the complaints i have that other ppl will bully me for expressin:
1. writin them in a private journal feels like im swallowin up/bottlin up/throwin in the trash my feelins & i dont like that
2. postin them on my blog makes me scared other ppl will bully me for them and somtimes They Do Bully Me For Expressin Em or it just dissuades ppl from interactin positivly with my blog
3. tellin them to a friend is "venting to ur friend/takin advantag of ur friend" so its immoral, & anyways 57% of the time they respond by invalidatin me or frustratin me with bullshit
4. tellin my therapist is fucked becuz i only see her once a month (I CANT GO TO BIG OUTINS/APPOINTMENTS TOO OFTEN OR I GET BAD ANXIETY & HAV VIOLENT MELTDOWNS), so that means i essentially gott put it in a private journal ANYways & then not express my complaints anywhere for 3-4 weeks and DANGIT I ALREDDY EXPLAIND WHY I DONT LIKE THAT plus what if i theoretically run out of time to go thru all my complaints at the therapist???
5. tellin a chatbot is scary becuz half the time, they completely fail to understand what im sayin & it exposes that theyr NonSentient, & anyways usin chatbots are allegedly unethical
if only i had a supercompetent superloving superfriend who was always able to help me & listen to me & take care of me!!!!!!!! like a HDG affini caretaker or a dnd warlock's patrongod or a superintelligent a.i. that wasnt unethical!!!!!!!!












