#starswears

[savefiled]

Waves at @starswears from the grey doorway. They're older now, about 16. How time flies.

[vacuiclown]

@starswears liked for a starter ★ ☆ ★ ☆ ★

🎪— Up on the top of a small platform stood a silly, colorful clown standing on one foot effortlessly while juggling a collection of several multi colored plastic balls. Every so often he would throw one of the balls up and around his outstretched leg or do a flip in between the basic juggling only to perfectly catch each and every ball as it came back down from the air.

Quite the crowd had gathered around Hoops as he easily made them ooo and ahh while watching him perform his juggling. There was a big and bright smile on his face as he did his best to entertain his loyal audience.

Finally, he came to a stopping point and finished his performance by catching the last plastic ball by balancing it on his nose. Then he held all the balls in his gloved hands and gave the audience a grateful bow.

“Thank you, thank you!!”

After his performance was finished, the clown stepped down from his platform and gathered a stack of flyers promoting the circus he currently worked for. Then began passing them out to everyone in the audience.

Handing one out to yet another person, Hoops said with a smile:

“Here, take this flyer!! It’ll get you in at half price to the next show!!”

[emptiiedout]

“Don’t you feel any guilt?”

* ACT > PONDER . . . / accepting.

"maybe. i should. i'd like to."

but it's so far gone ... like something that used to be a part of them, scooped out and tossed away, leaving behind a discernible space that could not be filled with anything else.

"i've been trying to pinpoint when was the last time i felt that. you know. it was far before the hospital, i'm sure. because the doctors asked me the same thing, but i remember i was only really, really bothered by the kind of food they gave us. because, it was just unsalted. and it was the only thing on the menu."

"i think, dad asked me something similar, too. but i think he deserved it a little bit. he couldn't remember what he's done, though ... if he hasn't done it, maybe he didn't deserve it. who's to say."

... ... ...

"when chara took away everything. that, made it real. that made me cave. but, if you're asking me to remember what it was like ..."

"was it guilt. or, was it fear of consequence? does it matter when it hasn't even happened?"

[emptiiedout]

@goldenflowery / put gaster in a jar

"you have a point. maybe he's liquid." they're uncapping a relatively large jar. ( @starswears )

[emptiiedout]

💭 for gaster !

ACT > THINK ABOUT . . . / accepting.

"have you been watching me, this whole time. do you know what i've been doing."

"did you ever have any hope that things would be different. or. that i, could be different, maybe."

[honk4muses]

@starswears ᯓ★ “you make that look easy.” / uhhhh dealers choice you can pick whoever you want from both our muse lists :]?

"   Aw   shucks,   thanks   buddy.   But   it's   not   that   hard   really   !   "   Paperwork,   paperwork,   paperwork.   Helpy   was   happy   to   have   someone   else   other   than   himself   to   accompanying   him   in   such   a   BORING   task.   To   HIM   it   was   fun--   but   he   can't   say   no   to   some   SUNNY   company   !

The   little   bear   was   stamping   the   bottom   of   papers   and   sliding   them   over   to   a   pile   for   the   Daycare   Attendant   to   put   in   an   envelope.   Sundrop's   stickers   were   coming   in   handy   for   sealing   these   !   What's   better   to   dampen   the   blow   of   a   TERMINATION   letter,   than   a   happy   face   sticker   !

"   You're   doin'   a   GREAT   job.   "

[floraprin]

⤷  STARTER CALL  &  @starswears

a  sits  at  the  food  booth,  groaning  lightly.  she  normally  wasn't  one  to  eat  at  the  stalls  at  kabuki,  but  --  the  merc  had  a  rough  night,  no  thanks  to  johnny.  why  do  i  keep  giving  johnny  the  wheel...  ?  so,  here  she  was  :  trying  to  mend  her  hangover  before  her  gig.  fork  stabs  into  the  bowl,  but  hand  knocks  her  drink  over  towards  the  person  next  to  her.

❝  oh,  sh..  uh..  !!  sorry...  !!  ❞ she  says,  grabbing  the  can.

[ultrahealing]

“It tastes like chemicals, but the kind of chemicals that taste yummy.” / tenna !! he's trying the battery acid...

random,  unhinged  dialogue  …  sentence  starters  ||  here.

“Uh…”  You  know  what?  He's  a  TV.  So  it  makes  sense,  right?  She's  literally  watched  Queen  drink  battery  acid  before,  so  she  isn't  even  phased.  “Are  there  kinds  that  tastes  bad?  Maybe  I  need  a  recommendation.”