#sore tooth

[cherryblossombabies]

hi lovelies!

tip for when you have a sore tooth and if you have a paci-

you can put it in the freezer so its like a little icepack for your mouth! personally it didn't last long for me, but it might be helpful for you

[wanderingmind867]

Well, I'm scared and stressed. I think it's just because my tooth hurts. It's one of the teeth in the back, you know? It's one of the ones in the very far back. I don't know what it is, but I'm certainly scared. I heard it could be wisdom teeth growing in, and that also freaks me out. Because I may want/need to get them out, and I don't feel ready for dental surgery or anything. I'm not ready for any kind of surgery, not at all. I'm way too weak and scared and sensitive for that stuff.

I'm actually stressing myself out so much that I'm actually giving myself some very, very bad stomach pains. My stomach feels tied into a giant pretzel knot, and it's stressful. I don't like that my brain is actually so panicky, but I actually know why I'm panicking. It's because I inherited hypochondria from my mom's side of the family, especially from my maternal grandmother and her side of the family. I don't like my maternal grandmother, but I know I probably inherited a lot from her. Her judgemental attitude is something I try not to keep, but I definitely have her hypochondria. And that's something that's just a pain to me each new day. Curse my stupid brain!

But you might still think I'm slightly blowing this out of proportion. Surely dental surgery wouldn't be so bad, right? Well, let me paint you a picture. We've gotta go back in time to my past. I was probably only just ten or so. I had to get one of my baby teeth out, so they had to put me under anesthesia and take one out. They did it, and I was able to let it happen while I was under anesthesia. But then I woke up. And oh boy. My reaction to waking up was really bad. I had a bad taste in my mouth, a really bad taste of the anesthesia. I had a fuzziness to my brain, and I was stressed and I wanted to go home. They wouldn't let me go home/leave the hospital room immediately (I believe my parents still had to pay or something), so I reacted by going into a violent rage.

My mom came over to try to calm me down, but I was too lost in a rage to even acknowledge her. Except that I either kicked her or punched her right in the face. I definitely hit her, and it led to her getting really mad at me. I eventually realized what I did, and then I felt like a piece of garbage too. It was just a horrible experience, and it always comes right up to the front of my mind whenever I remember that I might need surgery or something one day.

I was always praying that I'd never have to deal with this. I was hoping I'd be able to avoid going to a doctor to check for something that could require surgery. In 20 years of life, I've never broken a leg or an arm. I've never had to go to the hospital for anything major injury wise. I've never had to deal with cavities, beyond maybe when I had this one surgery or anesthesia experience. I think I've had pretty good luck with all of this stuff. But now that lucky streak might be ending. It very well could be, and that's scaring me.

If I need surgery…gods help us. I don't trust myself not to get mildly violent if I wake up from anaesthetic and feel super stressed again, mainly because that old memory of the anesthesia and my violence is formative and lives in my head for all time. I don't want to ever be in a situation where it can repeat itself, but it might be coming. It might be coming, and I think that's left me super on edge. I don't feel good right now, and I hate that. I hate that so, so much. sigh…

Somehow, my dentists office said they can see me and give me an x-ray in an hour's time. So me and my dad are going to have to go out and deal with that. It's going to throw off my nightly routine, but I need answers. I need them before I give myself panic stress and make myself sick or something. I feel like that's something I actually would do, and that's really not a good thing. I'm probably going to have to take a stronger anti anxiety pill for a while. Or I'm simply going to have to take the second anti anxiety med I have (the one I only use when I'm really, really stressing).

What answer do I want? Oh, that's easy. I want to hear that I won't need surgery. At least not until sometime in the future. I want to make it the rest of the year without needing to be put under an anesthetic. That's all I want. If wisdom teeth are coming in, I'll accept that. I'm annoyed it's painful and it's hurting in the back of my mouth, but surely I can put off removing them for a while. At least until college ends in April, or until after Christmas. That's what I'm hoping for. And if I'm really lucky, maybe that'll say that they're not even growing in and it's actually something else entirely (something less stressful).

Either way, I just want answers. I want answers, even if those answers do involve surgery. I don't want to have surgery right now, but I want to know what I'm really in for. At least then, I'll know that I'm not going to be able to get in my own head and worry I'm going to be going into surgery immediately. Or at least…I hope they can reassure me of that. I'm currently too afraid and on edge to think clearly about anything, but hopefully I can be reassured by somebody. sigh…

PS: Wish me luck with the dentist! I think I'll need it, and it can't make things worse. At least, I assume it can't. I suppose I wouldn't actually know. But still.

[wanderingmind867]

I feel like I should have a note all ready-made, something designed to discuss my many issues lately. But alas, I have nothing prepared in my notes. I wish I did, because it's frustrating to have so many problems and no way of articulating them properly. But my struggles with articulating aren't really my fault. I'm just struggling with a ton of problems lately, and I haven't yet found any way of articulating it all. But maybe if I just speedrun a list of all my problems, maybe that'll help to explain what I'm going through. In no particular order, here are some of my problems lately:

I have dead skin all over my body. All over. Dead skin in my hair constantly, making it so my hands can produce a snowstorm of dandruff every time I pick at my head. I've got dry and/or dead and/or just simply itchy skin all over. On my torso (back and front), on my face, on my hair, etc. The dead/dry skin in my hair always concentrates itself on my left side, for whatever reason. But the dry skin on other parts of the body are spread out pretty evenly between the left side and the right side.

I have a really sore wisdom tooth. On the bottom left, I have some real pains stemming from a really sore wisdom tooth. I basically had a panic attack over it yesterday. I still don't know why that wisdom tooth is so very sore. I've settled on the conclusion that it's sore because it's having more growing pains, but I can't actually prove any of that. All I know is that it really hurts, and it's really stressing me out.

I keep trying to tell myself it's just some soreness in the gums, or that it's just the wisdom tooth growing in. But I keep worrying it's a sign of all sorts of things. Things like cavities or the wisdom tooth growing in wrong or any number of other things. It really stresses me out, and yet I just can't help worrying about it all. It's been two days of this now. Two days. sigh…

It's been rainy all week. All week the weather has been exceedingly dark and depressing. All week these weather conditions have been affecting my mood. So that's been helping with absolutely nothing. It's just been helping to make me depressed and tired.

My stomach pains are remaining an ever present thorn in my side. Almost every day I seem to have at least one bout with stomach pain, and that's really freaking frustrating. Really, really frustrating. I don't have a ton of words for this problem (I'm struggling with writing about the other ones as is). But this has been stressful, and it's just one of many problems I have right now. The hemorrhoids are still there too, by the way. Just in case you were wondering.

I've had some new things crop up in relation to the stomach cramps and everything, too. I've had a lot more gas lately, I feel like. And my stomach has been grumbling a lot more often for unclear reasons. I don't understand why I've developed all of these problems (similar to how I don't understand why my sore wisdom tooth is so sore), but I can't help worrying nonetheless. It almost makes me feel sick, but I don't understand why. I just really don't like it. I really don't like it.

I've been feeling uncomfortable in my own skin a lot lately. Not in any way where I feel concerned by it, but moreso just in the way I always occasionally seme to feel. There are just somedays where I'll wake up and feel uncomfortable in my own skin. Those days happen. Sometimes it's because I've got a lot of dry skin. Sometimes it's because I'm just irritable. Sometimes it's my facial hair that gets to me and I wind up obsessing over it. There's tons of reasons for my issues here. But lately, I just feel like I've had these feelings of discomfort more often. And that's why I feel better getting it all off my chest.

College ends this week. Today (this thursday) was the last day where I had to go to an in-person class. I went, and the stupid class was only one hour long. One hour. One hour and then nothing. At least high school had more than one class a day, and at least it offered stability. College really doesn't feel like it offers that.

In class they were discussing how the third semester would work next semester. And I can't really say I was fond of the description I was getting. Honestly, I was finding myself more frustrated and nervous than anything else. It doesn't sound like next term would be any more consistent or better organized than this term was, so I just really don't feel any enthusiasm here. It's depressing to admit that, but it's true.

These are only six of my problems. I definitely have more issues on my plate besides just these six things. But these six were the easiest ones to come to mind, largely because they're currently some of my biggest issues. My mood being off, my worries about the future and about college, my stomach pains and tooth pains and everything else. I have tons of problems like this right now, and to assemble a list of all the problems I have would probably take me forever to deal with. There's just a lot on my mind, I suppose. I could've mentioned my congestion and everything else. But again, I just have too much on my mind. sigh…

PS: I won't add this to the note in my notes app, but let's add my sexuality to this. Because I masturbate a lot and feel bad about that an almost equal amount. And surely that counts as a stressor too.

[wanderingmind867]

Being super congested while also having teething pains as a wisdom tooth comes in.... both problems combine to make my mouth feel horrible. So much phlegm and then agony as a tooth breaks free of the gums. Gods...how do people handle this!? Why don't I see it all complained about more?

Am I the only one with severe congestion? I feel like I've had massive amounts of phlegm since 2020, and I hate it. I hate the tooth teething feeling more, but I hate the phlegm too. It's all just so much to deal with. It's frustrating.

I feel like my few posts today haven't really been seen, but I've got other problems today. Tonight I'll just try to focus on relaxing and feeling calm.

[wanderingmind867]

I think I've hurt my teeth by brushing my teeth too forcefully. I've hurt my gums up in the top right, I think. It's rather sore and uncomfortable, and I hate it. I also feel like it's been sore to chew up in that area, but I don't know if that's a seperate problem. It's frustrating.

I don't know why I feel so poorly in the teeth area. I have one or two other posts I want to repost before the night is over. But I don't like how my teeth are feeling up in the top right, and I wanted to vent about it.

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[dentalservicesworld-blog]

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[localseocompany]

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