#sso.letter

[ziinesso]

Selfish, I acknowledge it. However, as soon as my mind turns to you, an urgent wish awakens within me: that you desire me fervently. It's a personal intention, I admit, to aspire to bewitch your thoughts, in the same way you adeptly do with mine.

Selfish that I am to seek the attention of an innocent. How can I pretend to rise from the darkest depths of the earth to reach you? And yet, here I am, writing to you, kneeling before your gentle person. I allow myself to confront you with my reality, with my shameful dreams.

But as I contemplate these words, I cannot help but wish that they reach you, that they reveal the depth of my heart to your eyes. For in the midst of this tragedy I am living, perhaps you will deign to cast a compassionate glance my way.

- choso, geto (jjk) ; itachi, madara (nt) ; law, king (op)

[ziinesso]

I hope for many things but lately, I caught myself craving for one thing. It’s something so foolish, you’re going to laugh. I know you. It wouldn’t be the first time you laugh at my madness. 

My dear, these days, I can only hope to be able to have you in my arms, to feel your body melt against mine and your heartbeat dance with mine. That is the only thing I have, that hope. The only thing to keep me sane as I wait for your return. 

- benn, mihawk (op) ; nanami, choso (jjk) ; aizawa (bnha) ; neji, gaara (nt)

[ziinesso]

You are beautiful.

There are many adjectives I could use to describe you, but this one is close to my heart. It was the first one that crossed my mind when I met you and it is the one that comes back every night when you are asleep by my side.

Yet when you’re happy, you become something even more than just beautiful. Those moments when you lose yourself in happiness, your face lighting up with a big smile. In those moments, there are no words to describe you.

So Y/N, my love, I may never be able to thank you properly for the blessing that you are, but let me at least be the man who will watch over your happiness for evermore.

- nanami (jjk) ; mihawk (op) ; itachi (nt) ; mitsuya (tr)

[ziinesso]

I love you.

I just wanted to write it. To see my feelings. To put things into perspective I guess. But now I’m still writing. I love you. It’s weird to write it, I’m not used to it. But I like how it sounds in my head. I tried to say it out loud yesterday. I put my blanket over my head and I whispered. I love you. I didn’t hear myself. I just perceive an “I”. The “love you” evaporated before reaching my lips.

Yet I love you. That I understand. What I don’t understand is how I’m supposed to tell you. How am I supposed to know if I can tell you? I don’t know. I love you. It’s complicated. Maybe I’ll write another letter to put things into perspective, again. Now I’ve written too much. I love you. One last time because my writing is better when I write these words. I make an effort when I write them.

- nanami (jjk) ; asahi, aone (hq) ; chifuyu (tr)