#thinking thoughts....

[queerdnp]

sprinkle in a bit of friendship and romance... dan getting mad that mii dan and phil dating means phil can have mii hudson as his best friend instead.... dan and phil being shocked dil and tabitha's romance bar got lower when they made them best friends.... best friends husbands partners in crime who knows....

[tonycries]

Biker!Geto who’s pierced, tattooed, and makes everyone warn you to stay away from him. Only for him to sneak ‘round town with you on his behemoth of a bike and sometimes take him in snug n’ deep while he’s parked.

[jiminjeonging]

i really love power bottom!mj and sub top!jm dynamics like, i’m totally into it but at the same time, i feel like jimin is inherently very dominant. so when she plays submissive, it’s not because that’s who she is deep down, but because she chooses to do it for minjeong. jimin is naturally obsessive, soft, and incredibly touchy. she’s ambitious and intelligent, gets hit with cute aggression almost anytime minjeong speaks, and she’s the kind of person who’d entertain the idea of locking minjeong away just to keep her forever. she loves teaching minjeong new things, guiding her patiently, watching over her while she sleeps, she’s very protective, nurturing, all of that. so when minjeong gets overwhelmed-when something outside of her control makes her anxious or feel powerless-that’s when jimin lets minjeong take the lead. she steps back and plays the submissive role, to give minjeong her autonomy back. jimin knows exactly when to give minjeong control so she can feel safe and steady again.

[helenofblackthorns]

if tmi ever gets adapted in a visual media again, there's need to be shot of Magnus alone in his apartment after the part in city of bones imo. like it represents him sooo well at this point of the story in such a gutting way.

just. that moment after the party ends. there's no more music and the lights come on and the magic of it all dies. you look around at wreckage around you and then you leave with your friends and take all the fun and laughter with you to go home because the moment is over and life continues on.

except for Magnus, because this is his life. that silent hollow room is all he has.

so much of Magnus is frivolous and fun; he throws parties and goes on adventures and he's over the top in all the best ways. and it's all a bit of a front for the fact there's nothing meaningful behind it. that he's throwing parties for his cat because there's no one else to throw them for. that all his friends are immortal, and flicker in and out of his life between all the other things they have going on that give their lives meaning his doesn't have.

Magnus, for all the 400 years he's lived, doesn't really have anyone even to mourn. there were people very important to him, absolutely, but they came with a catch. Etta is one of the exes he looks back upon the most fondly, and she left him because she wanted a family, something meaningful that was incompatible with him. Most warlocks only live because someone loved them enough to protect them from the world, but Magnus lived because he saved himself. there's never been anyone else but him from the very beginning.

except for now theres these random teens who barrel into his life and refuse to leave. and he makes flippant comments and puts up his walls because he knows in the end it'll just be him alone in aftermath, because that's how it always ends. except. when he calls Asmodeus in Edom, when he know theres no way to save himself and when he comes to terms with that... they stand between them. they save his life. Simon makes a massive sacrifice for him, and no one has ever really done that before.

just. that moment after that first party. Magnus standing in the carved down emptiness left behind. and that's the beginning, because they stick around this time. they're annoying and reckless and a little doomed by the universe and this time they're his.

[fastcardotmp3]

Buck finding himself taking on the responsibility for a child who is biologically related to him and having to come to terms with the fact that blood relation does not demand immediate connection and the first thing that sweeps over him as he recognizes that is the question of what if I’ve been too hard on my parents all these years?

(hold on. hear me out.)

Because he looks at this kid and they’re strangers. It’s weird and confusing and hard to try and find common ground when they've both been thrust into such a brand new set of circumstances over such a short period of time. It's not natural. It doesn't just click into place. Maybe that's what it was like for his parents, with this child they did not plan for until they had to and this weight to keep caring for him despite that very fact.

He should have known that, right? He's the poster boy for finding your family, for choosing them, for waving away genetics and crafting a brand new structure and meaning for the most important and vital relationships in his life.

Only.

There's one day early on-- maybe a really good breakthrough or maybe, more likely, the first truly knock-down-drag-out bad day that he spends as a parent-- and he looks at this kid in his arms who is so confused and scared and just needs a bit extra help and attention to find his footing, and Buck is the poster boy for finding your family.

For choosing them.

His parents had the opportunity to do the hard thing and choose to love Buck anyway, in spite of all the pain they felt when they looked at him, and they didn't. Biology doesn't negate the need for choice. It never has.

It doesn't now, either.

And Buck is going to do the hard thing, because maybe in the grand scheme and the long term it's not that hard at all.

He just has to make a choice.

[catsxratsxbats]

Do you ever think about how Dr.Martin whitley has "steady as a statue" hands and he was a world renowned heart surgeon and Clay sculpter but he also used his delicate, unwavering touch to hurt and kill people while Malcolm "shaky hands" Bright has a tremor (courtesy of his serial killer father) and physically cannot handle a scalpel against skin but despite that he uses his trembling hands to save people, disarm weapons, give lollipops to his friends, collect ancient weapons, hold his bird Sunshine, paint messily, hold and comfort other victims, and make tea for Dani. How they are two very different sides of the same coin - down to the smallest detail - down to the hands, which may create or destroy? Because yea

[memento-sims]

Are there any sims from my blog that you would like to have in your game but I never shared? I’ll have some free time starting next week, and I’m kinda thinking about reinstalling TS2 and launching Bodyshop just for fun, lol. Maybe I’ll even make a new sim, who knows! I’m probably super rusty though.