#sparrow talks

[sparrows-house]

I so WISH we could see Alastor in his prime time. He sounded so less reserved and composed and so much more unhinged. His laugh at this point in the episode made my skin crawl.

Imagine being an Overlord, knowing about the disappearance of other Overlords, and suddenly hearing his maniacal laugh down an alley. SHIVERS

Our man just completely on a rampage and toppling Overlords who ruled for centuries. Imagine the type of fear he instilled in everyone, from the low-life sinners to the powerful Overlords.

I would also like to point out that the longest standing Overlord that remains is Zestial, whose aura is green much like a certain someone’s powers….

[cowboy-clover]

autism and pathological demand avoidance

i've been wanting to get back on tumblr for a while now (i used to be on tumblr like a decade ago, and i look back fondly on those memories). there's just something really nice about writing out what you think and how you feel about things. it's cathartic. i find it to be emotionally regulating. and yet the demand of consistency is something i am constantly fighting with.

pathological demand avoidance. i perceive a demand, and i avoid it. i lose all desire to engage. i get frustrated when i feel like i'm obligated to do something.

even starting this blog, i already feel frustrated and want to stop. pushing past that is difficult. i feel obligated to continue. obligated to make this a good, coherent post. obligated to write as if i am expecting an audience to read this. and yet i only want to do this for myself. i want to have a space where i can express myself freely.

i want to talk about my experiences as a trans and autistic person, and yet that very desire is being perceived as a demand. it is very disorienting and exhausting.

[someominousecho]

a playlist named "songs i headbang to at 3am" but its just Amsterdam by Nothing But Thieves five times

[mcwhytubers]

I love when a cc says something about their characters pronouns and then our introjects of the character just go “ooo okay that’s mine now-”

[caffeinatedcorvus]

wait.... if me and @lemonyellowlogic vacation turns into a fake dating au i’m going to scream 

[birbsstuff24]

Smidge: are you in love with Branch

Poppy: *sweats* no...

Smidge: then why do you draw B+P in hearts everywhere?

Poppy: um! It stands for Balloons and Puppies!

Smidge: *stares into the camera like she’s in the office*

[sparrowwritesforop]

Literally me as soon as I saw Doflamingos Abs for the first time:

#sparrowcannotsleep #theabsaretalkingtome

[screaming-sparrow]

zim has exactly four emotions:

anger, smugness, super anger and pure manic energy

(and i guess there's an elusive fifth since the movie came out: depression)