Apr 30
don’t ascribe to this theory eggs-actly, BUT
you know how dean rewrites his memory? takes on so much guilt that isn’t his?
it’d be so cool to spin a story where the majority of the tortures he thinks he did in hell are his enmeshed guilt w alastair, like just watching alastair do the tortures made dean take all of that responsibility in until…
the last moment, when he broke
not a question of if but magnitude would be fascinating
#lindbergh baby etc etc it’s all my fault#i am supposed to save everyone here#somebody help please#i can’t do it#i can’t save anyone#or even - i could give mercy i could make it better#and from there a slow slide into praise and degradation#maybe my hands would be kinder murder#and then it’s ofc not#that’s the trap#oh dean look what you made me do
