When you start talking about money, and you're on a government assistant program, and you bought or buy things to make you happy. Some people look down on you for that. Cuz the idea is that disabled people, or specifically people on social programs; aren't allowed to do or have things beyond the basic. Sometimes not even basic in some people's eyes.
Because you don't earn your money, some people look down on it. They say oh it's no wonder you're struggling, you bought that coffee, or you bought that plushie or that game. Oh you went on a vacation.
Worst of all, people assume all kinds of things. Like because you're trying to take care of yourself psychologically, you're using the system. Because again. You're getting what's known by some as a handout. Never mind that we're people with needs too. Never mind that. Because unless you use it for the basic stuff, then you're overspending or you're using the system.
Well I got something to say about it:
Fuck Off. Like, you've no idea what it's like to have to squander or save money because you can't work. You're not limited like I am. You don't understand the pain and suffering I go through on a daily basis. So fuck yeah, if I have extra money, I am going to spend it on things that I like so I can save myself from the insanity that is life and the suffering I am enduring.
If you wanna go ahead and report me for using the system, then go ahead honestly. The doctors and other medical professionals all say I can't work. Why am I not allowed to care for my physical and mental health if I am able to? Because buying plushies or games helps me get through the pain. It helps me get through just one day and you're gonna sit there and say I don't deserve it!? Just because I can't work you're gonna sit there and say some shit. Well I got some shit to say too. Back The Fuck Up. You don't know me, my situation, or what I have to deal with. I am for absolute certain if you did, or if you were going through the same bullshit as me, you would be doing the same damn thing, but oh yeah, it's different for you isn't. Yeah, no it isn't. Hypocrite.