs just something about you, that makes sense to him in a way nothing else does. 'sheâs like a perfect number', he thinks once, and thatâs it, his only logical way to describe you.Â
nerd!rafe who sees your name pop up on the tutoring schedule and genuinely freezes. rereading it like three times, just to make sure itâs actually you.
nerd!rafe who without even thinking too hard about it, pays the assigned tutor $1500 and hands over his perfect accounting 3 notes just to switch students. but then immediately regrets it after because now he actually has to sit across from you and talk to you.Â
nerd!rafe who stands up the second you walk in, heart racing way too fast for someone who literally presents in front of classes, and lecture halls all the time. âh-hi, um, iâm rafe.â but blushes the second you smile and say, âi know, we have a few classes together.â and short circuits because you noticed him, out of everyone, him. âoh yeah, we do, i just, yeahâ he miserably tries to respond as you sit down.Â
nerd!rafe who freezes when you ask âyouâre graduating summa cum laude, right?â heâs confused on why youâre asking. âum, yeah. i think so.â he says, but of course he knows he is, adjusting his glasses even though theyâre already sitting perfectly. âiâm really happy they assigned you to me then, i only wanted the bestâ you say, taking your books and pens out. he tries to play it off, flipping open his notebook like normal, but his handwriting is just slightly messier than usual because his hands arenât as steady. he ends up over explaining the first concept just to prove mostly to himself that heâs worth that title.
nerd!rafe who takes your comment too seriously. like instead of laughing it off, he straightens up a bit in his chair, suddenly feeling this quiet pressure to actually be the best for you. âiâll, make sure you understand everything,â he says softly, almost like a promise. and from that point on, heâs locked in. heâs patient and thorough, explaining things step by step, glancing at you every few seconds to make sure youâre following. not because itâs his job, but because you said you wanted the best, and he needs to live up to that in your eyes.
nerd!rafe who replays that moment later, sitting at his desk with his notes open but not actually reading them. just staring at your small doodles on the corner of his notes, while your voice loops in his head. âi only wanted the bestâ he exhales quietly, running a hand through his hair, and from that point on, every tutoring session feels different to him. like itâs not just about teaching you anymore, itâs about not disappointing you.
nerd!rafe who tries so hard to stay composed during the session but fails miserably, getting warm from how nervous he is, his hands slightly shaky as he flips through notes.
nerd!rafe who doesnât even realize his glasses are fogging up until he can barely see the page in front of him, so when you lean closer, reaching toward him âcan i?â and heâs already nodding before you finish the sentence ây-yes, yeah.â
nerd!rafe who immediately looks away when you lift your tank top to clean his glasses, his head snapping to the side so fast, refusing to even risk glancing at your more esposed breasts, ears burning red, because he respects you way too much.
nerd!rafe who just sits there, hands gripping his knees, trying to breathe normally while his brain is absolutely losing it. and when he looks back at you, finishing cleaning his glasses for him, he genuinely forgets what he was saying.Â
nerd!rafe who blinks at you like heâs buffering when you smile and say, âyou look good without your glassesâ his cheeks turn red, responding with a shy âthank you.âÂ
nerd!rafe who is painfully oblivious to your flirting. so he thinks it's a coincidence when your hand brushes his. thinks completely nothing of it when you sit closer. or thinks you just âlike being preparedâ when you show up as early as he does now.Â
nerd!rafe who genuinely believes youâre just really dedicated to tutoring when you ask questions he thinks you should definitely already know the answers to.Â
nerd!rafe whoâs doesnât react when you slip him your number, âfor scheduling our next sessions,â you say casually. he nods immediately, taking it like itâs completely normal. âyeah yeah, that makes sense.â
nerd!rafe who sits in his room later, staring at your number in his phone, then realizes he has another method to speaking to you thatâs not in class or a scheduled tutoring session. he then decides to type out a text, deletes it thinkings itâs too awkward sounding, types another, then deletes that too now thinking itâs too corny sounding.Â
nerd!rafe who has no idea that youâre not just asking for a tutor now, but waiting for him to make a move, because youâve been flirting with him this whole time. because heâs insanely smart, but when it comes to you? heâs completely and utterly clueless.
nerd!rafe who struggles with emotions because he canât logic' his way through them like he does everything else, so heâll write things down he wants to say to you beforehand, and then still canât get the words out right when heâs actually in front of you.Â
nerd!rafe who overanalyzes every interaction with you after it happens, asking himself âdid i sound weird?â âdid she notice that?â âwhy did she smile like that?â
nerd!rafe who notices almost everything, and if not, everything about you. from what you wear, when you change your hair, that cute little lip pout you do when youâre upset, if you changed your perfume, and files it in the drawer that says your name on it, in his mind, because nothing about you is uninteresting to him. Â
nerd!rafe who would absolutely help you with anything. assignments, scheduling, fixing something, but acts like itâs no big deal when he clearly went out of his way.
nerd!rafe who loosens his tie, when the sessions go too long and unbottons his shirt a little, exposing his chest a bit, running a hand through his hair, looking unintentionally really fucking good.
nerd!rafe who is a bookworm through and through. like he always has a book on him, âjust in case.â mostly science fiction, space, time travel, anything educationally complex, but he has a soft spot for harry potter, even if heâd never admit it out loud unless you asked first.
nerd!rafe who reads at night instead of scrolling on his phone. with his glasses always low on his nose, one hand absentmindedly pushing them back up while the other flips pages, completely lost in whatever world heâs in.
nerd!rafe who lights up, actually lights up, when you ask him what heâs reading, like he tries to play it cool at first but then starts explaining the plot, getting a little too into it before catching himself âsorry, yeah, itâs good.â
nerd!rafe who starts off with a crush, and slowly gets to know you over more tutoring sessions, dissecting your brain, like a frog in your high school freshman science class, but less gory of course.Â
nerd!rafe who still gets nervous around you even after you start talking more, because no matter how much he studies people in theory, heâll never fully understand how you make him feel.
nerd!rafe who realizes he doesnât just like looking at you, he really does like you.
nerd!rafe who starts watching youtube videos, and tiktok videos on how to flirt with a girl, trying the pick up lines heâs learned in the mirror. and getting frustrated at how stupid they sound.
nerd!rafe notices when youâre cold one day, even before you say anything and âruns the statsâ in his head for a solid thirty seconds before pulling off his dark grey hoodie. âhere, you can um, t-take this, if you want, you donât have to of courseâ he stumbles over his words. âthank youâ you say with a smile, and he swears your smile can melt him.Â
nerd!rafe who has no idea where that confidence came from, but the second you put it on heâs so done for. to him, you look way too good in his clothes and he has to look down at his notes to hide it.
nerd!rafe who doesnât open up easily, having such a hard time expressing his emotions, let alone speaking about them, so when he falls in love with you? itâs the same way he does literally everything else, obsessively, like once he lets himself feel it, thereâs no going back.
nerd!rafe who secretly craves praise so bad itâs almost painful, but would never admit it, so when the compliments come in your sweet voice, he swears theyâre imprinted in his mind forever.
nerd!rafe who doesnât realize you notice everything, from the way he listens, the way he remembers, to the way he goes out of his way in quiet ways just for you. and you canât fathom how he still has no idea that to you, none of it is weird, itâs the sweetest thing anyoneâs ever done for you.
for this ask! <3













