#spilled hate

[writtenwithcoffee]

You lied to me. You lied to me and every time you speak I can feel it in the air suffocating me. Every time you kiss me, I can feel it making its way down my throat and swimming in my blood. I hate you for making this a part of me. I hate you for lying and I hate that you’ve destroyed me. Mostly though I hate myself for not leaving. For willingly sleeping in a bed filled with the lies you whisper in my ear. I hate myself for sweetly kissing you goodbye even though I know where you’re really going and I hate myself for turning into the type of woman I swore I would never be

L.S.

[thesiiilentwriter]

Expectations never get in line with my reality. And the truth is some people are just born to destroy and burn bridges while others like myself, are born to restore them.

[jimuelosity]

I can get through this, right?

@jimuelosity

[the-winter-soulstice]

Kingslayer.

Each morning I don my armor and sharpen my steel,

Looking for a titan to take down just to hear it squeal,

I not only hold my own ground but I also take others,

Send them back on their broken shield to their mothers,

After being pushed enough you’ll see I can’t be displaced,

That I stand as a steel sentinel always ready to lay waste,

That I am a ruthless and relentless army of one,

Dedicated to making sure you never see the light of the sun,

I am the god-usurper and the king-slayer,

So there’s no use for you to utter a single prayer.

[its-meduza]

As any girl what she is insecure about and she will automatically start listing things like her thighs and how they are too big or about how her stomach is too flabby. Yes, I'm insecure about that as well but what gets me most is my inability to be. I hate how no matter how hard I try, I will never love myself. I'm so scared that people will see that I am unable to be what I try so hard to show them. I try my fucking hardest to be intelligent, to be pretty, and even thin. I try to be this person that I'm not. I wish so hard to be this intellectual, beauty inside and out. I create this facade. I try to hide that I am this lifeless shell of despair. So when you ask me what I hate about myself I will simply say, my inability to be.

Just my angry mind

[krakle]

The baring of these teeth proving now to be the beast. Bruising dots and specks appear around your neck. Proof that my tenderness was at best circumspect. And don't you ever lie about the boy that war survived. It merely removed the film cascading lights revealed. I have tangled with the thrill but I enjoyed every kill. And I'll shout it in this bar that war blackened my heart. If that's what it takes to make certain of your escape. For if again on this home's shore came a casualty of that war. Should it prove to be you I wouldn't be able to deny the truth I fought the world for you, and braved the sands of Iraq's dunes If that ever brought harm to you, I will kill this man before he kills you.