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“Please... Forgive me.” | 2014 Donatello One-Shot

𝗣𝗔𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚: Bay!Donnie x OC!Jess

𝗦𝗬𝗡𝗢𝗣𝗦𝗜𝗦: Donatello made a big mistake, and now he needs to find a way to get his girl back.

𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦: angst, swearing, making out and smut at the end. (+18)

☆ 𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩.

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Jessica was impatient.

It had been a while since she had gone down to the lair to visit the boys, and possibly spend some time with her adorable nerd.

But nothing seemed to work. It wasn't the first time Donnie spent hours working incessantly without even looking into his girlfriend's eyes. And it was driving her crazy.

She tried to get his attention in a few ways, like asking “how was your day, love?” and getting a “busy” for an answer. Or else suggest something different to distract that genius brain for at least a few minutes, to hear him say “mhmm” at the end, without even paying attention to what she said.

She only had one more try: Pop-Tarts.

Donatello obviously didn't notice her quickly leaving the lab and going to the kitchen pantry to look for a box of strawberry Pop-Tarts. When she returned, she hid the box behind her back and smiled.

— Guess what I have here~ — Jessie held a smile in a bite.

— Mhmm. — Donnie mumbled, still typing on his computer. She chuckled lightly.

— I brought something for you! — She took another few steps close to his desk.

— Can't you be silent for a minute? — Donnie gestured with his hands, not even turning his head to met her eyes. — I can't focus with you talking nonsense.

Her smile faded quickly. Jess frowned feeling a twinge in her chest. — What?

He sighed. — I am busy right now.

Jessie pouted. She took a minute to stare at his monitor, not understanding a single thing on that project he was working on since... Ever?

— Why are you being like this? — She asked sheepishly.

— Like what?

— Like you're mad at me for no reason!

— For no reason? — He moved a little away from the table with the chair. — All you do is come over here and tell me I need to fucking sleep.

— Okay, enough. Why the fuck are you treating me like this, Donnie?

— I don't have time for your bullshit. I don't have time to listen to you talking about how irresponsible your co-worker is or how boring your day was at the NYPD office. — He spoke annoyed. — I have something important to do and you just get in the way! Can't you understand that?!

Jess stood still, just staring at him without expression. She took a moment to think of what she could say and swallowed his words hard, trying to compute what he just said.

He was raising his tone. This couldn't be happening... No, not this again.

— Okay — Jess placed the box of Pop-Tarts she had in hands over the desk. — We're done.

Donnie counted exactly 2.6 seconds until she turned around to grab her keys and purse from his desk. Then, he counted more 3.3 seconds until he realized what the fuck just happened.

He quickly got up from his chair to leave the lab, searching for his, until at least 10 seconds ago, girlfriend. She was already gone when he searched the sewers.

— Oh God... What have I done?

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— Hey, I thought you were sleeping over? — Anthony said when Jess suddenly appeared at the front door. Sarah was sitting next to him on the couch.

— Changed my mind. — Jess took her jacket off as she went upstairs.

— Okay, then.

— This is not okay. — Sarah whispered after hearing her older sister slamming her door.

— I know — The father whispered back.

— Should I talk to her?

— I think so.

— Okay. — Sarah slid off the sofa and climbed the stairs to the top floor. After leaving a shy knock on the wood, she heard her sister's voice coming from the inside. — Can I talk to you for a second?

— Yeah, sure.

Sarah closed behind her and spoke:

— Is everything okay?

— Yeah, why? — She watches the blonde little girl sit on the stool in front of her dressing table.

— You came home early, did something happen?

— No, it's just- I'm just kinda tired.

— You're terrible at lying.

Jess sighed. — Okay, you won. I broke up with Donnie.

— You what?!

— I know.

— What happened?

— I don't know what is going on but, he was so rude to me today. — The big sister explained — He didn't even look at me when I went there yesterday, I stayed there for three hours and we didn't even talk.

— And... What did he say to you?

Jessie's eye started to water up again. — He said I was getting in the way and talking nonsense. Said he doesn't have time for my bullshit.

— Now that's bad.

— I know... — Sarah came closer when Jess looked down, sighing.

— You need a hug? — Her eyes watered as soon as her little sister lifted her arms. She quickly reached Sarah's embrace, sobbing quietly. — It's okay. I'm sure you guys are gonna be fine soon.

— Why?

— Because he loves you. — Sarah felt Jessie chuckle — Just don't lose your hopes.

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[MONDAY]

The next day had barely begun and she was already being bombarded by thousands of text messages from Donatello. The clock said exactly 5:45 in the morning and she still had to go to work. She got up and went straight to the bathroom, she needed a hot shower to clear her head. Then, she continued with her usual routine, oral hygiene, skincare, moisturizer all over her body, lotion and perfume. She tied her hair in a high-slick-back-bun, putting on the tiniest bit of makeup with a sharp eyeliner, and finished half of the look using some gold jewelry — as always.

After enjoying a good half hour of personal care to distract herself a little, she went downstairs and found her father, Anthony, making breakfast.

— Good morning! — Tony turns his attention to her and gives her a smile.

— Morning, dad — Jess returns the smile and receives a hug with a kiss on the forehead.

Mornings with her father were always like this, with tenderness. It was almost a tradition to hug and kiss on the forehead in the morning, and coffee cups could not be left out.

— Did you sleep well? — He asked and handled a cup of coffee, Jess nodded mumbling something. — You don't have to go to the office today if you don't want to, I can tell-

— No, — she quickly cuts him off — it's okay. I need to distract my mind a little.

They chatted for a while until they finished their toast and cups of coffee. Jess finished getting ready and took one last look in her mirror, there were tons, not one or two, but, tons of pictures. Pictures they took a little while ago, when Jessie bought a polaroid camera and decided to test it. There were a lot of funny pictures, of Mikey doing his antics, or Raph moving around in the background while April and Casey struck a cute couple pose.

And Donnie was there too.

There were lots of pictures of them together, in the lab, in Donnie's room, working on the garbage truck... A lot of cute pics of them hugging each other, smiling, making faces or just kissing. There was one picture that she liked the most in particular: Donnie could be seen taking the pic in front of a mirror, and Jess was casually doing her eyeliner using a knife to get ‘the perfect angle’. It was Donnie's idea, and Jess couldn't help but smile, already missing those little things.

Donnie also had many photos on his desk, either in frames or just polaroids taped to the various monitors around him. Wherever he looked, there she was, so beautiful and smiling, happy. She seemed to be happy. They were happy.

Donnie had all kinds of pictures possible with Jess, even more pictures than she had. Cooking together, sharing pizza, playing chess, Uno and Monopoly with his brothers, oh, and that day where she let him do her makeup... It was a mess, but Jess could swear he did a great job.

Jessica sighed again. She needed to leave that house for at least a few hours, maybe if she stayed away from those thoughts, she could put herself on the trail again.

It turned out that her day was casual at the office. Some papers to sign, documents to print, people to answer the phone... Nothing else. It was, in fact, boring.

And she kept thinking about the night before. Those words came out of his mouth and seemed to hit her like bullets, it was triggering. Why would he say something so mean for no reason? Why was he so reactive? Was he getting tired of her?

All those damn questions invaded her head, and she wanted to cry every time she thought about it. Her throat constricted every time she remembered that scene, Donnie raising his voice at her and getting irritated. She just wanted to help...

A vibration makes the table shake for half a second. Her cell phone screen flashed showing that there was a notification.

Nerdy Boy 💜

Missed Call (1)

She took a deep breath trying to keep the tears away, almost failing. Of course she wasn't going to answer it, even though she missed him, she was too proud to run after him. After all, if he was sorry, he's the one who should come and do something about it.

But at the same time, Jess felt a little guilty. Maybe he was just a little stressed with his projects, maybe he didn't even mean it. Maybe if she had stayed silent none of this would have happened and...

No, she was going back to the past again. Forcing herself to be silent. She needed to speak up, no matter how much she loved him it wasn't her fault, and he had to accept that.

Her phone buzzed again. Another missed call. Then, a sound of notification rang from the mobile.

Nerdy Boy 💜

Missed Call (2)

Nerdy Boy 💜

“I miss you”

Jessie reached for her phone and put it on silent, soon turning the screen down, so she wouldn't see the notifications.

— You didn't listen to me when I said I needed you. — She whispers to herself.

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[TUESDAY]

Another day, another disaster.

Jess kept getting message notifications from Donatello on her cell phone, he seemed to have given up calling her, but he texted her every minute. She had no peace of mind.

She was trying to forget him. It was a sudden breakup and it was hard to get over it.

And nobody seemed to be helping.

In addition to the messages from the genial turtle, his scaled brothers were also trying to talk to Jess.

They basically sent a few texts inviting her to a game night, and she didn't even read their messages. She needed some time for herself, time to think and get her head together. She needed to focus on what was important.

But every time she tried, he was there.

He was right there. His tall and strong features, his arms and the rest of his whole body trapped into a bunch of tech stuff. His googles on top of his head, his glasses sitting up on his cute nose and in front of those beautiful hazel eyes, and that goddamn dorky smile.

The smile she loved the most...

“Why don't you get out of my head for once?!”

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[WEDNESDAY]

More texts.

Jessie's phone wouldn't stop ringing for a minute. Apparently, the terrapin brothers were trying to invite her to another movie night. And again, she left them not even on read.

Luckily, they were more simple with their texts. Just three messages and it was done. But not even a single text was read.

Except for Raph.

Raph

sup

were having a movie night

wanna come over?

Jessie

nah

i'm good

Raph

why tho

its gonna be fun

Jessie

don't wanna bother u guys

Raph

don't wanna bother u guys

↳ your not bothering anyone

you can come

Jessie

i don't think it's a good idea

Raph

why?

Jessica just locked her phone and threw it under her pillow, turning her attention back to her book. She had promised herself that she wouldn't answer and she needed to keep it.

This time, April was the one trying to figure out what the fuck was going on between those nerds.

So she was on her way to find out.

First, she came up to Donnie. She felt sorry for him when she saw Mikey trying to cheer him up in his lab, Donnie with his head in his arms as his little brother stared at him with concern, a hand on his shoulder and a sad look on his face. Donnie wouldn't even look at his pizza-loving brother, he seemed too busy wallowing in his own sadness as he stared at a specific photo Jess took next to him in front of the sunset. Her hair was down and kinda messy, she had no makeup on, just some small golden hoop earrings and a cute smile on her lips.

Michelangelo gave up trying to get his brother out of his solitude, leaving him alone in the laboratory and going to find April. Soon, the orange-masked turtle told her what happened between them, and how difficult it was to cheer up Donatello these last few days.

Now, it was time to talk to Jessica.

She knew that the Latina had gone to visit her biological family in yet another traditional event, so she had to text her.

April

Hey girl

Why you're not coming tonight?

We've been planning this movie night for a whole week

Did something happen?

Even though Jess probably knew Mikey would tell her best friend what happened, of course April was going to play dumb right now.

Jessie

million things happened

and now he acts like it's nothing

April

Who?

What happened?

Jessie

Who?

↳ who do you think i'm talking about?

April

Okay, you got me

What's going on?

Jessie

he ghosted me

then yelled at me

i needed him once

just once

and he didn't even care

April

Wait what?

Girl you didn't tell me that

Jessie

we got into an argument this weekend

i just wanted him to go to sleep

and he was so randomly rude to me

so i broke up

April

YOU DID WHAT

You broke up with him?????

That's not okay

So that's why you're not answering him?

Like his texts and calls?

Jessie

i don't wanna talk to him

and he keeps calling me everyday

i needed him and he didn't give a shit about it

why does he need me now?

April

I'm sorry to hear that

You want me to come over?

Jessie

no, i'm fine

just tell the boys i'm not coming tonight

The woman finished typing the message and dropped her cell phone onto her pillow. April would probably be sending a few more texts by now, messages that she most certainly won't respond to.

Jess was kidding herself if she thought she didn't care. In fact, she was trying to convince herself that she didn't. But she did care, a lot. And Donnie had no idea what could happen, what Jessie was about to do — if she was really going to do anything anyways.

It hurt Donnie every time he thought about the possibility that she could be with someone else, with another guy. He knew it wasn't hard for her to find someone, she was pretty, smart, kind, and had all those qualities that guys liked in a girl. Plus, she was hot. In other words: she could have anyone.

And what could he do? She didn't want to see him, she made that clear to April and his brother, so he didn't need her saying that to his face. But what kept him intrigued, and even more irritated with himself, was the fact that he'd let the only girl who ever loved him slip out of his hands, in such a stupid way.

Losing her like this was unacceptable. In almost twenty years of life, it was probably the first time he felt truly stupid. And he couldn't believe it. Why did he act like such an asshole? Why did he say those things? What was he thinking?

This was an inexplicable pain. A pain that pierced his chest mercilessly, starting from his plastron to his shell. Like a spear, hitting your heart right in the middle.

Donnie would never forgive himself if Jessie was really sure he would never go back to the lair, ever again. Not even to bring Mikey Mexican food, work out with Raph, or share a cup of tea with Leo while chatting with Splinter.

Losing all that was depressing. Her smile, her soft giggles, her warm hugs, her silly jokes and her small acts of love. Bringing him coffee, sharing Pop-Tarts, giving him quick pecks on his cheek when she comes to the lab... And now all of that was gone. Everything was gone.

She was gone.

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[THURSDAY]

— Hey, look who's here. — Leo placed both hands on his hips when he saw Sarah, also being followed by the other siblings: Aidan, Vivi and Alex. — What are you guys doing here?

— I came here to see Donatello.

— Okay, he's in the lab.

— Could you guide us?

Leonardo frowned then raised his non-existent brows in less than a second, somehow surprised by the sophistication in Sarah's words. The leader-in-blue mumbled a quick “yeah, sure” before leading the kids to the newest, somewhat melancholy hidden corner of his genius brother. The blonde walked in front, she had a look of leadership and demand on her face and her posture was straight, her other siblings entered hesitantly, since they rarely visited Donnie's lab when they went to the lair.

— Donnie?

The said whose brow furrowed at the sound of the half-familiar voice, he had his head down at his computer desk by then, and reluctantly turned around slowly until he had confirmation that it was one of Jessie's little sisters. Sarah felt sorry for Donnie as she saw that depressed, lonely look covering his hazel eyes, his green skin looked slightly paler than usual and he was clearly thinner.

— We already know what happened between you and Jess. — Donatello felt a twinge in the middle of his heart at the sound of her name. He felt like a piece of him died and fell apart every time someone spoke of her. — And we're here to help.

— There's nothing you guys can do — He spoke as he slowly leaned at the desk, placing his chin over his forearms. — We're not coming back together.

— How are you so sure? — Vivi spoke.

Donnie shrugs. — She doesn't wanna talk to me.

— She misses you, she's just too proud to admit it. — She finished, then Alex continued.

— She's trying to convince herself that she doesn't miss or need you, but we all know it's a lie. — Sarah nodded at her little brother's statement. Alex was super right.

— You shouldn't get involved in this. — He said, burying his nose in his own skin and scent.

— Oh, we definitely should. — Sarah took the place. — Jess loves you more than any guy she ever loved, and she's scared of falling for a lie because of Nick, that's why she left. — Donnie lifted his head to look at the girl. — She doesn't want to leave you, she's also sad about breaking up with you, but everything you said is a trigger for her. Our brain associates memories with emotions, leading to two different paths: pain or pleasure. When you said those things to her a few days ago, she associated it with pain, that's why she walked away.

She was right. The human brain is definitely very complex and part of it was impressed to see her talking about such a specific subject. Sarah was always very smart, no wonder he called her “little genius”

— And what do you want me to do about it?

Sarah took a moment to face her siblings.

— We have a plan.

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Jessica rolled her eyes when her phone buzzed again, not even bothering to check. For a moment, she thought it was Donnie trying to call her for the twentieth time that day, but after taking a closer look...

Leo

📞 Voice Call

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After hesitating for nearly a minute, she picks up.

— What do you want?

“— Hello to you too, Jessica.” — He heard her huff on the other end of the line.

— I don't have time right now, is it important? — She left her mascara on the dresser.

“— I don't know. Is Donnie important to you?”

Jess stopped for a moment. Leo's simple question hit her so easily, she wanted to cry again. It felt like a mind game, an emotional blackmail, because Jess knew she wasn't wrong in this story, and there was nothing she could do about it.

So, where did Leo want to go with this?

— Don’t play this game of “being important” on me. — She answered after a long silence. — I'm not the one who should be apologizing.

“— I'm not asking you to apologize.” — He quickly countered. “— I just need you to come over just this once-”

Jessica laughed ironically. — Not gonna happen.

“— He is not eating! He barely slept properly before and now he's not eating! Sensei asked me to let him stay at home instead of going on patrol, we're all worried about him!” — Leonardo had an undertone of desperation and anger all at the same time. He sounded more serious than usual it actually made her feel a little scared. “— He needs you, Jess. I'm starting to think he's getting sick, he looks paler and thinner, and you don't even seem to care about it!”

— Don't you dare say that I don't care! Because I do! I just don't think it's fair to love someone who doesn't give a shit about you. — Leo fell silent upon hearing what she said, he could feel the anger mixed with sadness shaking in her words. Powerful words.

“— He cares about you, and he misses you, trust me when I say that.” — The leader insisted, hearing her sniff on the other side of the line. “— If you could please come here to see him, I'll be grateful.”

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— Wow, look at that sunset! — April had her hand over her vision, her eyes slightly troubled by the sun's rays.

— Yeah, I love watching the sunset. — Jess agrees, her smile slowly fading at the memory of... him, again.

Her mind took her to one specific day, where she decided to bring the turtles to a more secluded part of the city park to watch the sunset. April and Casey were there too, flirting and chatting as usual. Jessie remembered watching Leo sit on the grass, enjoying the last of the sun's warmth on his skin. Raph and Mikey were probably just enjoying a slice of pizza and messing around. And there was Donnie, sitting next to her and rubbing her thigh, squeezing it from time to time. She remembers laying down on the grass and picking up her phone to take a picture next to her lover. She personally loved this moments, simple things yet to important.

April turned her head to face her best friend, who had her arms crossed and now she was facing the ground.

— You alright? — April's voice quickly made Jessie leave her thoughts and she nodded, disguising.

— Yeah, the weather feels nice.

— Are you thinking about him? — Jess looked away and lightly shook her head, giving April the response she needed. — Look, you can talk to me if you need-

— If you brought me here to talk about this, then I'm leaving. — She finally met her best friend's eyes. — I'm trying to forget him for a while and it seems that's just what everyone wants to talk about.

— He's not okay. — April paused. — He lost weight and sleeps all day.

— And what do you want me to do?

— You don't understand, Jess! He's getting sick!

— Oh, Jesus... — Clark shook her head.

— Do you even care about him? — A shot of anger hit Jessie.

— Stop saying that! — Jess clenched fists and shook her arms, her eyes starting to water up. — I was trying to take care of him and he treated me like shit! — She proceeded to scream as she cried. — Why does everybody keep talking to me like I'm the wrong here?! Why doesn't anyone understand this?!

The crack on Jessie's voice broke April's heart. The last time she'd seen her best friend cry and speak in agony like that was when Nick attacked her. It was like a flashback.

She sobbed more as she turned her back on April, who also had tears in her eyes when her best friend walked away. Jess drove all the way home crying, mentally cursing and waiting to run away. She got home and went straight to her room, throwing her things on the floor and sliding against the door, until she was in a fetal position on the carpet.

Jessie looked up when she heard her phone buzzing again. Cursing out loud, she takes the mobile off her purse to see who the fuck was calling her.

Mike 🧡

📞 Voice Call

→ slide to answer

She picks up after sighing.

— What do you want? — She had a hand placed on her head, her voice sounded to tired.

“— Hey, JJ.” — Mikey didn't have his usual high spirits either. “— Uh... I was wondering if you could come over tonight.”

Her hand slid down her face and she sobbed more. — Why can't you guys just leave me alone...

“— Look, I'm really worried about Donnie.” — He whispered close to the phone. Jess sniffed. “— I honestly think he's dying, he hasn't eaten all day, angelcakes.”

— He's not going to die because of me, Mikey. — Her voice suddenly turned serious. — At some point he will stop and everything will return to normal. Now tell the others to stop calling me.

She hangs up, tossing her phone on the floor and broke down with no hesitation, holding her knees close to her chest again.

— Why is this even happening to me...

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[FRIDAY]

It was Friday, and Jess had just come home. It was such a busy day at the office, and she barely had time to think about her ex-boyfriend calling or texting her. She found it weird when she checked her phone and noticed that there's was no notifications from him.

— I'm home! — She yelled, expecting to hear some chatting and heavy steps coming downstairs from her siblings.

She frowned when they never came. She checks her phone again, quickly seeing the text her father sent to her, saying he would pick up the kids after school and go to her aunt's house.

Going to the kitchen, a huge bouquet of red roses caught her eye, next to a specific box of chocolates and a note. She stared at the gifts over the counter before taking the bouquet and smelling it scent.

— Donnie... — She whispered to herself, a heavy twinge came across her heart. She didn't want to get her hopes up, but she was pretty sure it was him. Fortunately, he was very aware of the details, and probably remembered that one time when she told him how much she loved roses and how that box of chocolate was the best she'd ever tasted but it was too expensive. — What is this? — Jessie took the note next to the flowers, it was a handwritten letter.

Wiping the tears that escaped the corners of her eyes, she looked for an empty jar in the kitchen cabinet. Filling it with water, she placed the flowers there. Jess walked upstairs with the box of chocolates in hand, still rereading the note Donnie had written.

Opening the door of her room, she met a very nervous Donatello walking in circles. His eyes went wide when he saw her and he quickly stopped, feeling the panic running through his blood.

— What are you doing here? — Jess decided to spoke first.

— I was waiting for you — Donnie starts to play with his hands, in a failed attempt to calm down.

— Does my father even know you're here? — She walked and left what she had in hands over the dressing table, and kept her voice steady.

— Yeah, he does... — Donnie remained switching his gaze from the floor to her eyes. — I just wanna talk

— I'm waiting. — Jess crossed her arms and started at him.

Donatello took a deep breath, then gulped loudly. He was having a hard time trying to find the right words, so he hesitates for a while.

— I came here to apologize. — He starts — I know you didn't want to see me, and I know you don't care about our relationship since we're not together anymore, but I need to. — Jess blinked a few times preventing the tears to fall again. Donnie suddenly take just a few steps closer and kneels on the floor, she almost had no idea of what the hell he was doing until he bowed in front of her. — I took the worst attitude a man could have in his life. I don't know how I could say such mean things to you, I don't know what went through my head but I know it's my fault. You deserve so much better than that, you're brilliant and you have an amazing future ahead of you. You don't deserve to be with someone who doesn't even have time for you... — He let a tear fall and heard her quiet sob. — I will understand if you don't wanna see me anymore. And I will respect your decision, but... Please... Forgive me. — Donnie's hands clenched fists over the carpet. — If I'm going to lose you forever, at least forgive me...

Jess was silent, for a moment the words seemed to be stuck in her throat. At this point, Donnie was practically breaking down next to her feet. She sniffed, never saw him crying like this before. Wiping the tears away from her cheek she whispered:

— I forgive you.

The tallest opened his eyes in a shot, quickly raising his head and meeting her watered eyes. He left his bent position, but continued on his knees. It was ridiculous how, if it weren't for a few inches, he'd be taller than her, even on his knees. It took a lot of control of Jess not to throw herself into his arms, hungry for his touch. Reluctantly, she relented.

Jessie took just one step forward and gently pulled him into a hug, wrapping her arms around his neck. A heavy sigh escaped his throat when he finally felt the warmth of her body again. It was a relief to be close to her again — at least, physically.

Donnie proceeded to whisper several ‘I love you’s and ‘forgive me’ all over her skin. She slid her free hand to the top of his shell and started to scratch it.

— I missed you... — The turtle buried his nostrils on her shoulder.

— I missed you too. — She caressed the back of his neck. — I'm sorry for not answering your calls and texts, I was really upset.

Donnie inhaled deeply, finding comfort on the scent coming from the curve of her neck. She was using his favorite perfume. It had the perfect match of vanilla and strawberry scent.

— I know... — He whispers back — I don't blame you, I would be upset too.

— Just promise me you'll never do that again-

— I promise. I promise. — He says immediately.

Donnie thought about asking, but decided not to say anything. He didn't know if this conversation was going to end there or they would get back together, but asking would only make things worse... Right?

— I hate being away from you... I don't like to think that we’re not together, I could barely go a day without thinking about you. — Jess suddenly confessed. — I just hate being apart.

— I hate being away from you either... I only thought about you all these days, I barely slept.

— You weren't sleeping much before we fought. — Jess felt his chuckle.

— But without you that's where I don't sleep anyway... — Donnie said quietly.

They stayed there for a while, just caressing each other without saying a single word. That's when the genius had an idea.

— Let me make it up to you. — That whisper sounded somehow too hot close to her ear it made a shiver down her spine.

Donnie gave a tender kiss on the juncture of her neck and shoulder, then whispered another ‘I love you’. He waited a few seconds before trailing more kisses all the way up her neck, reaching for her jawline, he kissed her chin then kept going until he reached for her other shoulder. He took a moment to peck her collarbones, making another trail of kisses up her chin, he stopped, meeting her eyes.

They stared at each other for a little bit, Donnie tugged a lock of hair behind her ear and simply whispered another ‘I'm sorry’ while looking deeply into her eyes. Jess couldn't control herself and left a quick peck on his lips, starving his touch. He softly laughed by his nostrils, giving her a little smile.

Donatello cupped her chin, rubbing his thumb on the spot, he closed the distance again, this time, with a very slow kiss. They heard a wet pop when their lips moved away, not even giving time to breathe, they went for another kiss, then another, another, another...

They could feel the longing in that kiss, they stayed almost a week without seeing or talking to each other, of course the feeling of missing each other was burning right there on their bodies.

Jess let a quiet whimper leave her mouth when his tongue invaded the area. He placed a hand behind her back, fingers running through her hair and pulling her closer. When they stopped, Donnie placed his forehead against hers, quietly whispering sweet things to her — and more ‘I'm sorry’s.

Jess gave him a sign to get up, since he was still on his knees holding her. When he did, she wasted no time falling into his embrace. He wrapped his hands around her, inhaling her hair again, loving the scent of her shampoo.

Donnie's heart speeds up when she pulls him by his suspenders, leading him to her bed. He tossed his googles and boots somewhere on the floor, climbed on top of her body and kissed her skin a little more.

Trailing kisses all over her arms, his large hands slipped inside of her shirt, secretly adoring how the heat growing on her skin. She whimpered again feeling him grabbing her waist and licking her neck.

— Can I? — Donnie whispers, sliding one hand to the waistband of her jeans. He kissed her cheek after she nodded. He unbuttoned it, opened the zipper and she helped him take it off by raising her hips. She also kicked off her shoes.

He took a moment to caress her thighs, leaning towards her again and dangerously licking the shell of her ear. Donatello smiled noticing the way she shivered under him. Going a little bit down her neck again, his tongue snuck out to give a wet kiss, sucking it slowly.

Jess bit her lip when the hand he was using to touch one of her thighs slowly slid up to her waist, finding its way under her shirt and cupping her breast. He massages the area before pulling the bra to the side enough to meet her nipple. A heavy sigh escaped her mouth as Donnie played with her already perked nipple, pinching it.

She quietly pulled her shirt up with her bra, so he could have more room. He starts squeezing her breast while making another trail of pecks, finally reaching her other nipple. He leans closer to suck on it, pinching the other one once in a while. Jess was a mess already, and he wasn't even starting.

His left hand leaves her breath and slides down her body again, studying the fabric of her underwear with his index finger pressed in between her thighs. Donnie could feel the scent of her arousal, knowing her folds were getting more and more wet. Moving his hand up, his fingers found their way to her underwear, receiving an instant whimper from Jessie. He sucked harder on her nipple as his finger was about to slide in, pushing his girl even more close to the edge.

— Oh, Donnie... — Her voice clouded away as he started to rub circles on her clit. Jess bites her lower lips as more juices run down all over his fingers. Donnie positioned himself in a way that kept her legs open, preventing her from squeezing her thighs. He speeds up his movements, making her moan a little louder. A familiar feeling was growing at the bottom of her belly as he didn't stop. He went back on pinching her nipple to match his other hand, and slid a digit inside of her from time to time. — Don't stop- Ah... — Jessie closed her eyes and tried to get more friction by moving her hips around. She whimpered more and her thighs shook, giving him a warning that she was close.

As expected, he stopped.

— What- Oh, you gotta be shitting me. — Jess shakes her head, still breathing hard and totally pissed off.

Donnie couldn't help but giggled at her angry expression. He gave her a quick peck and undid his cargo pants, soon kicking them off with his underwear. Jessie pulled him to another kiss, sliding one hand from his shoulder to his dick. She slowly strokes it, matching the movements of her tongue inside his mouth. She could feel her folds getting even more wet as the sound of his muffled whimpers and churrs.

She pulled away and crossed her arms to take off her shirt, and finally her bra. Donnie grabs the back of her neck and pulls her hair a little, making her moan by accident. When she looked up at him, he saw the lust filling her eyes, her pupils totally dilated. Donatello smiled before kissing her.

Laying back in bed, he teased her intimacy with his fingers again, then leaned down to tease her with something else. Jess cursed out loud when he sucked on her sensitive spot, swirling his tongue around her clit and overstimulating even more.

— Mmm, fuck... — Donnie cursed, loving the taste of her folds. As he opens his eyes, he sees his woman pinching her own nipples, totally drowned in pleasure. He just stops what he's doing and clicks his tongue in disapproval. — You're not touching yourself tonight, love. — So he gripped her wrist, moving her hands away. — I'm the one who should be pleasing you.

Jess nods, then smiles as he kisses the back of her hand with tenderness. Donnie leaned into another kiss, savoring the taste of her mouth and adoring her whimpers. He pressed his length against her privacy, making the tip of his cock and her clit rub against each other.

— Donnie, baby... — She pulls away for a second. — Just fuck me already, please? — He internally screamed at her request, totally in love with the way she stared at him, desperate.

— Don't have to say it twice, honey. — Donatello pushes in at once, smirking when her eyes rolled back and she moaned. A churr escaped his throat next to a curse when she kept whining.

— Oh- fuck, please... Don't stop- Ah! — Her mouth hangs open as he accelerates.

— I won't... Don't worry baby, I won't- Fuck! — Jess wrapped her arms around his neck and cried even more, calling his name.

— I love you, baby. You're so good to me, I don't want anyone else! — Donnie felt a shiver going down his spine as she spoke so close to his ear.

— I love you even more, baby... — She pulled away enough to look him in the eyes again. — Oh god... Jess, I'm gonna-

She cupped his cheek and pulled him to a kiss, her back arched when they both came. Donnie pecked her cheek and struggled not to collapse over her body. Jess kept trying to catch her breath as he lay down next to her. Then, she turned and brought him closer.

— I'm sorry for being an asshole, I never meant to hurt you... — She gave him a light kiss.

— Let's leave this in the past, everything's fine now. I'm not mad anymore. — Jess stroked his cheek. — I love you.

— I love you more...

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