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[lover-of-mine]

I just wanted to say that sometimes the word you're looking for is just ✨lying✨. You're allowed to be upset that someone just plain old lied to you. You don't have to call it gaslighting or manipulation or whatever the fuck, just call it lying and that's enough. It was a ✨lie✨. Not everyone is an evil genius playing mind games, sometimes they're an asshole lying to you.

[phoebebyers]

mike wheeler will byers and jonathan byers would all love midwest emo in different ways

[smallsinger5901]

It makes me so insanely feral that L is more dead to Light the day before he dies than the day after. it's the way he internally talks to him like he's a dog, the way he takes pleasure in mockingly pitying him, the way he stops even really considering the workings of L's mind after he knows he's guaranteed to be dead soon. But as soon as it actually happens, he can't comprehend the idea that he's alone forever now. He brings him up every chance he gets- but only in his internal monologue, because nobody else can know that he still clings to his dead and buried body, or the dirt above his grave. The construct of L, his only friend is more living in his mind that it was in the rain, and maybe that's why mello and near threaten him so much. claiming their rightful places is taking L from him again.

[attaboy-lew]

i'm having a vision hang on

[lynsstrange]

A scene I don’t hear people talk about enough in Obsession is the very end of the phone call with the customer service rep when he is connected to Nikki on the line. Mostly the focus is on how during the conversation Bear specifically requests to alter the wish, not cancel it, and how it shows that he only cares about the impacts of the wish to the extent that it effects him negatively. Not the general immorality of forcing Nikki to love him. But I think the most blatant symbolism for this is him quite literally ignoring her screaming in pure agony, terror, whatever it is. It makes his actions later that much more disgusting imo. This woman that he supposedly loves, and therefore should care about the wellbeing of, is horrifically screaming while trapped in her own body because of his doing, and he simply doesn’t give a shit. It doesn’t affect his actions moving forward in the slightest. He’s just gotten true confirmation that she is actively suffering, and that he has done something truly awful, and he still chooses not to do anything about it. This is maybe the most direct evidence of exactly what she is going through that he is faced with, and it does not change anything. The scene where she begs him to kill her a little while after is made even more disgusting because of this. If you were trying to give Bear the benefit of the doubt, on the surface level you could maybe understand why he does not want to kill Nikki. He claims he cares about her. Maybe he still wants to find a solution where nobody has to die. Then he has the audacity to say “what’s so bad about loving me?” And any empathy for him is gone. He’s heard with his own ears the consequences of his actions, knows that she’s probably still screaming like that somewhere deep within herself, knows that he has been essentially raping her and using her for (weeks? Months?) and is so selfish that he cannot find it in himself to even attempt to undo it. He knows she’s screaming and he ignores it. He ignores every cry for help. He is fully aware of what he is doing, how it is affecting her, how he has ruined her life and scarred her beyond belief, and just does not care. I never want to hear someone call him anything except the villain that he is.

[ongjoelle]

it’s so funny how buck was trying to give eddie advice on things with christopher and all he could think of in the moment was telling him that as his dad it was eddie’s job to ruin him, not his parents’ and he was so happy he came up with that like yay :D look at me giving such good advice!! and eddie was all like ok :D whatever u say pretty boy :D

[dearwalker]

since that other anon i actually cannot stop thinking about knight abbot wtf

Protect me with your shield

Let me kiss you on your cold helmet as thanks

Knight!Abbot x Princess!reader?? Oof…

Knight!Abbot, the only one you trust with your life. They never let you go outside the castle without him. God forbid anyone ever dares to breathe wrong in your direction, because they’ll end up regretting it the moment Jack’s sword presses against their throats while they stutter desperate apologies to you.

Knight!Abbot, who also has some experience in wound healing. Knows what herbs to tell the maids to put in your tea, and kisses your finger better when you prickle it with your embroidering needle.

Knight!Abbot, who wears armor from sunrise to midnight, six days a week. You’ve lost count how many Sundays you’ve sneaked away from his stupid replacement knight, just to spy on him at the lake he likes to take a swim on his day off. All the trouble is worth it when you see the water dripping from that silver hair to the toned muscles of his body, while he performs some sort of naked stretching exercises.

Who knows, maybe Knight!Abbot will be the one who ends up taking your virtue instead of the moron prince the kingdom expects you to marry…