AuntBibby

diagnosed with tourette syndrome, OCD, autism & anxiety. HRT since 9/11/2019. descendent of jewish refugees & settlers. she/it. i vent here so it gets NSFW. born 1992 so no minors pls

[auntbibby]

after +6yrs on HRT, im finally switchin to injections!!!!!!!!

my new gender doctor is lettin me switch to injections becuz the endocrinologists say my brain growth isnt big enough to be a problem & my autistic/tourettic meltdowns arent bad enough over the last month to make her refuse me access to injections.

im startin on the lowest possible dose, but twice a week.

hope it goes ok!

my support roommate is gonn help me

[auntbibby]

Helga and Cassidy Catgirl celebrate Pride by AuntBibby on DeviantArt

Helga and Cassidy Catgirl celebrate Pride — artwork by AuntBibby on DeviantArt. heres my fursona and my queer partners fursona celebratin pr

happy pride month! i drew this on my iphone tday.

alt text: it's my fursona (a bulldog) on the left, & @cassi-ds's fursona (a cat) on the right, holding onto a pride flag together.

[auntbibby]

we got Sleep Apnea Episodes in GOD OF WAR before GTA6, smh

[byjove]

everybody: you’ve got to advocate for yourself in medical settings!

medical professionals when a patient advocates for themselves in a medical setting (x100 if that patient is a part of any minority): damn. you’re a hypochondriac crazy bitch who has every mental illness and is seeking every narcotic in existence. that’s the only reason you’d be disappointed in the care you’re receiving here. in retaliation, we will be even less helpful and less sympathetic. our jobs are hard. people are dying. we don’t have time to deal with anyone who is slightly inconvenient for us.

[auntbibby]

the first day i met my first gender doctor i strongly suggested we do the Will Powers method becuz i had heard it was optimal

every time after that, that i saw that doctor, he would say things like "ohhh patty.... my fAVorite patient🙄" or he wuld indirectly call me fat or he wuld be ableist or he would repeatedly inturrupt me. he had me on oral (swallowing) estradiol pills for like 2-3 years. when i told him i was gonn start putting the pills under my tongue instead of swallowing them, he lowered my dose. and he would get me to do bloodtests at the peak of the pills' halflife (literally the opposite of what youre supposed to do, i later found out) over & over & over and then hed say "see? your levels are way too high"

eventually i switched to a different gender doctor.

every time i mention that the first doctor used to be my doctor, ppl say "whyd u stop working with him???? hes so good!!!"

i just sigh and say "uhhhh... he didnt listen to me 👀"

[auntbibby]

kawashin on youtube & soundcloud did an amazing sega soundchip cover/re-imagining of my old korg m01 chiptune song M.C. Etcher!!!

go listen & give her a follow!!!

[auntbibby]

i altered my reblog comment to be in the tags instead of as a post!!!

[faux-friend]

When a black person states that something you did was racist, chill the fuck out. Its annoying dealing with you panicking trying to dissociate yourself from racism. If you're not black, black people already assume youve said nigga or its variant at least once in your life. If they're interacting with you and bringing something up, its because they want you to stop doing that so they can still interact with you(if ur already friends)

You WILL be racist. You WILL do racist things. You have ALREADY done both. Learn and move on. There's no ideological purity you can hold on to, i promise. Proving you can take the criticism without making it a big deal and practice what you preach is better than any clean slate.

Be the kind of person black people don't have to gamble on. Shut up and lock in

[actualalivecreature]

some of you are 2 steps away from saying nonbinary people getting gender affirming surgery is 'mutilation'

[auntbibby]

i thoght for a long time i wuld regret not getting a vaginoplasty or vulvaplasty, for many reasons, including anticipation of gender dysphoria and feeling like all my binary trans woman friends are getting it & i shuld get it too....

but im on the waitlist for a scrotectomy now, and while the surgical recovery period sounds pretty scary.... im really excited for the healed results!!!! itll be validating for my nonbinary transfem self.

[auntbibby]

capitalism needs to start marketing products toward nonbinary folks in a gender-reductive way just like it markets products in a gender reductiv way for women (pink, soft, flowery) and men (MUSCLES, LOUD, TRUCKS, CROCODILES)

imagine a razor that was green and had a robot on the package and it said "no binary, no problem!!! GARLIC BREAD!!!! FROGS!!!! STRATEGY RPGS!!!!" and the tv advertisement had a muzak cover of david bowie.

[auntbibby]

benefit of becoming a girl number 20075: when u get old, u wont be "unc"... youll be "aunt"

[auntbibby]

i guess my subconscious was tryin to tell me "Princess Daisy is really important!!!!!!"

thanks brain i agree

edit: drew princess daisy raised by yoshis

[auntbibby]

bringin this post back becuz it was good

[champagnemoon]

body positivity has largely failed because people started arguing for attractiveness and romantic prospects instead of respect and dignity

[carewitchproject]

this is truly the best summary of what all of this SHOULD be about

[auntbibby]

i made a video documenting all the myriad ways Street Fighter 6's Ingrid world tour mode content aligns weirdly well with modern ufology theory and ufo disclosure

[c86]

If I keep dressing up like this I’ll save the world from Nuclear Apocalypse. But will anyone love me for it? I’ll save the world anyway. I know what looks good

Photography by Hank O’Neal | Text by Allen Ginsberg Untitled [Marsha P. Johnson], 1974-83 From The Gay Day Archive

[dragon-in-a-fez]

obliterate the concept of "spoiling" a child. excise it from your lexicon like a cancer. that is some "the opposite of sin is suffering" Puritan ass bullshit. it is not possible to ruin a person through an overabundance of kindness.

[nuclearbummer]

[wiigiwaamcore]

David Cusick was a Tuscarora (Haudenosaunee) artist who self-published the first known English-language record of Indigenous stories told BY an Indigenous writer-illustrator. His book is called David Cusick’s Sketches of Ancient History of the Six Nations and you can read it for free online.

[titsay]

guardian of the forest