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Look at this angry lil dude that I found on my lawn earlier today (don’t mind all that dead grass)

#MA chronicles #so grumpy #he disappeared and we haven’t seen him since #hopefully his owner found him

had kind of a shit day today. i’ve felt off since this morning and idk if the kids were picking up on it or what, but so many of them were so exhausting today. back talk and rule breaking all day long. i’m so freaking tired. i didn’t give the older kids line up tickets for lunch bc there was graffiti in the older boys’ bathroom and literally all we can guess is that some older boys did it, but i can’t say no tickets for just the older boys for obvious reasons, so. yeah.

one of the older girls, who has been extremely rude to me in recent months, told one of the other kids after i was hit with a ball to aim for my face next time. idk wtf her problem is. she seems threatened but like. i’m almost three times her age. we’re not competing for literally anything. i do think quality music education would help her a lot though. she clearly loves music. she sings a lot, and has a lovely voice, and she told me she was in choir at her old school. poor kid. she must’ve loved it.

doesn’t excuse her behavior though. i’m getting rly tired of her attitude. especially with the violent commentary coming through now. her being threatened or whatever is not my fucking problem and i am Tired. i dont rly even want to go to work tomorrow. i just hope to god i dont have to cover the fucking digital art club again. i’m so far behind on tickets and the child in question is in that club.

i just don’t want to deal with middle schoolers. i should have shut this down ages ago. i just thought it might be some bizarre bonding thing where she’s being sarcastic bc she feels comfortable doing so or whatever. i’ve never been good at figuring out shit like that. but no, she’s just being… ugh. anything i could say there feels wrong to say abt a kid under my care, even here.

this is why i like little kids better. they have their own struggles but at least i don’t have to try and figure out sarcasm or whatever the fuck.

and then in the classroom, said little kids were so fucking loud i couldn’t hear myself think. and the little girl i was trying to help with her math (she’s not getting subtraction) just fucking refused to engage until i decided to go help someone else. and then she did it by herself. incorrectly but she did it. whatever. i’ll let her teacher figure it out. at least she tried.

and then the kid i talk abt all the time who bullies the other kids was distracting another student from his math so the other kids one on one told him to move, and he refused so i told him to move, and he still refused so the teacher told him to move and idk how she does that with her voice but maybe i need to learn? tbh though i don’t think it’s a voice thing, i think he just doesn’t listen to anyone except his dad and the teacher has the ability to call dad, which i do not.

and then after an hour and a half of that bullshit i go to take my break, turn on my noise cancelling headphones, and two male employees come in YELLING at each other like they’re fucking TRYING to disrupt my attempt at meditation!! i NEEDED to fucking meditate!!! and look i know ideally i should be able to do it anywhere no matter what but i cant fucking do that shit anymore, i need people to at least not be YELLING. it was SO fucking loud!!! i needed peace and quiet to reset my brain and i Did Not Get It. i ended up running a lap around the field later and that helped, i think. at any rate afterschool was tolerable. the kids were still loud though and i’m about at the end of my rope with that. i have such a headache rn and i am so tired.

this isn’t even everything btw. if i tried to get through all of it we’d be here all night.

i love these kids and all but rn i’m kind of pissed at them. i do Not want to deal with this. apparently this is what springtime is like in schools. no wonder teachers burn out. god my head hurts so bad.

i’m so tired and bitchy i wouldn’t be surprised if i had RBF when i went to pick up my meds after work. normally i don’t have that. it’s sorta hard to have RBF with a cupids bow mouth. but i bet i had it today.

#rambling rose #so tired #so grumpy #so fucking pissed

Toby

#so grumpy #dog #animal #spring #my picture #photography

Just doing my husbandly duty of deciphering what is overstimulating my wife and fixing it right before her eyes. Like a wife-wizard. A spouse-sorcerer. A partner-paladin.

A marriage-magician if you will.

#so grumpy #so grouchy #dont worry my love #help is here #interabled couple #actually autistic #hypermobile ehlers danlos