Im yearning for it, are you ?
Angst ~ unrequited love ~ yearning lowk ~ and unbearable sadness because i was just in a depressive episode 👀👀
ts lowk buns cuz its my first fic 🤞
You’ve spent quite some time daydreaming about a life that’ll never come. Dreaming that you and him will buy a house in the hills, marry, have kids, and grow old with 2 cats. You thought that the signs of him crushing on someone were for you and no one else. Until that long grueling Monday came around the corner. Until she came around. Laughing at one of his dumb jokes meant for you and only you, or so you thought. Touching his arm like he was her only support. Looking at him like he was the first man on earth. The worst part was that he didn’t mind, not even a bit. Showing her the smile only meant for you, leaning into her touch instead of yours,it felt like your heart got ran over by a fourteen wheeler. He finally turned away from her , not cause he saw you , but because the late bell was about to ring. You felt your eyes become blurry, you rub the tears away like it’ll wipe the feelings you still had for him. You unfortunately forgot that you had most of your periods together, and even sat next to each other. First period went by faster than the flash himself, second period which was History ,was probably the worst part of day for you . Not only because you had to see him, but also because she was in that period too. You had no motivation to do anything so instead of writing down notes for finals coming next week, you blankly stared at the notebook. He noticed. Of course he’d noticed thats the one of million reasons why you fell for him. He had the audacity to ask “ is everything alright.. you’ve been acting weird the whole period.”
You stared and studied his facial features and expressions before replying with some plain excuse. You can tell that he felt concerned for you, but if he really cared he wouldn’t disregard your feelings. You have shown show some very crystal clear signs that you love him. He opened his mouth to say something but the bell rung. You immediately packed your bag and left, you were slowly feeling sick looking at him,not out of disgust but out of love.
Part two or no cuz im a chud that has no life
Yes bro im bouta bust
Hell no bro i like cliffhangers 😂😂
