nerdy rafe cameron.
nerd!rafe who always shows up to class fifteen minutes early, sitting in the same front row seat with his notebook already open, pens, highlighters and pencils lined up perfectly.
nerd!rafe who wears crisp ironed button ups every single day, sleeves rolled just enough to show his forearms, glasses sitting low on his nose while he studies. and he always has his black leather portfolio, instead of a backpack, always tucked under his arm, completely unaware how attractive he actually looks.
nerd!rafe who pushes his glasses up with his finger when he’s concentrating, brows slightly furrowed, lips parted just a bit while he reads over notes.
nerd!rafe who has never even held someone’s hand romantically, let alone kissed anyone, because he overthinks every possible outcome until he convinces himself not to try it.
nerd!rafe who knows everything academically, like he can break down an entire economic theory in seconds, but the second a conversation turns even slightly flirty, he’ll turn into a deer in headlights, trying to awkwardly exit.
nerd!rafe who taps his pen against the desk when he’s thinking, faster and faster the more frustrated he gets, until he forces himself to stop because he doesn’t want to draw attention.
nerd!rafe who hates being wrong. like it genuinely bothers him more than it should, so he double checks everything, triple checks, rereads emails before sending them like five times, and he’ll get weirdly competitive in academic settings. like he won’t say anything out loud, but if someone scores higher than him on an exam? you’ll find him studying twice as hard for next time.
nerd!rafe who always smells so clean, like laundry detergent and an expensive subtle cologne, because he needs to feel presentable, like that’s one thing he can control.
nerd!rafe who has a slight eye twitch when people are being loud or obnoxious around him, like he’s overstimulated but trying to hide it.
nerd!rafe who definitely stress studies. like something goes wrong in his life? suddenly he’s deep into textbooks at 2am because it’s the only thing that makes sense, because to him? everything must have a logical answer.
nerd!rafe who lowkey has control issues, but it shows in smaller ways, planning his schedule down to the hour, needing things to go a certain way or he he’ll get tense.
nerd!rafe who notices you before he even realizes he’s noticing you. like one random lecture, his eyes just drift, glancing behind him, and suddenly you’re there. but then it keeps happening. every class, every time. like his brain just automatically searches for you.
nerd!rafe who’s first thought is literally 'who is that?' because there’s no way someone like you has been on campus this whole time and he’s somehow missed it.
nerd!rafe who stares at you when he thinks you won’t notice, like fully watching you from across the room, but the second you even move in his direction, he’s looking down at his hands like his life depends on it.
nerd!rafe who sits there trying to focus on the lecture but keeps getting distracted by the way you take notes, the way you tuck your hair behind your ear, or the way you lightly chew on your pen when you’re concentrating.
nerd!rafe who starts noticing you’re in more than one of his classes. advanced audit. federal tax. and now econ too? and suddenly he’s like 'how the hell have i never seen you before?'
nerd!rafe who realizes pretty quickly you’re not just some girl coasting by. you answer questions in class, so confident and correct. and now he feels this weird mix of admiration and intimidation because he’s used to being the smartest one in the room and now there’s you.
nerd!rafe who, in his own head, compares you to a positive integer. because there’s just something about you, that makes sense to him in a way nothing else does. 'she’s like a perfect number', he thinks once, and that’s it, his only logical way to describe you.
nerd!rafe who sees your name pop up on the tutoring schedule and genuinely freezes. rereading it like three times, just to make sure it’s actually you.
nerd!rafe who without even thinking too hard about it, pays the assigned tutor $1500 and hands over his perfect accounting 3 notes just to switch students. but then immediately regrets it after because now he actually has to sit across from you and talk to you.
nerd!rafe who stands up the second you walk in, heart racing way too fast for someone who literally presents in front of classes, and lecture halls all the time. “h-hi, um, i’m rafe.” but blushes the second you smile and say, “i know, we have a few classes together.” and short circuits because you noticed him, out of everyone, him. “oh yeah, we do, i just, yeah” he miserably tries to respond as you sit down.
nerd!rafe who freezes when you ask “you’re graduating summa cum laude, right?” he’s confused on why you’re asking. “um, yeah. i think so.” he says, but of course he knows he is, adjusting his glasses even though they’re already sitting perfectly. “i’m really happy they assigned you to me then, i only wanted the best” you say, taking your books and pens out. he tries to play it off, flipping open his notebook like normal, but his handwriting is just slightly messier than usual because his hands aren’t as steady. he ends up over explaining the first concept just to prove mostly to himself that he’s worth that title.
nerd!rafe who takes your comment too seriously. like instead of laughing it off, he straightens up a bit in his chair, suddenly feeling this quiet pressure to actually be the best for you. “i’ll, make sure you understand everything,” he says softly, almost like a promise. and from that point on, he’s locked in. he’s patient and thorough, explaining things step by step, glancing at you every few seconds to make sure you’re following. not because it’s his job, but because you said you wanted the best, and he needs to live up to that in your eyes.
nerd!rafe who replays that moment later, sitting at his desk with his notes open but not actually reading them. just staring at your small doodles on the corner of his notes, while your voice loops in his head. ‘i only wanted the best’ he exhales quietly, running a hand through his hair, and from that point on, every tutoring session feels different to him. like it’s not just about teaching you anymore, it’s about not disappointing you.
nerd!rafe who tries so hard to stay composed during the session but fails miserably, getting warm from how nervous he is, his hands slightly shaky as he flips through notes.
nerd!rafe who doesn’t even realize his glasses are fogging up until he can barely see the page in front of him, so when you lean closer, reaching toward him “can i?” and he’s already nodding before you finish the sentence “y-yes, yeah.”
nerd!rafe who immediately looks away when you lift your tank top to clean his glasses, his head snapping to the side so fast, refusing to even risk glancing at your more esposed breasts, ears burning red, because he respects you way too much.
nerd!rafe who just sits there, hands gripping his knees, trying to breathe normally while his brain is absolutely losing it. and when he looks back at you, finishing cleaning his glasses for him, he genuinely forgets what he was saying.
nerd!rafe who blinks at you like he’s buffering when you smile and say, “you look good without your glasses” his cheeks turn red, responding with a shy “thank you.”
nerd!rafe who is painfully oblivious to your flirting. so he thinks it's a coincidence when your hand brushes his. thinks completely nothing of it when you sit closer. or thinks you just “like being prepared” when you show up as early as he does now.
nerd!rafe who genuinely believes you’re just really dedicated to tutoring when you ask questions he thinks you should definitely already know the answers to.
nerd!rafe who’s doesn’t react when you slip him your number, “for scheduling our next sessions,” you say casually. he nods immediately, taking it like it’s completely normal. “yeah yeah, that makes sense.”
nerd!rafe who sits in his room later, staring at your number in his phone, then realizes he has another method to speaking to you that’s not in class or a scheduled tutoring session. he then decides to type out a text, deletes it thinkings it’s too awkward sounding, types another, then deletes that too now thinking it’s too corny sounding.
nerd!rafe who has no idea that you’re not just asking for a tutor now, but waiting for him to make a move, because you’ve been flirting with him this whole time. because he’s insanely smart, but when it comes to you? he’s completely and utterly clueless.
nerd!rafe who struggles with emotions because he can’t logic' his way through them like he does everything else, so he’ll write things down he wants to say to you beforehand, and then still can’t get the words out right when he’s actually in front of you.
nerd!rafe who overanalyzes every interaction with you after it happens, asking himself “did i sound weird?” “did she notice that?” “why did she smile like that?”
nerd!rafe who notices almost everything, and if not, everything about you. from what you wear, when you change your hair, that cute little lip pout you do when you’re upset, if you changed your perfume, and files it in the drawer that says your name on it, in his mind, because nothing about you is uninteresting to him.
nerd!rafe who would absolutely help you with anything. assignments, scheduling, fixing something, but acts like it’s no big deal when he clearly went out of his way.
nerd!rafe who loosens his tie, when the sessions go too long and unbottons his shirt a little, exposing his chest a bit, running a hand through his hair, looking unintentionally really fucking good.
nerd!rafe who is a bookworm through and through. like he always has a book on him, “just in case.” mostly science fiction, space, time travel, anything educationally complex, but he has a soft spot for harry potter, even if he’d never admit it out loud unless you asked first.
nerd!rafe who reads at night instead of scrolling on his phone. with his glasses always low on his nose, one hand absentmindedly pushing them back up while the other flips pages, completely lost in whatever world he’s in.
nerd!rafe who lights up, actually lights up, when you ask him what he’s reading, like he tries to play it cool at first but then starts explaining the plot, getting a little too into it before catching himself “sorry, yeah, it’s good.”
nerd!rafe who starts off with a crush, and slowly gets to know you over more tutoring sessions, dissecting your brain, like a frog in your high school freshman science class, but less gory of course.
nerd!rafe who still gets nervous around you even after you start talking more, because no matter how much he studies people in theory, he’ll never fully understand how you make him feel.
nerd!rafe who realizes he doesn’t just like looking at you, he really does like you.
nerd!rafe who starts watching youtube videos, and tiktok videos on how to flirt with a girl, trying the pick up lines he’s learned in the mirror. and getting frustrated at how stupid they sound.
nerd!rafe notices when you’re cold one day, even before you say anything and ‘runs the stats’ in his head for a solid thirty seconds before pulling off his dark grey hoodie. “here, you can um, t-take this, if you want, you don’t have to of course” he stumbles over his words. “thank you” you say with a smile, and he swears your smile can melt him.
nerd!rafe who has no idea where that confidence came from, but the second you put it on he’s so done for. to him, you look way too good in his clothes and he has to look down at his notes to hide it.
nerd!rafe who doesn’t open up easily, having such a hard time expressing his emotions, let alone speaking about them, so when he falls in love with you? it’s the same way he does literally everything else, obsessively, like once he lets himself feel it, there’s no going back.
nerd!rafe who secretly craves praise so bad it’s almost painful, but would never admit it, so when the compliments come in your sweet voice, he swears they’re imprinted in his mind forever.
nerd!rafe who doesn’t realize you notice everything, from the way he listens, the way he remembers, to the way he goes out of his way in quiet ways just for you. and you can’t fathom how he still has no idea that to you, none of it is weird, it’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you.
for this ask! <3



















