AuntBibby

diagnosed with tourette syndrome, OCD, autism & anxiety. HRT since 9/11/2019. descendent of jewish refugees & settlers. she/it. i vent here so it gets NSFW. born 1992 so no minors pls

[auntbibby]

Meteorite that crashed into New Jersey home contains "alien world chemistry," scientists say

When scientists examined the preserved fragments of a meteorite that crashed in 2024, they found brine-like fluids and key molecules.

this is my favorit movie :)

[riseofthecommonwoodpile]

i don’t think i’m exaggerating when i say that the average height for women in the US would increase by at least an inch if teen girls were allowed to eat as much as teen boys are

[riseofthecommonwoodpile]

and not to bring my own clocky bitch ass into this but if cis women weren’t so consistently starved their entire lives you’d see a lot more cis women with the kind of bodies that we currently associate closely with trans women. the amount that the standards of feminine presentation are culturally defined by malnutrition is crazy

[auntbibby]

i see a lot of posts on tumblr & reddit that say "transfems!!! when u take HRT, eat a ton of fatty foods or u wont get proper fat redistribution!!!"

ive been on feminizing HRT for 6 years but 2 months ago i startd estrogen injections for the first time, which are known to often be more effective.

so.... i decided to eat more food now that im doin my injections!!!! mayb now i could finally grow feminine hips!!!!!

but then i realized:

THOSE POSTS ABOUT TRANSFEMS NEEDING TO EAT MORE FOOD ARE WRITTEN FOR TRANSFEMS WHO ARE UNDERWEIGHT!!!!!

im like 280 pounds.

i look like this:

those posts that say transfems need to eat more fat..... they never specify that theyre only for underweight transfems!!!!!

so i ended up........... eating more food for two months before i realized my mistake.

and guess what:

at the end of the two months: I HAD LOST 1 POUND!!!!!!

i didnt even gain any weight!!!!

holy shit, mayb it is good advice for all of us women & girls after all..... to eat more food!!!!!

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[xcziel]

link: https://bsky.app/profile/brainvsbook.bsky.social/post/3llc72lyhu22j

google translate defaulting to chinese at first

okay but for those of us with interests in both the murderbot and the daomu biji fandoms this is kinda hilarious

(english-side-only really, i get that the kanji and hanzi are completely different)

our good (air)ship murderbot! thanks google

[japanwords]

I love reading about these kind of translation decisions.

I've only ever seen 弊 used to refer to one's company: 弊社, as the article says.

I've been told 弊 is used to refer to one's own something, and it has a very humble nuance.

So 弊機 translates to something like "I, your humble machine" or "I, who am but a mere machine".

Japanese is great that it can say so much with simple pronouns.

[blessphemy]

Romance language translator: well we don’t have a gender neutral pronoun so I guess we’ll flip a coin for male or female

Japanese language translator, an intellectual: none of Japanese’s 30-something plus personal pronoun options have the perfect vibes so I’ll create a new one to bring that special somethin’

[imitationgame77]

What I found to be particularly clever about the coining of this very unique first person pronoun 弊機 (heiki) is that it’s a homophone of 兵器(heiki), meaning ‘weapon’

[hyperlexichypatia]

IDK I think if cis men are being told that being fat will lower their testosterone and make them Insufficiently Masculine, and cis women are being told that being fat will raise their testosterone and make them Excessively Masculine, and fat trans people are being denied the right to medically transition if they're fat, and thin trans people are warned against HRT because it will make them fat (and this is said about both testosterone and estrogen HRT), and androgynous-presenting people are told that only thin people count as androgynous...

Then maybe...

Maybe...

Maybe the weight loss industry is just using Gender to enforce fatphobia.

[writingbrainrot]

thank u for liking & reblogin my postes. ur nice. thanku

Thank you 😄 and thank you for posting such lovely things! ✨️

[lazer-exe]

I'm gonna say it, I do think that even the laziest person imaginable should have a roof over their head, food in their stomach, and access to healthcare

[64mpg]

u can just do whatever at any age all of the time nobody cares except teenagers

[64mpg]

teenager will be like ur 40 with a hobby ? 💀 that’s sad <- nobody else thinks this way though they are just going through some stuff

[redstonedust]

my bugbear of the day is that i think its odd when people say "femme trans man" or "masc trans woman" they automatically assume it means no hrt. nothing stoppin someone from going on estrogen and also being butch. you can be 8 years on testosterone and be camp about it. being gnc is a whole spectrum babey open your eyes.

[auntbibby]

iv been on feminizing hrt for 6+ yrs and i still fail at being feminine due to disability symptoms, lack of enjoyment & havin a masculine body lol

but i dont........ really wann be labelled as a masc transfem id prefer to be seen as........ at the very least androgynous, hopfully someday feminin....

[naidje]

They should make Carrie White a fat trans girl in the new show

[naidje]

She asks to play volleyball with the girls team. They start a harassment campaign against her. Her mom's a rabid gender critical radfem mumsnetter terf. At the prom she sets a gymnasium full of transmisogynists on fire with her mind. You get it.

[naidje]

you see the vision!

[naidje]

Also, I didn't think this little what-if AU shitpost would get me death threats in my inbox, but the terfs found it, and someone is absolutely seething about it.

So that's fun.

[naidje]

You see the vision!

the terf in my inbox was yelling at me about how the shower menstruation scene is integral, but nobody thinks about the horror trans girls deal with on a daily basis just trying to use regular public facilities.

There have been countless cases all over the news of trans girls and women being sexually harassed and assaulted by cis women while minding their own business trying to change at the gym, or pee in a public restroom.

[naidje]

T H E V I S I O N

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[auntbibby]

i just roll down my window and wave at them and say hi how ya doin do ya like videoga OH FUCK GREENLIGHT

[archival-librarian]

Trans fem lion with a lucious mane because she really likes having a mane.

[archival-librarian]

For fun, what if she was a former humans man too.

[auntbibby]

i made a lil musical tribute to the famous videogame journalist Jason Schreier

i hope u like it. i made the whole thing on my iphone using 3 apps. took like 90minutes

[auntbibby]

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This is a cool song (called “Stonight”) that I made in Cubase SL 3 for, after my friend noticed that I hadn’t made any Cubase SL 3 songs lately. I hope you like it!

[auntbibby]

lol heres a song i made from like....... decades ago??? still playable on tumblr somhow

[auntbibby]

heres a empty spaces microfic i wrote about a psycho doll from m. bison's shadaloo. its inspired by my life in psych wards and disability group homes and support groups.

it had taken me a lot of bravery & luck to figure out what my name was. luck, becuz the staff had to leave both me, & an info folder about me, unattended. and bravery, becuz i had to disobey the staff's implied rules for me to stay in my sleeping tube, go and peak in that folder and then put it back where it was before i touched it & return to my sleeping tube and pretend to be asleep. it was difficult to not immediately tell the staff what i did when they got back. harder still to keep it a secret indefinitely!

my name is psycho doll 47. im the first psycho doll meant to be a grappler-type instead of a stealth assassin. the info folder said Shadaloo took me from a small town in saskatchewan. i have a mutation that Shadaloo wanted to exploit for "fighting prowess", apparently.

every day i get woken up from my sleeping tube to take injections & pills. then i hav to go on the treadmill for 40 minutes. then the staff tests my reflexes. if im doing bad they cut the day short and put me back in my sleeping tube. if im doing good, they do more tests and exercises and stuff.

sleeping in the sleeping tube..... it used to be very very painful falling asleep in the liquid with the needles in my wrists and the mask on my face. but theyv improved it. somtimes the staff changes becuz lord emperor bison kills them, then i have to explain & advocate for myself that they need to make the liquid & wrist needle injections & mask less painful again. they sometimes only change it AFTER my performance in my tests goes down and they track it back to the pain. thats why i always give the staff tips on how to avoid angering lord emperor bison. if they die i get hurt too. i guess thats what they call "empathy".

one time they put too much psycho power in me during a test and i had a meltdown and thru a chair at a staff member. he wuldnt talk to me or even meet with me after that and at the time i didnt understand why. i came up with a new command grab named after him as an apology. i thought he understood that i was a psycho doll. im in shadaloo's facilities for a reason! im not a real person. but i later (literally 5-6 years later; when i read that info folder) found out...... he tried to get me shut away in my sleeping tube permanently for "safety reasons". but higher ups vouched for me. weird. i dont understand it.

one time i was put in a sparring match against another psycho doll. she choked me out and i fell asleep and had a headache. afterwards my performance in tests went so bad that staff didnt know how to make it go up again. but then the psycho doll requested to meet with me again and she told me she was really impressed by my superarmor and my running command grab. she said if i could learn to antiair i would be unstoppable. after that i cried. now im performing much better on my tests again.

shadaloo gave me a therapist now. shes great; she is so supportive. and nice. i guess shadaloo found that my emotional state was important.

i am going to go on my first psycho mission in 11-17 months. im so scared. theres even a small chance i could die if i dont prepare properly. and the recovery period might be very very hard too. i am worried that i am only doing it becuz i am a psycho doll, and not becuz i will benefit anyone by doing it, least of all me. but the other psycho doll promised me i will feel so much more like myself afterwards. i hope its worth the fear & pain.

[auntbibby]

just saw a post rebloggd by a mutual that said "ppl who apologiz more than once are immensely selfish & sick in the head" and..... the post wasnt joking?

ppl really dont realize what its like growing up in an environment where u have tourette syndrome & OCD & too much trauma from workin with doctors to work with doctors.... i had involuntary behavior coming out of my body constantly that tortured me and everyone else & my parents didnt understand & I MYSELF didnt understand and all i knew is i was a horrible person who was lucky not to be in jail.

i wuld apologiz repeatedly becuz i know im harming the other person and i dont want them to think im doin it with a desire to torture them. i dont want to harm them. i dont want them to hate me. i dont want them to put me in jail.

the pendulum has swung too far. we need to be nice again to ppl who reflexively apologiz due to flashback of pain in their mind.

[auntbibby]

[auntbibby]

just saw a post rebloggd by a mutual that said "ppl who apologiz more than once are immensely selfish & sick in the head" and..... the post wasnt joking?

ppl really dont realize what its like growing up in an environment where u have tourette syndrome & OCD & too much trauma from workin with doctors to work with doctors.... i had involuntary behavior coming out of my body constantly that tortured me and everyone else & my parents didnt understand & I MYSELF didnt understand and all i knew is i was a horrible person who was lucky not to be in jail.

i wuld apologiz repeatedly becuz i know im harming the other person and i dont want them to think im doin it with a desire to torture them. i dont want to harm them. i dont want them to hate me. i dont want them to put me in jail.

the pendulum has swung too far. we need to be nice again to ppl who reflexively apologiz due to flashback of pain in their mind.