I went outside. I touched grass. I spent 3-4 hours suffering for my hubris. (I am quite allergic to grass.)

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I went outside. I touched grass. I spent 3-4 hours suffering for my hubris. (I am quite allergic to grass.)
My dad brought up the idea that he might be sick, and now that idea is stuck in my head. Am I really sick? Now I'm worried about all of that. I've been suffering from a sore throat all day, and I've had a really dry throat over the past few months. Dry throat, dry lips, dry everything. Besides that, I've had severe congestion for months. I was fine last september, but it's just been worse and worse ever since then.
I don't know if I'm actually sick, but a temporary cold might be better than my constant congestion and allergies. It leaves me miserable and ill and uncomfortable. Will I ever be better? Will I ever be free!? When can I ever be free!? I hate it. I hate it so, so much. I just want to feel better.
My throat is dry. My throat is persistently sore and I'm deeply congested and stuffed up. I'm so stuffed up. Like a lump stuck in my throat. I hate it. I'm stressing out, and I'm almost bored enough to want to masturbate or something again. I'm bored and drained and I just...my dad goes back to working full time tomorrow. And I just want to know if I'll ever be free of this congestion. I just want to be free! sigh...
This pregnancy might kill me. Holy shit I'm miserable.
It's worth it though. Exhibit A: my daughter helping herself to a cookie after dinner. She is definitely mine 😅
Me, a few minutes outside after yearning for Spring to arrive
Colds are terrible 😞 I thought my cold was gone, but it's back with vengeance.
Sorry for the inactivity, I have the flu right now...
My nose has been running like a snot faucet this morning. A snocet, if you will.
suffering from hot girl syndrome (and also congestion)