Hiiii, it’s me, and I’ll share a quick update𓂃⋆.˚
I cleared my CLAT in December, but sadly with my short preparation, not giving offline mocks (I was already traumatised by the amount of money my parents spent on NEET prep, and my stupid ass decided to do things myself). With my poor time management and strategy in the exam, I won't be getting into an NLU but a state uni. I’m still lowkey not excited about it, BUT ANYWAYS...
My psychiatrist concluded my meds! It’s been almost 30 days now. However, I started to get mood swings again and random bursts of crying, which I used to have before starting them. Idk, I might go back or just raw dog it? Is this normal to experience???
I have been grinding on Minecraft, sleeping, shopping and crafting. And I started posting some of that on ig (it was so hard to learn that interface coming from an eldest child who always does the technical work and had started to experiment on a computer super young). My sleep schedule is so messed up it’s not even funny anymore.😭😭😭
I’ll start posting on this account once I get back into studying. The law program I applied to starts somewhere between August/September. And I’ll slowly start getting into the grind ( I have only studied science for the last 3 years, so my social sciences and English skills are in a rut). I’ll continue to work on this blog to prepare it for my next big step - change theme, organise my old posts, upgrade my intro post. (That’s how you use an em dash, right?)
It's hard to process 13 years old me never thought I’d live past 17, and since reaching that age, going to college has been my biggest dream. MY ASS JUST WANTED TO GO TO COLLEGE YA'LL ( Also, I know not to keep my hopes so high(╥﹏╥))
I'm deeply thankful to everyone who supported me and this blog during that time and to all my moots! You guys made that experience so much better! ᥫ᭡.ִֶָ𓂃⋆
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