A Comforting Storm
Teylan X reader fem!na’vi human hybrid (no use of Y/N) (9K)
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Tags: scientific experimentation, body trauma (in passing), hurt/comfort, suicide mentions, minor mentions of bodily harm, makeout sesh, heavy petting, fingering, nudity (duh), oral (fem! Receiving ), dry humping.
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Pain had been constant in your life, and you had developed a delayed reaction to it, especially when RDA doctors were replacing your IV. Sure, being turned into a scientist's lab-rat hurt worse than any pain you had ever experienced, and it may have been the first horrible thing to happen to you on Pandora, but life had already been using you as a punching bag long before you set out amongst the stars. You had joined the army at 17 just to get away from your family, hoping that whatever was in front of you was better then what was behind you. Blindly optimistic.
The RDA had brought you to Pandora not long after because they needed more demolitionists but as soon as you were boots down, scientists had “randomly selected” you to be theirs. You were still in your early twenties when they took you from the army and the 6 years it took to get to Pandora put you a short distance away from 30 but your body was still early twenties, perfect age for them you guess. And no major health issues only sweetened the deal. They carted you away to some hidden base deep in the plains.
They had been working on creating different ways for humans to breathe and exist easier on Pandora and after some random kid was found breathing Pandora’s air, they brought him to a different base then you were being held. Originally, they had been trying to get your body used to the local plants, forcing you to try eating ones they knew humans couldn’t handle after they injected you with serums to test if they worked. Then it turned into trying to pump na’vi blood through your veins to see how your body reacts.
It got worse after the kid escaped. Whatever scans and data they had collected from him, solved some of the problems they had been having with their top secret project. It seemed that their goal was always to try and create a “vaccine” for humans to get when they arrived at Pandora that would turn them into a human/ na’vi hybrid, and now they thought they had cracked it.
You had been under their control for almost three years; you had lost all of yourself. You could barely remember your name, having been referred to as an ID asset number for so long, you were a shell. Rising when they told you to rise, letting them inject you over and over again, bruises all over your arms and legs from their frequent pestering. They kept you in a small, empty space when they didn’t have you doing medical tests. Fully white, a small thin mattress on the floor in a corner but otherwise completely bare. You had given up hope of someone freeing you, now you only hoped they would miscalculate one of their many injection combinations and kill you.
You had been having sharp pain at the bottom of your spine and on the back of your head for weeks now, the doctors and scientists that came to check up on you just gave you sedatives to keep you quiet while they did their work. They would take more samples of your blood and gave you several scans to understand what was happening to your body but gave you no answers. You swear that there is a tail growing out of your lower spine and one night, when you ran your hands through your hair, you felt a small appendage growing from your head. When you touched it, you noticed it was extremely sensitive and caused a shiver to run down your spine. You were repulsed. Those disgustingly cruel scientists had actually figured out how to turn you into more of an abomination. As if your body wasn’t mutilated enough from their unending experiments. Places on your skin that had been scarred and twisted from plants burning your skin, deep scars on your wrists, ankles, and throat from their bindings and shock collar. Whatever sense of self you had been holding onto slipped away from you as you cried. You laid down and prayed for death.
Day and night were nonexistent to you as you just slept when you could. You had just woken up from a long nap, your pinkish tail wrapped around your hip as you stared at the wall, across from your bed.
‘Another day of being alive. Great.’
You tried to remember how long it had been since they came to collect vials of your blood to monitor you when the light in your room turned red. You stare up at the red light in utter confusion. They had never changed their color before, what fresh hell were they planning now? You heard an alarm being muffled through your door and anxiety seized your stomach tight.
‘What is happening? Is the building going to collapse? They wouldn’t leave me here, would they? Oh God what if they do leave me? What if I die in here because they leave me?’
You sat up in panic, breathing hard and stared at the door waiting for something to burst through and attack you. You pushed yourself up your bed until you back hit the corner of the room, you pulled you legs up tight to your chest.
The panic in your head had smothered your sense of time but after a while you heard gun shots ringing in the hallway.
‘Is the base getting attacked? What if they kill me? What if they don’t know I’m here and I get stuck in this damn room?’ Every question that popped into your brain felt like a punch in the gut as well. The fear was crawling all over your it would drag you down into the depths and drown you. There was no way you were getting out of this alive. ‘Of course this is how I go out. I should’ve known.’
You had no idea that tears were running down your cheeks and neck, your legs were shaking and twitching, the anticipation and rising increase in gunfire were wrecking your nervous system. You distantly felt your tail curl around your ankles, the little tuft of hair on the tip shaking against you.
The sounds of shouting joined gunfire, and your worst fear was in progress as you heard it getting closer and closer to your room. You heard a loud thump and assumed it was a body hitting the wall. There was only a few more seconds of gunfire before it went completely silent. You held your breath in a vain attempt to remain unknown to whoever was outside the door. There was a voice, faint through the walls, of someone with a higher voice, then a male's deep voice in return. Your eyes hadn’t left the door, so when it started to crack open you noticed immediately. Your breathing hurt as you forced it quickly through your chest, but when you saw a blue four fingered hand wrap around the edge of the door you paused in confusion.
‘A- a na’vi is breaking into the base? Oh my God they’re going to kill me for being whatever I am.’ Your brain supplies flashes of all the brutal things they could do to you; you had heard about the na’vi that paint themselves in red and black paint and assumed the worst.
When the door opened wider and a male na’vi head popped inside you let out a shriek without meaning too. His sharp eyes scanned the room, and you began to cry harder, pleas on the tip of your tongue but you couldn’t speak past the fear. When he saw that it really was just a small blank room his eyes fell on you again, this time looking at you with curiosity and vague repulsion. It took a moment for his eyes to land on your scars, and they then softened in understanding. You noticed the gun in his hand and your eyes bulged; your words were suddenly set free.
“Please don’t kill me, I- I- I swear I’m not- please I don’t want to die here,” your sobs broke the man’s heart, and he quickly set down his gun, holding his hands up in surrender to show he meant you no harm.
“It’s alright. I am not here to hurt you little human. I will not harm you.” He crouched low and kept his voice soft, he could see many of your scars and you could tell he was trying not to look at your tail, still wrapped around yourself. “Did they keep you locked up here? Did the RDA hurt you?” His voice was gentle but there was still an edge in his voice, trying to assess the situation so he could figure out how to move forward, always a problem solver.
Watching him speak to you gently as he approached allowed you to slowly feel a sliver of fear fade away but your voice was too thick to reply so you just nod yes. Your body is still vibrating and the na’vi can seen how tightly you grip you knees to your chest, so he pauses over an arms reach away and thinks.
“I am So’lek. I came here to shut down the manufacturing machines they have here. I am not going to harm you but if they are hurting you, I can take you to some very nice humans that can help you. Do you want to come with me?” So’lek’s voice is soothing and despite the three years of torture telling you that you aren’t worth saving, you trust him. When he extends a hand to you while he is crouched at the foot of your mattress you grab it, hesitantly. His deep gold eyes lock on to yours and the warmth from his hand shoots straight to your broken, mutilated heart.
“I have an ikran outside, do you know what an ikran is?” You stare at him blankly as residual tears slid down your cheeks. He waits for a response, and you shake your head no, your tongue felt like lead in your mouth. “It is a big flying animal; she will not harm you either and it won't take us long to get where we need.” His eyes stare at your face trying to find any sign of understanding.
“I have a friend outside,” He turns his head and you snatch your hand from his quickly, pulling it to your chest as your eyes widen again. His head snaps back to you, drops to look at his empty hand and then lifting his gaze back to meet your eyes again. You start shaking your head no, and for a moment you’re scared he’ll grab you and drag you from the room while you scream. “Little one, I will not hurt you. My friend is not going to hurt you either. She is just going to watch our backs as we leave the base. I promise no harm will come to you.” So’lek extends his hand to you again, his yellow eyes watched you steadily.
This time when you take his hand hesitantly, he gently pulls you up until you’re standing in-front of him. Your head barely reaches his waist, and his large hand consumes yours as he pulls you behind him. Leaving your cell for the last time, hope starting to bloom between the cracks in your heart.
Being in the RDA resistance base tucked away into a large spire in some forest had been hard for you. When So’lek brought you to the base you wouldn’t let him leave your side. The doctor had gotten frustrated quickly because you would pull away when he reached out to you, trying to hide behind So’lek instead. His white lab coat was similar to the ones the RDA scientists wear and all you could see every horrible thing they ever did to you. When the doctor started raising his voice towards you, your body trembled, waiting for rough hands to start pulling. You had both hands gripping the back of So’lek’s vest to try, in vain, to keep his body between yourself and the doctor. The doctor snapped and shouted at you to stop acting like a child and that’s when So’lek broke his silence. He shouted right back at the doctor telling him that he was not being helpful and that he should be shamed for yelling at you, clearly traumatized and struggling to cope. It was the first time the humans had ever heard So’lek yell, and all eyes were on you two.
He scooped you off the med-bay bed without warning and stormed out. While he was holding you, he looked down and saw you trying to tug at the collar around your neck, clearly uncomfortable with how it pressed into your throat. So’lek looked around the base quickly trying to figure out what the best move would be. He didn’t want you to be overwhelmed or uncomfortable, but you clearly need help. ‘One problem at a time, let’s get this collar off her first.’
His body made its way towards the tech area, but when he saw Teylan there he paused. You hadn’t been as distressed around na’vi as you were with humans, but he remembered how you reacted to Tamtey outside your room. You couldn’t look her in the eyes, and you hadn’t let her touch you. He shook his head and cursed softly under his breath. He hopped that you would stay calm enough to let Teylan get the collar off you, but he mentally prepared for you to panic again.
“Teylan,” So’lek made sure to wait until he was close enough to Teylan without having to yell but still far enough away that you had time to adjust. “I am in need of your help.”
Teylan’s head shot up, a smile on his face until he looked at you curled up in So’lek’s arms. His pale-yellow eyes roved over your body trying to understand what So’lek needed and when he set his tools down to come walk over, So’lek held a hand up. “Just a moment Teylan,” So’lek looked down at you waiting until your eyes met his, “This is Teylan. He is very skilled with human technologies, and I think he can get the collar off of you. He would not hurt you in the slightest, this I can promise. Will you let him help you?” His tone was always so gentle with you, searching your eyes for any trepidation. You risked a glance at Teylan, taking in his soft features. You saw all the different tools on his vest, the weathered TAP hat he wore on his head, his hands that were interlocked and he was looking down at them as if trying not to stare and make you uncomfortable. He knew how it felt to have eyes staring at the oddity in the room.
You nodded your head; you got the same sense from Teylan that you did with So’lek. This guy wouldn’t hurt you. So’lek set you down and his arms felt the phantom pressure of you. He crossed his arms in hopes the feeling would go away. Teylan moved a pile of junk off the desktop next to a bunch of computers and patted the spot; for you to sit on.
As you sat on the desk your feet were dangling off the floor and your head up to chest level. Teylan turned to look for some wire cutters and needle point pliers asking So’lek if it was an electric collar. You watched his back, he was wearing a vest and a belt with so many pouches and tools, you recognized few of them. When he turned back around you were so enamored with looking at all the stuff he was carrying, you didn’t hear him asking you a question. He looked at So’lek who shrugged his shoulders, he didn’t know why you were staring so hard at his chest either. Teylan waved one hand in front of your face, and you pulled back, cheeks blooming red.
He gave you a crooked smile, tilting his head to the side asking, “Are you okay if I move your hair? I’m going to examine yo- the um collar, is it okay if I am touching your neck?” Teylan’s voice was quiet and he waited for you to nod before reaching for your hair.
You tried to keep calm as his blue arms came towards you, bracing for him to grab you like a doll, positioning you however he needed, but his hands were soft and slow in movement. Flipping your hair behind your shoulders, his fingers were dancing lightly along your throat, pulling gently at the edges to see how deep it was cutting into you and looking for the electric pads. His face came in close to yours and you couldn’t help but trace his stripes with your eyes. Drinking in every detail on his skin, the bioluminescent dots he had barely shinning but they stunned you, nonetheless. His breath was warm as it fanned along your face with every exhale and you were stalk still. You tried to push away panic and focus on admiring him; this man wouldn’t hurt you but him fiddling with the collar reminded you of when the RDA scientists put it on you.
When he tried to pull one of the edges near a shock pad it didn’t budge and he stopped when you flinched slightly. He turned to So’lek, his assessment made. “So’lek, I need to cut the power source and that should relax the pads and allow me to slide them off her skin and cut it off her neck, but I need your help. The pack is on the left side of her throat, and I don’t want too accidentally get her skin.” So’lek walked over and you had one of them on each side of you, creating a barrier between you and the rest of the base. It helped ease your mind and your shoulders slumped forward. You were safe right here and soon this horrid collar will be off.
“What do you need me to do Teylan?” So’lek took a peek at your neck, he could see raw skin underneath.
Teylan reached out gently, grabbing your jaw with one hand and the other supporting the back of your neck as he pushed your jaw up and to the right slowly, “Just hold her head at this angle, make sure you support her head, I’m going to need this angle until I can cut power and slide the pads off.” Teylan moved his warm hands away and you held the angle while So’lek’s hands took his place.
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw the bigger wire cutters Teylan had grabbed and squeezed your eyes shut. You tried to ignore the painful tugs, but tears welled under your shut eyelids and your body started to shake. One loud snap made you flinch into So’lek’s hands.
“I’m so sorry, I know this hurts,” Teylan paused, “I just need to cut one more wire,” his tongue was between his teeth. One more sharp snap and you felt Teylan put the wire cutters down on the desk by your leg. When you opened your eyes your gaze locks with Teylan and the tears roll down your cheeks.
“I’m sorry, do you want to take a moment before I cut the collar off?” Teylan’s voice is sympathetic and So’lek removes his hands from your face. Your eyes dart to the floor as your hands rush up to wipe your tears. You shake your head no, but you don’t lift your eyes from the floor.
“Is something the matter little one? Is it the pain?” So’lek keeps his voice as low as before, he could see you were still shaking but didn’t want to upset you more. You shake your head, no, again and close your eyes as you tilt your head into the position Teylan needed.
Teylan reached out kindly guiding your head back into its natural position, “It’s okay, you don’t have to tilt your head I can just bend down lower. Try to relax, I’ll try to be as quick as possible.” His hand left your head, and you felt his fingers pulling the collar up by the edges. The sides of the scissors he is using are cold against your skin and you try not to jerk away.
When you feel the final piece of the collar snap your eyes shoot open and stare at Teylan.
“Are you okay? Did I cut you?” His right hand went under your jaw gently tilting it up while his left fingers moved the collar to see if there was any blood. You shake your head no once and grab his wrist that’s moving the collar.
“Please,” your hoarse voice is a whisper and Teylan’s eyes go wide, “please take it off.” Your chin wobbles and your hand falls limply in your lap.
A gentle sigh when you feel air on your neck slips through the first smile you’ve had in years.
It’s been three weeks since So’lek brought you here and you were still extremely skittish around the humans. You spent most of your time in a small corner of Teylan’s room you had laid your claim on. After he got your collar off, Teylan was able to tend to the wounds you had with So’lek’s guidance, since you seemed comfortable with him.
When they offered to find you a space away from everyone you had refused, you didn’t want to be alone. Teylan had offered to let you stay with him since he knew So’lek spent his time in the village and So’lek didn’t want to move you into a na’vi camp that wouldn’t be as understanding to your…condition. They had found a hammock and some clothing, so you weren’t in rags anymore.
Over the weeks you had rarely left Teylan’s side, like his shadow. The humans tried not to stare but your tail was hard to miss. He had showed you how to braid your hair protectively around your kuru and you kept it tucked in your shirt so others wouldn’t see it. When he worked on his projects you would sit near him and just watch him work. At first, he felt awkward having your eyes on him while he worked so he would narrate what he was doing just to fill the silence and ease his nerves. You liked watching him work, his intelligence was apparent and it was relaxing to have his chatter in your ear. You secretly enjoyed watching his nimble fingers do the most delicate work. He would get excited when you asked him questions in your quiet whisper. He noticed that you didn’t talk around anyone but himself and So’lek and it secretly made his heart soar. He felt special to have your trust.
You had been struggling to adapt to life there and tried not to let Teylan know. You hardly slept, sometimes feeling sharp anxiety in your stomach preventing you from falling asleep most nights. You were paranoid that the RDA would steal you back while Teylan slept next to you. Any time you closed your eyes you would see endless hands reaching out, pulling you back into your all-white cell. Your eyes would fly open, your breathing hard and spring out of your suffocating hammock that felt too constraining. Teylan would wake up from the commotion and hold your hands until you could breathe easier. He would whisper reassurances and try to distract you with plans for what he was working on. Anything to bring you back to reality, where he would keep you safe. When you would crawl back into your hammock he would go back to sleep facing towards you, in case you needed him again.
Tonight was following the same pattern it had for days now. Teylan would grab dinner from the kitchen while you venture out and find a small alcove for you two to sit at. The humans that lived there had learned to keep their distance from you after multiple failed attempts of trying to talk to you, but you watched them as they passed by with mild interest. You always felt on edge when you were in the common spaces with so many people, and you bounced your knee as you waited for Teylan to return.
Your eyes found Priya and Anqa sitting close together across the room from your spot. They were reclined on two multi-colored beanbags, their heads rested on their palms. Priya was speaking animatedly but it was Anqa’s hand that caught your attention. Her free hand was slowing rubbing up and down Priya’s side, pausing to squeeze the pink haired girl's hips with every pass. Their faces were close together and from across the room you could see Anqa watching Priya’s lips as she spoke.
You couldn’t look away as Anqa moved her hand to Priya’s cheek and pulled her in for a kiss mid-sentence. You could feel your whole-body flush with heat, and you were sure your cheeks were red but still, you couldn’t stop looking. It had been years since you felt wanted or even wanted someone like that. You forgot you could feel that desire again. Figured it had been destroyed like everything else by the RDA. When Priya tilted her head and the kiss got more passionate you felt feverish, your whole body felt a bit tingly and you put your head in your hands.
‘Don’t stare like some creep!’ you shouted mentally.
“Are you okay?” Teylan’s hand on your knee was cold and you jerked your head up, almost hitting his chin in the process. “Do you feel okay? Your face is really red right now.” He had set the two bowls down on the table in between the chairs you had picked and crouched down to put a hand on your cheek. He looked over your body to see if you were clutching a spot in pain, but your hands were limp in your lap.
You shook your head no, “I’m fine, sorry. Just got uh, hot for a second. It’s fine.” You mumbled not meeting his eyes. He scrunched his brow and moved his hand from your knee up to your face, cradling you in his hands.
“You do feel warm. Do you want to go change into something different?” He was always so sweet to you, you couldn’t help melting into his hands a bit.
‘I wonder what his hands would feel like on my body.’ A small voice in the back of your mind piped up. You immediately thought about what your body looked like and shivered, ‘I don’t think he would want to touch this.’ You shake your head no and pull away from his hands, turning towards the food. He watched you grab a plate of food before he rose to sit in the other chair.
“So, Alex just told me there is supposed to be a bad storm tonight, the clouds have been rolling in all day. He thinks it’ll last all night and well into tomorrow morning, I wanted to let you know.” You just nod, your brain is still thinking about the kiss you saw, and you can't bear to meet Teylan’s eyes. This would be the first storm since being freed, he figured you would be excited. He had had a lot of fun watching you rediscover things, like when he got some chocolate from Jin. That was his favorite so far.
You shoveled your food down quickly wanting to leave the common room before you gave into temptation and looked over at Priya and Anqa. You prayed that Teylan wouldn’t ask you about it again until you were both in your room. You two ate dinner quietly, your head was still replaying what you had seen, so you didn’t notice that Teylan was watching you while you ate.
He had noticed that your appetite was getting better, and you spoke to him more often then when you first got here, but you were behaving oddly tonight. Your face was still pink and your eyes didn’t leave your plate as you ate. He would’ve been concerned you were going to choke with how fast you were eating but he was more concerned with why. He decided that something had to have happened when he was gone but talking about it in the common area clearly wasn’t going to happen.
‘I’ll ask when we go back to our room.’
As soon as you scooped the rest of your food into your mouth you turned to see if Teylan was finished. You were surprised to find his eyes on you already, his food hardly touched.
You rubbed your face with the long sleeve of your shirt, “Do I have something on my face?” You asked him.
His eyes widened slightly before he turned away looking out across the room. “N-no, I just…Are you ready to go back to the room?” When his face turned back towards you he smiled your favorite lopsided smile and you felt the same heat from watching Priya rush up your body again and you hoped your face wasn’t more red. You wanted to kiss him badly in that moment, just to feel his lips on yours, maybe his hand would squeeze your hip like Anqa had, but you just nodded your head.
“If you want to stay and eat I can just go back alone?” You felt bad for eating so quickly but you had to get away from everyone and get your mind out of the gutter. Having Teylan near you would make you more flustered, you were picturing his blue skin on yours and you couldn’t look him in the eyes.
His brow scrunched together in confusion, “Yeah, yeah that’s fine I’ll meet you in there.” He tried to smile but he felt more worried by your response. What had he missed?
Did something happen while he was getting food? He hadn’t notice anyone stopping to talk to you, and your face had been buried in in your hands when he walked up.
As you walked away he watched you until you turned the corner hoping to see some small sign about what’s going through your head. Your tail hung low, like usual as your hips swayed. You had told him one night you didn’t enjoy the way it felt when you walked, it made you uneasy when you noticed it moving without any thought. But your head was hung low and he thought you had your hands balled up on your face as you walked. Were you crying? He grabbed both plates, his half full, and dumped them in the kitchen.
When you made it back to your room you immediately plopped yourself down by Teylan’s mattress, leaning your back on the short metal frame he had used repurposed metal to make. You pulled your knees up to your chest, resting your cheek on the top of your knee. Since you were in the safety of your shared room, away from prying eyes knowing that Teylan wouldn’t be back for a bit you let your mind wander back to the kiss. Without realizing you raised your hand to your lips, tracing the curve of them with a finger tip, wishing you could act on your racing thoughts. Blinded by your own self-consciousness and conflicting desire you didn’t notice he walked in. He saw you curled up in-front of his bed facing the opposite wall, zoned out, and was overcome with the urge to hold you tight and shield you from everything while you spilled the worries he was sure were spinning in your head.
Over the past two weeks he had become fiercely protective over you, he always wanted to touch you, hold your hands, take care of you in all the little ways he could. He had never had the opportunity to be someone’s rock, tethering them to Pandora. He had admired your beauty when he thought you wouldn’t notice, just like he did now, despite his worry.
There was an early day of you being there that you had worn an old TAP shirt of his around the room. While your few shirts and pants were drying after you washed them and you hadn’t been wearing pants since he wasn’t there. He walked in and almost dropped the surprise mug of tea he had made you after wrapping up some tinkering. His eyes couldn’t leave your legs. There were a few scars mottled on your body but it didn’t take his attention away from the curve of your legs, and the silhouette of your hips. Like usual you hadn’t noticed him come in, so you were still hanging your clothes. As you leaned up to place the wooden pins So’lek had lent to you along the makeshift clothesline you hung up, the shirt rose with you. He had all the time in the world to drink in the sight of your ass slipping under the hem of the shirt. His mouth had fallen open and his eyes glazed over. You sinking down off the tips of your toes drew him out of his daze and by the time you turned towards him he had cleared his throat and slotted that image away for later.
In this moment, seeing you curled up in front of his bed, his feet moved without prompt, sitting down to your right, his strong legs pressed to yours. You turned your face as he sat, and he wrapped his arm around your shoulder. Having him so close to you, having his heat bleed into you fueled the desire you had been building since you saw the kiss. He pulled you close, searching your face and finding flushed cheeks and a look in your eye he hadn’t seen before.
“Are you doing okay? You-“ He started.
“I saw Priya.” You jumped in quickly. If you were going to tell him you couldn’t lose your nerve, “Anqa pulled her in for a kiss while they were talking and I…I guess I just,” you sigh, bringing your hands up to your face to cover your eyes, “I didn’t think I could still feel like this.” Your voice was a faint whisper as if you were scared how he would respond.
Teylan doesn’t expect the warmth that floods his chest as you explain your odd behavior at dinner, his mind replaying everything and a smile stretched across his face. That’s why you were so red? He held back a laugh, he found it endearing that seeing one kiss had flustered you this much, but he understood. Your rediscovery of things often went like this. Random small things you saw that brought back you, the you before the RDA, before Pandora.
“And, now how are you feeling?” He asked, his voice was lower and his eyes darted down your body. With his arm over you and the height difference between you, you were almost in his lap, curled in towards him when you had turned to look at him. His right hand came up to gently hold your wrist. Not pulling, just letting you feel his hold on you, a silent request to lower your hands.
You paused to steel your resolve and in the back of your mind his voice ignited something in you. You lowered your hands but stared at his throat, “Now, I just keep thinking about how long its been since I wanted to be kissed like that. If… if it’ll still feel the same after, everything.” You look away from him, chickening out.
You feel the tension but you’re too scared to ruin the only space you feel safe in. The world you had in this room was all you had, what if this would end it?
“I can help, if-,” His voice cracks, “If you want.” Teylan’s heart starts hammering, but the heat he feels coming off of you coupled with the face you gave him earlier pushed him past it. You snap your eyes back to his as you process what he just said. Your eyes dart to his lips, and you feel panic start to bubble in your chest. If you’re going to do this you have to swallow it. Instead of trying to speak past the knot in your throat you place a hand on his chest as you lean up towards him. You feel his hand wrapped around your shoulders pulling you gently towards him. As your eyelids flutter closed you bump your forehead on his hat brim, taking you both for surprise.
He quickly pulls it off his head but you had a wide grin and the giggle you let out makes him pause.
“You’re beautiful.” He didn’t realize he said it out loud until your wide eyes are locked with his. He leans in, unable to wait a moment longer to kiss you.
Your eyes flutter close again and you melt completely. His lips are soft and his hands wrap around you, pulling you close to his chest again. You tilt your head, deepening the kiss and moan when his hand drops to your waist. The moan spurs him on, and you feel his mouth open slightly in the kiss, you slide your tongue briefly on his bottom lip to get a taste of him. Your hand moves from his chest up to his neck, and you revel in the warmth of him, his skin smooth under your fingers. A fire raced through your body as he met your tongue with his, he tasted sweet and another moan escaped your lips.
Like riding a bike, all your old tricks popped in your head. You nipped at his bottom lip and when he moaned softly into your mouth it vibrated down to your core. He pulled back slightly to catch his breath and you smiled at each other shyly. Your thumb was rubbing along his jaw as he stared into your eyes full of fire. His hand squeezed your waist and you rushed to kiss him. You brought your hand down to his vest searching for the clasp to release it, you wanted to feel more of him.
He felt you fumble around and smiled into the kiss before he gives your waist one more squeeze. “Need some help?” He sounded smug and he had a cocky smile as he moved to take off his tool vest.
You bit your lip as he slid it off, “I want to see all of you Teylan, if you’ll let me.” You made a show of dropping your voice and your gaze as you spoke and rejoiced internally to see how much it affected Teylan. His cheeks went pink and the cockiness it held stuttered. His hand clicked the few clasps and you gave him some room to take it off.
As he threw his vest towards the head of the bed you ran a flat palm down his chest to his abdomen that was firm and shivered under your touch. When you got to the bottom of his tank top you fiddled with the hem, wanting to slide your hands along his skin.
“Is this okay?” You paused to ask him, this time looking him in the eyes. He nodded his head leaning down to kiss you, but this time it was soft and sweet. Your hand slipped under his shirt and his skin felt like warm silk, covering corded na’vi muscle. You opened your mouth sliding your tongue along the seam of his lips and he opened his mouth instantly. One of his hands came up to cup your cheek as you tilted your head, the other wrapped around your waist just to pull you close to him. Your nails scratched his chest while your tongue was twisting with his. You could tell when you squeezed your thighs together that you were soaked and just the thought of his hands on your cunt made you moan into him.
“Can- do you, want to, sit in my lap?” He asked you in between kisses. You pulled your hand from the inside of his shirt and nodded your head as you stretched out your legs.
“But you have to take off your shirt.” You smiled as you said it and he pulled away with a smug smile.
“Deal.” He pulled away from you fully, whipping off his shirt to toss next to his vest. He didn’t give you time to move as he wrapped his right arm around your waist and his left around your outer leg to swing you into his lap. You legs widened so you were straddling him but you laughed as he grabbed you. He noticed that your tail was slowly flicking behind you and grinned hard, deciding to just admire it quietly.
You were starstruck by his chest as you settled in his lap. His stripes led to the center of his abdomen that was a slightly lighter blue and you traced the trail of his bioluminescent dots with your hand.
“You’re beautiful.” You said mirroring him. You leaned down to kiss him as your hands continued to explore his chest. His hands had settled on your hips and he would give them a squeeze intermittently, he gave a small chuckle not breaking the kiss at the comment.
He tugged at the base of your shirt with one hand and you wordlessly moved one hand to his wrist to slide it under your top until his hand was cupping one of your breast over your bra. His big hand felt amazing and your dragged your hips slowly against his on instinct, feeling his hard cock through your clothing. You both moaned and his thumb flicked your hard nipple trying to get you to buck your hips again.
After just a few flicks you were almost panting into his mouth, whiny moans falling from your lips and you hips drew a staggered path over him. Your hand left his wrist, he didn’t need the assistance as he toyed with you, and you brought it to the base of his skull. The other traced a path back up his chest to grab onto his firm shoulder so you had more stability as your ground yourself up and down the shape of his throbbing cock. The next time his tongue slipped into your mouth you wrapped your lips around it gently and sucked. His hands squeezed your hip and your tit as he let out a filthy, loud moan at the sensation. His hips bucked hard into you. Your, formerly thought lost, confidence kicked in and you went wild.
You tried to keep your lips on his as you pulled your body back a bit, crossing your arms to pull off your top. His hands had fallen to your hips to give you room but went up to your chest instantly to run his thumbs over your erect nipples, visible through the thin fabric of your bra. You go to pull that off next, much to Teylan’s pleasure. You tossed your clothing in the general area of your hammock not really caring where they ended up.
He stared at your chest reverently, practically drooling at the thought of biting your soft flesh. You smiled wide at his expression, “Whatever you’re thinking, yes.”
The loudest crash of thunder roared through the cave system and an involuntary scream came out of you as you jolted in Teylan’s arms, your tail going straight in fright. He was shocked by the thunder but mostly by your scream. He couldn’t help the laugh that came out of him, your scared face was too good and you blushed as you tapped his arm in fake anger.
“Hey! I told you there would be storms tonight,” His hands had grabbed yours and your fingers interlocked, your tail had resumed its sway, “besides,” He sat up and brought his face close to yours, “I’ll keep you company during the storm.”
Teylan kissed your cheek and you pulled your hands out of his to drape them around his neck, pressing your chest to his. The heat coming off his body brought a soft hiss to your mouth. He started to kiss down to your jaw, his mouth opening as he got to your throat. You felt his tongue lick your skin before his lips and teeth wrapped around your throat and let out a breathy moan. Any fright you had from the thunder bled away to fire you felt for Teylan. One of his arms rose to cup the back of your head while the other cupped your tit, his thumb finding your hard nipple instantly. Without his lips on yours, the breathy whines that tumbled from you were filling the room. Each moan made his dick twitch under you causing your hips to start rolling.
Teylan was leaving dark marks on your neck down to your heaving chest and you hoped he would leave one on your tits when another roll of thunder crashed through the cave. In his desperation to keep you rooted in the moment and not get scared by the noise he used his hand on your breast to push you back, resting your weight onto his hand holding the back of your head, and he bit the plushest part of your tit, licking and sucking gently.
You cursed in surprise and shifted your ass along him. Your right arm pulls off his neck to slide under the waist band of your pants, you need to give your clit some attention to ease the pressure you felt throbbing through you after that bite. Your other hand moved to the base of Teylan’s skull similar to how he was holding you but pulling the hair at the base of his skull lightly.
After his first bite he had used only his plush lips and searing tongue, tasting your skin before he moved to your nipple. He moaned when you pulled his hair and his tongue flicked out to your bud. He wrapped his mouth around the hard pearl as your back arched, pushing your chest into his mouth.
Your fingers reached your swollen clit and were instantly soaked causing you to moan even louder. Teylan felt your hand brush his stomach and he pulled away to see what you were doing. He saw the hand you had down your pants and he just watched. Your hips were still writhing on his as you were resting completely on his arm, bare chest covered in bright red bruises, your fingers were rubbing harder circles on your clit. When Teylan locked his eyes on your hands hidden under your sweats you pulled your hand out and moved to stand.
Teylan whined when you leaned up, “ What are you doing?”
You gave him a quick kiss before pulling yourself up on your feet, he started to try to stand from the awkward angle between your legs but you stopped him.
“I’m taking off my pants,” you had a smile and almost laughed as he immediately settled back down. He crossed his legs and placed his hands in his lap while he waited, “that means you should take yours off, Teylan.” You let the soft laugh bubble up your throat.
His hands sprang from his lap to untie the knot on the back of his loincloth and you shimmied out of your sweats, pulling your underwear down with it. Teylan was done faster so he had his hands on your ass right as you stood back up from tugging the rest of your clothes off. He pulled you close, his mouth moving to your stomach as your hands braced yourself on his broad shoulders.
Your legs were already spread open and one of his hands moves down to your thigh, his fingers almost brushed your soaked cunt. Your breath hitches as his mouth leaves sloppy kisses along your skin, you’re ready to feel his fingers give your aching pussy any amount of attention, but your eyes drift down to his cock. It’s rock hard and a beautiful lavender at the tip, it’s the biggest cock you’ve ever seen.
“Teylan,” you whine, and his eyes flick up to meet your half lidded gaze while his mouth continues, “I need you, please.”
He places one more kiss, his hand squeezing your thigh, inching closer to you. He decides in his head that your thick thighs are his favorite part of your body, so far.
“What do you need?” He sounds so smug and he smiles when you impatiently wiggle your hips, again noticing your tail, now slashing behind you.
One hand lifts to cup the back of his head as you lean down quickly speaking with your lips almost pressed to his, ready to call his bluff. You notice his cock twitches at the closeness.
“I need you to help me cum, Teylan.” You crush your lips to his as he is caught off guard at your blunt words. You used it to your advantage and slipped your tongue in his mouth, reaching to pull the hair on the base of his head again. He turns into a moaning mess and the hand he had squeezing your thigh goes to your cunt, finally feeling how wet he’s made you. Your hips lower to try and get his exploring fingers to your throbbing clit, pulling you lips to his cheek. Kissing down to his jaw, he moans right in your ear.
“Can I taste you? I wanna feel you on my tongue.” His whisper in your ear is low and you feel a line of fire go straight to your already twitching cunt. You nodded your head ecstatically, practically begging, “Lie back on the bed.” He says and you move your leg over his. Teylan rose as you laid horizontally across his bed, he placed his hands on either side of your shoulders leaning down to kiss you messily. Your legs had sprang open when he leaned over you, his dick bobbing low enough to tap your stomach lightly. When he stood up he had a full view of your pink, glistening pussy. His hands moved back to your full thighs massaging you as he gaped at you spread out on his bed, he felt saliva pooling in his mouth already.
You tried to slide a hand down to your clit to get some friction while he was distracted staring at you, but his hand beat you to the punch. His right thumb slid down your slit, collecting the slick as he knelt down. Your lip was between your teeth as you watched him adore your body, scars and all. He placed a few quick kisses to your thighs, breath fanning your soaked cunt as he gave the same attention to your other thigh.
Teylan uses the tip of his tongue to flick your clit and his pupils dilate as your taste explodes in his mouth. You had let out a thin moan, and it was followed by a louder one when Teylan’s flat tongue licks a stripe up you. He laps at your clit and your hips begin to rut against him. Your hand flies to the top of his hair tugging gently. The fire he started in you built in your stomach, Teylan’s mouth wraps around your clit, sucking and licking.
One of his fingers gently rubs at your entrance as he moans into your cunt. You’re getting close but you cant focus on finding the words while his fingers taunt you.
Another loud rolling call of thunder doesn’t elicit a response from you as Teylan’s mouth pleasures you.
He slides his finger inside you and moans on your clit, you’re wrapped tight around his finger, so warm and wet around him. He pulls his mouth off you, a needy whine following him as he stares at his finger thrusting into you. Your pussy juice is already collecting on his knuckles and he brings his other hand to your cunt to rub slow circles around your clit. You are trying to move your hips to match his pace, keeping him as deep as you can. He pulls it out till just the tip in in as he drags his finger down a bit and sticks his tongue deep inside you. The hand you have on his head pulls his hair as you press your hips into his mouth.
“Yes!” you shout when he pushes two fingers into you, scissoring them apart stretching your gummy walls. “Just like that Teylan, yes, please don’t stop. I wanna-“ you cut yourself off with a crooning cry as he curls his fingers towards a soft spot. Your legs spasm, closing in on his head trying to keep his close.
You’re back to babbling as his free hand pushes your thighs apart as he speeds his pumping fingers, keeping the wicked curl. You are so close to your orgasm and your chest is heaving. His tongue is alternating between licking circles on your clit and sucking on it not slowing his hands for a second and your orgasm shatters through you.
A cry comes out of your as your legs snap together trapping Teylan’s hand and your back arches off the bed. He slows helping your ride out your high, kissing your knee while he smiles. You looked so blissed out as you slump on his bed, he can feel you get tighter after your orgasm, wishing it was his cock getting squeezed tight by your twitching cunt. Your eyes drift closed in your after glow, feeling his two finger slide out of you.
Teylan presses chaste kisses going up your body as he rises from his knees. His arms come down around your body and his kisses your check to make sure you hadn’t fallen asleep. Your eyes crack open and meet his gaze, a lazy smile spreads across your lips, and his smile matches.
“I think your hands might be magic Teylan.” Your words are almost slurred.
He lets out a soft chuckle, low thunder crackling, not disturbing either of you.
