i guess i really did tried to be in team of making a film and it was absolutely epic experience. the most epic parts are meme and holding a lamp
don't know how to write about filming day (i tried to be set artist on short film!!! wanted to try media and meet new people, day was Epic and it's like, very loose description)
and its so funny that i was doing my art work and etc
but most soul warming things from that day was one super poetic and one super meme
poetic one is that i have strange continuing moments of life with "catching life": memories of my hand somehow trying to reach the light which is, of course somewhere far
it started with memory of me running from parents first time in adulthood, and a guy who gave me place to sleep - we went to his home, and, it was evening, dark and street lamps light. And i reached hand to it like i wanted to catch it and did drawing
then kind of same but under snow, under rain - then it was a feeling that light is raining to my arm by drops, etc
in this short film making i was holding a light thing for a shot. so. it was literally in my hands, even - coming from my hands
and also then we ordered lunch i wanted to make a funny parody of scene from the terror (tv show) with my best friend blorbo (jop) eating can meat and i did
its so funny that we have lil backstage video and i am not doing my Art Working Work but "hey lol can you film a lil meme for my friend" moment, and i absolutely unironically love it
in general i absolutely loved working in team, it turned out to be so so fun
and people were just amazing - we talking about art, and i swear to god, dropping some shit like "i want learn english to best grade possible to watch " Blue" and getting answer "a, Blue, yeah, i know this film and context around" and thinking "w h a t, you kidding me man, only me and brows get high channel guy (Kyle Kallagan?) know this shit HOW lets never stop talking"
also the guy on set was filming course of language i learning (armenian) and i literally got WEEZEEE.png and made photo with cause this is Celebrity for me
also like 2 from the team at least know about the terror but they said they didnt watch yet and read book atm
they didn't lie saying artsy people are cool and interesting its fucking wimdy guys
so like rush to your local indie theatre and indie filmings or performances dance, whatever, MEET PEOPLE, make COMMUNITY and you will get SUCH expirience
