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Full episode thoughts on MAG 117!!
Jon baby you know the tape isn't that bad at picking up sound. You don't need to be huffing and puffing directly on the bloody thing every statement /j
Basira is awesome. She's like, the most normal person here and somehow that makes her the weirdest. I don't like Daisy but Basira's bond with her almost makes me like her so thats saying something. I also find it very funny that she managed to befriend and somewhat balance out two of the characters in the near vicinity with the highest propensity for violence (she just hasn't managed to befriend Tim but he's suffering still from Stranger anxiety so not quite an option to begin with)
Also I really like Melanie's statement in this episode. I love characters that are unapologetically angry, and even more than that I love it when they DESERVE to be angry. God, yes. Her and Tim? My crashout queen and king. Also this statement in particular, about her clawing her way to the top and still fighting even as she goes down, well, it reads as very minority coded to me. I know its probably just referring to her struggle as a woman in a patriarchal society (not saying that isn't minority in a way) but honestly I kind of need to headcannon her as POC just for this. I also think, ironically, she suits the Institute very well, in a similar way that Jon does. Her relentless search for ghosts before her got hired at the institute, hah, well, unfortunately very Eye core.
Sheeeshhh Tim's VA had BILLS to pay this season huh...the vitriol in the "Statement ends" but you can HEAR the wry smile.....Man yeah uhm yeah I saw someone include him when speaking about characters who know exactly what genre they're in and hate it and yeah uhm thats a very summary of his character. God I love that he's so desperately searched for meaning or some reasoning or sense to all the awful things that have happened to him and the fact that he came up absolutely blank is killing him. Mmmmm realizing how senseless and cruel the universe is for no reason other than it just happened. Yeah I can see why people like Desolation Tim, even disregarding how he went out the rage and the theme of bad things happening for the sake of them happening very much fits, plus all the obvious stuff about loss. Also I don't have anything thought out to say but I really like the way they portrayed his well, basically suicidal mindset in this episode. This mission is a kamikaze to him fr.
Is...? Is this Jon's hunger for knowledge grappling with his logic/emotional obligation to Gerry? Damn, the compulsion is worse than I thought.
Sigh. Tim death next episode. I'm not ready chatterinos, I'm not ready.
tma 117
I love them all and if anyone of them dies i will be throwing hands
"I want them to be okay, I want him to be safe." Martin Blackwood, I know what you are
(Excerpts taken from TMA 106 and TMA 117.)
Happy Valentine's "office gossip" "I need him to be okay" "I do worry about Martin ... And Melanie" "'Good lord, is Martin becoming some sort of spider person?' No, Jon, it’s an expression, chill out!" Day!
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MAG 111: Family Business
MAG 112: Thrill of the Chase
MAG 113: Breathing Room
MAG 114: Cracked Foundation
MAG 115: Taking Stock
MAG 116: The Show Must Go On
MAG 117: Testament
MAG 118: The Masquerade
MAG 119: Stranger and Stranger
MAG 120: Eye Contact
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Still, it does sometimes make it hard to fully trust them…
No... You know what, no. I’m, I’m done with that. No more paranoia. It’s almost got me killed more than once, and Georgie was right. If I am, uh, slipping then I need people I can trust. And I… I don’t think that can happen naturally for me an-anymore, so I’m making a decision. I trust them. All of them.
YOUR HONOUR, I LOVE HIM
god, jon! gooooddddd
compare this man to who he was a season ago- think about everything he has physically and mentally been through over the course of season 3- and still! And still! He deliberately, wholeheartedly chooses to place his faith in other people; most of whom hate him, one who has already tried to kill him! Because he knows he cannot make it through this alone- not just the Unknowing but whatever his slow transformation into an avatar of the Eye entails, he will only make it through that with his sense of self intact if he has people to rely on*
And what makes this hit even harder for me is the fact that this trust is something he has to actively, consciously choose- he says it himself that trusting others is not something he is not good at- he has to work against his own instincts and habits to do this and he makes himself do it because he knows this is what is right and necessary
But it also hurts that this newfound trust in others comes hand-in-hand with jon losing faith in himself. He is becoming other than human and no longer trusts himself to make the right decisions- his strong will and initiative take a back seat to placing himself in the hands of other people and hoping they will treat him kindly.
(*makes season 4 all that more difficult to hear tbh)