#that drive

[norwdc]

PEPE MARTI YOU FUCKING ICONNNNNNNNNNN

[tseecka]

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[rawritsdanny]

Working at Poway, San Diego Costco today 😇

[maybluebird]

I have just had a bad day today and just want to rant. 

so basically everything was all nice and stuff for most of the day. I have early morning classes and get to go  home at 12pm. so I’m in my car trying to leave the school parking lot unfortunately I have to make a left hand turn on a busy street to get out of the parking lot because thats the direction of my house is in and alot of people turn right to go down this street out of the parking lot because most people live on the other side of town and I’m considered to live at the end of the town line. so it takes me alot longer than them to make this left turn because i have to watch both sides of the traffic in order to make the turn. usually I only end up waiting a little while longer but today there was alot more traffic then normal so i must have been waiting for at least 5 or more minutes and I had this big line of cars behind me, so I’m already freaking out because I know I’m pissing people off because I’m taking so long. so this guy two cars behind me gets out of his car, and just starts yelling at me. granted he never got close to my car or anything like that, but to someone who has sever anxiety disorder this gave me a nervous break down. so much so that when I finally made my turn I just cried in the car all the way home and then for another 30 minutes after I got in my house. I was trying my best not to let it ruin my day but then later in my day i walked into a spider web I have a extreme phobia of bugs so that freaked me out hence break down number 2. then just a hour after that happened I found out someone tried to hack my facebook account but I got that fixed and they didnt get into it. basically today has kind of sucked and even tho I try to be as positive as possible that guy had a real effect on my day and I just havent felt like myself since it happened and in fact tomorrow i’m going to take the longer way to get home because he just scared me so bad I dont even want to turn out of that parking lot exist for a while. 

[comfortableinthesilence]

Not sure what's with me...

Everything feels good, body confidence is high, I’m still feeling happy about my performance in my interview and everything else is good. I’m in a happy place in my head right now. Just when it comes to working out and eating healthy I’m off point.

I’ve lost all desire to go workout recently. Which I’m putting down to me being out of routine these last couple of weeks with not hitting the gym 5+ times a week. I know I should be working out but I’ve had no drive to do so since the weekend.

My eating has been terrible to boot. Occasionally it's been good, with smoothies and getting my water and veggies in. But overall it's just been crap.

I just need to find that drive again, that catalyst to force me back into a good groove. Just got to work out what that catalyst is…

[anenigmaticmosaic]

That thumos doe...steadily increasing (:

[ctsun]

Weekend drives. 🚗