“To genuinely be loved.”
This is a hard concept to fully embrace… i always love a deep yearning romance thing
Because… let’s face it…. In reality.. you are only loved by what can be taken, used and abused.
I always wonder about these transformers x human stories regardless of sweet and cute fluff to hot and spicy.. i am more leaning towards the sweet and cute fluff stories.. but to each their own.
From this person’s blog of a human with a bristling EM fields and having a somewhat calm relaxed exterior baffles transformers a lot made me curious.
I myself am afraid to fall in love… afraid i be trapped within only seeing through rose tinted glasses that i failed to see the red flags or their truest of colors…. Fear of failing so much that i loose myself and forgot what i once was.
I never had a relationship that caused for such trauma like most of folks had… and it simply gave me the conclusion that there is no hope to find someone who truly would want or love me… flaws and all…. Cause i don’t see anything of value of myself to give forth.
I can relate to y/n in that blog for having a calm demeanor and bristle from within… cause of the fear of being hurt… burnt or anything else in between…. Could be from experience of other past relationships… some more toxic than others…. And that fear never left or it sticks with y/n cause transformers are freaking scary and intimidating!!
It is scary to build the first meeting… to create a bond… even more so to learn that you, yourself develop feelings only to brutally know that deep down that most times… it’s all a hoax.
Kinda like your crush never knowing that u existed or never knowing of your feelings… that type of way… but you remain cordial cause of not wanting to sour the friendship that was already there.
I’ve seen wonderful yearning stories of Opt x human reader… and how much time each word carried just to show weight of how much y/n is for him… despite him knowing that everything about y/n is temporarily due to how ugly short y/n’s lifespan is.
And most of these stories i WISH!! I wish!! That they just make y/n character have this shocked/staring look on their face and their eyes just melt into tears.
Like what do you mean i mattered THAT much!?
That sorta look stuck on y/n’s face as they internally struggle to understand that… to understand that they don’t have to bristle so much and they’re just frozen finally getting the whole ass hint that someone finally genuinely loves them… and showed forth of it
Just i love stories that shows off themes like yearning… longing… and angst cause in a realistic sorta way… it’s not easy to go past your toxic experiences… and even more hard due to the constant doubt that plagues your mind.
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