Can he ever reclaim his manhood after this level of public humiliation?

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Can he ever reclaim his manhood after this level of public humiliation?
Something about the torture scene in KCD2 with Godwin and Zizka.
You can choose to talk straight up, to resist until getting tortured, or even stay silent after getting hurt. In this last case, Godwin screams to stop, and he tells Toth everything.
Something about Henry’s constant silence, if that’s what you choose : Toth asks the same question maybe six times before torturing him. I’m not saying he’s merciful or anything, but he’s giving Henry a choice. And that’s how he tells him : this isn’t his war. Henry’s been roped into political plots and schemes, but it’s not like he actively works to overthrow the government. Toth knows that. So he doesn’t understand why Henry would rather get tortured, even die slowly in that jail, rather than just sing.
Because he doesn’t understand in the moment that choosing for Henry to remain silent, in my opinion, isn’t to stay faithful to Jobst and protect this double faced traitor. Henry doesn’t talk because he would never talk to him. He would never give Toth the pleasure to see him bend under torture. He’s never choosing the escape route : he fights and dies right there if that’s how it is.
Of course, you can talk before any of that happens. But I like to think that’s how Henry would think and act - my Henry at least. He’s got this anger, this sorrow, this deep hatred inside him - even though he helps everyone around him and is loyal and obedient. Like when Henry taunts Erik about Toth’s death. He doesn’t have to do that. But after all the times Toth taunted him, it’s rightful retribution. It’s perverse, and evil, and he takes pleasure in seeing Erik’s face break. And you know what ? I understand.
Oh, and another detail : before all this, back at Nebakov, Godwin suggests to run before they get massacred by Von Bergow’s army. Henry refuses, Hans insults them, they fight. They get captured. In the cart, Godwin says again "i told you we should have made a run for it". Henry mentions once more how he’s never running away again. After the torture scene, for the third time, Godwin mentions how running away doesn’t seem like a bad idea now. Henry still climbs the castle to kill Toth before they leave. And yet, Godwin is no coward. He’s one of the wisest characters. He never mentions running away as a bad thing : he mentions it to find safety and protection.
If there’s a KCD3 (all the hints point to one but you never know), I wonder how it’ll tackle the subject of revenge. In KCD1, Henry needs to get revenge, and he will when the time comes. In KCD2, Henry does get revenge on almost every part, but also realizes there are other things - looking out for his brother, for Hans, for himself. If there’s a KCD3… there might be a time where you need to choose definitely what kind of life Henry will live : of letting go, peace, love, or revenge, bloody justice. He’ll be a knight either way, just not the same kind of knight. One who understands that running away isn’t necessary the bad option… or one who’ll inevitably die on the battlefield.
Intoxicating Fear (XXIII)
Breaking spirits
Read part one // Masterpost // Continued from here
This part is dedicated to @dutifullykrispyland and that one choking anon who i thought of when writing the end of Ambrose’s scene :)
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Jude smiled a toothy grin, his mouth wide like a shark’s, as he observed Ambrose with smiling eyes. “So you want to know about Supervillain, huh? Why?”
“I want to get in contact, shake his hand.”
Jude’s eyes flashed. “A fanboy are you?”
Ambrose smiled coldly, one hand on the barrel like table, pinky finger drumming a beat. “Something like that.”
“Mmmm, interesting. You want to join his squad, or are you just a groupie?”
“Supervillain has a squad?”
A flash of canines. Jude sat back in the booth, one hand on his chin in a mock contemplative expression. “Hmm. You’re not a groupie then, are you, stranger? You seem more like a fisherman to me.”
i just read a fic where zuko gets captured alongside mai in the boiling rock and they torture him for info about aang's whereabouts and of course he doesn't tell them. but then they threaten to torture mai and he spills. do you think it's in character. i was a little surprised. i thought he wouldn't.
Ugh. I'm going to be honest with you: I feel like torture is a "do whatever the storyteller wants" plot device. I've come to the point where anything involving torture feels artificial, a construct meant to Make A Point that -- no matter the point -- ends up feeling divorced from reality. I've written exactly one torture that I can recall (although I left it mostly off-screen), and purposefully made it pointless, a waste of time trying to get information which doesn't exist, serving in my plot as an actual time-waster until other characters were ready to get the plot going, a silly little meta-commentary.
With my adult life starting shortly before 9/11, I guess I've just been exposed to so many variations of Torture As A Plot Device that I'm just weary.
Anyway, all that's to say: yeah, I'd shrug and accept this scenario. I'd get mad if Azula is in control and the storyteller didn't use this as an opportunity for her to use her genius to trick Zuko into revealing the information in half the time the torture would have taken, while making a point about how unreliable torture is as a way of gathering intelligence, but that's irrelevant.
(Heck, in canon, Azula deduced the location of Aang immediately after TBR without a prisoner to interrogate. XD)
However, to try to answer you in a useful way, I think we're more asking if Zuko would value the world over Mai. Could he make The Hard Choice to sacrifice what he loves most (inconveniently for those who tire of this, a female character in need of more prominence) or will he give in to human weakness?
Well, when it's worded that way, I tend to shade Zuko with human weakness and excessive emotion. He's not a Hard Choice kinda character, you know? He's actually a pretty traditional heroic figure, albeit a bit more pulp than we usually see in kiddie media these days, and they always try to save The Girl.
I mean, he jumped in front of Katara to save her from the lightning, and they're just friends. That was a tactically stupid choice, even if Katara was able to salvage the situation because she's Katara.
So yeah, I guess I don't see a problem with the dynamic.
Tuesday Teaser - Torture
A little taste of my WiP. Peter is making good on his promise. Scott McCall would suffer. I’ve got 1845 words typed out for this torture scene and I’m not done with the final revisions. 🫣
We’ll see how this ends up. 🐺😬
Part 1 which inspired this AU.
@superfluffycam-blog 🖤
“So tell me, Scott. Was it worth screwing over the only two people on this planet that loved you? Maybe you can ask them when the Ferryman takes your soul."
A tormented sob escaped from Scott’s throat.
Peter chuckled as he set down his instruments and walked over to a cabinet. There was one glass bottle on it with a set of tumblers. He didn't bother with them, though. It wasn't that kind of evening.
You know, one for civilized behavior.
The glass bottle seemed to emanate an ethereal violet glow. He took the top off, which caused the blood that was coating Peter’s hands to slide down the sides of it. He then took a swig directly from the bottle, which was very unlike his normal decorum.
These were not normal circumstances, though. His Wolf was howling within him with rage, sorrow, and a need for bloody vengeance.
Peter smirked as he looked over the progress of Scott's punishment.
There was a lot of blood, yet it was not nearly enough. He craved more.
Pieces of flesh and viscera were strewn upon his body and dangling from the table. He took a few more drinks from the bottle and decided what was coming next.
Stalking back over to the table, he reached for an instrument he had used only once before.
He reserved it for only the most scummiest of his subjects.
A rotary cheese grater.
•TBC•
Franco-Belgian Berserk [1997 series X Asterix cartoons]. Torturer in this scene seemed so unreasonably confident about wooden door vs Guts chances, it felt like that running gag about Gauls effortlessly escaping any captivity just by smashing every door on their way. - (u/ValentrisRRock)
you know what i need?
i need the crows to somehow see kaz’s reaction to skin on skin contact…then i need some one to fuck up. Some one slips up (jesper prob) and mentions it, so, someones trying to get information so they kidnap kaz, he laughs and plays his usual, “im not scared of you” act. Until he realizes he doesnt have his gloves. Then i need to see the torture scene. I need to see kaz unable to stop himself from throwing up, i need flahsbacks. I need his to try so hard not to crack, try so hard to keep his composure, keep information confidential. He tries so hard not to react, until he feels that figurative water finally going over his head as he vomits all over his shoes, i want him to sit there vulnerable, i want to see him crack. I want to see him finally give in, tell them everything they wanted to know.
ok, thats all ☺️
torture + geraskier
I really hope you like it, I am not the best at writing straight up whump n torture scenes, though it’s brief and focuses more on Jaskier getting better.
Find it on ao3
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Jaskier sat in the cold, desolate cell, beaten and bloodied and half gone. He had been captured by Nilfgaard in one of his heart broken, drunk stupers and ever since dragged through hell, they had tried to rip his mind open, tear it apart, but his magic prevented the mage assigned to ruin him to gain access to any of his memories --and barely any of his thoughts in general-- that may endanger Geralt. When that didn’t work they had taken to different tactics, a deep scar across his back, hand bruises on his neck, his fingers cut with bones broken along with too many other wounds to count, covered in his own blood. He was leaning against the wall panting, closer to death than he ever had been when he heard the guards approaching. “Look at the little songbird, trapped and mute, unable to escape.” He said, his voice condescending and mocking. Jaskier rolled his eyes but didn’t speak. He found it wasn’t worth it. By sheer luck -- for them-- they had put Jaskier in partly iron shackles, weakening him significantly. “Nothing to say?” Jaskier didn’t react. The guard didn’t seem like this, hitting hard and knocking him over. “You know… This could aaaall end if you just told us where the Witcher is” the guard said crouching down in front of Jaskier. The bard simply spat blood in his face before saying “Probably fucking your mother.” not his best line but, well, cold you really blame him? The guard growled before pulling Jaskier by his hair and throwing him against a wall. He started to stalk towards Jaskier as he lost consciousness, his last thoughts quite simple. At least he had granted Geralt his blessing.
The last thing he felt was a punch to the stomach and the last thing he heard was the squelch of a sword through a throat.
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Geralt was carrying Jaskier, desperately trying to wake him up, while not jostling him too much, he made it to where Yennefer was, disposing the last of the guards before opening a portal, Geralt took a deep breath and ran through it, practically sprinting towards Triss to save hi- the bard… He has lost the privilege of calling him his years ago.
They quickly set Jaskier down on the table and Triss got to healing him slowly. Geralt was a mess, had been a mess ever since the mountain. At first he had thought it was because of Yennefer but after finding her, after missing the noise, after growing to despise the silence. He knew he had missed, needed, Jaskier. He has tried to track down Jaskier, tried for three years to no avail until a rumor spread tha a the great Bard, Jaskier, had been kidnapped. And Geralt knew in that moment what had happened and blamed himself. It was not a short healing process, with all the physical damage done, it had taken Jaskier three days to wake up. Three days that Geralt spent by his side, refusing to leave the room to eat, which led Eskel to bringing up his lunch and staring at his brother, usually giving him a reassuring pat on the shoulder, it led to Lambert not teasing him and Ciri spending time with her new father figure in Jaskiers room, always worried because he had gone completely non verbal. Geralt eventually did fall asleep, something had avoided doing by sharpening his sword and changing Jaskiers bandages. He fell asleep holding Jaskiers unbroken hand softly.
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Jaskier awoke to a weight on his uninjured hand, panicked at first until he saw Geralt holding it, fast asleep and looking peaceful, pure confusion bubbling inside him until it was joined by anger and hurt. This seemed to have woken up Geralt, whose first instinct was to hold Jaskiers hand tighter until he realized he was the cause of that smell. He stared at Jaskier, unable to form words, pre relief that Jaskier was awake before noticing the expression on Jaskiers face.
Jaskier snatched his hand away and tried to move away from him on the bed only to be met with pain.
“Please, please don’t move.”
Jaskier looked at him with confusion, Geralt never said please. He was still glaring at Geralt, though, distrustful and weary. After weeks of what he had gone through he wasn’t feeling particularly kind.
“Jaskier” Geralt rasped out. “The mount-”
“Leave it. I’ll be out of your hair when I’m healed. Give you your life's one blessing.” Geralt flinched and pursed his lips. “Get out of my room.” Geralt hesitated, wanting to say something before leaving.
Jaskier lied there, trying his best not to cry when a sorceress and Yennefer entered the room, seemingly to check on him. He tried his best not to be too hostile to Yennefer, he had a feeling she and the other woman saved his life. “Jaskier.”
He didn’t respond, she sighed.
The other mage approached him and gave him a warm smile, she seemed much kinder . She was frankly beautiful, maybe if he was younger and less… Exhausted he might have even tried to woo her. “Hello, my name is Triss, I’m glad to see you finally awake, we were worried that I lost you for a second there. He tried to give her his best smile “Jaskier, but you probably knew that. How long till I can move.” Triss’s smile dropped a little. “I’m afraid you’re going to be bed ridden for a few more days. He frowned. “Ahh, I see. Well, give me the sinopses, doc, will I ever play again?” he said, a bit dramatically. He felt his hand nearly healed and along with his own magic he knew he’d be fine, but reassurance was never bad.
She huffed, “You’ll be fine. You won't play for another week though, I suggest staying here until you can.” “It would be a waste if we spent so much time just for you to ruin it, Bard.”
Jaskier glared at Yennefer but conceded. “In fact… You should stay with us.” Triss said softly. At that Jaskier let out a bitter laugh. “I would rather not. I’ll head back to Oxenfurt, put on a good glamour like I should have in the first place.” Triss frowned. “I’m afraid that that isn’t possible… The safest place is here, in Kaer Morhen.” Jaskier grit his teeth and decided not to argue for the time being, too exhausted to protest.
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The next few days went as the following, one of Geralt's brothers would come up, talk to Jaskier and get him to eat. Later on Ciri would come in and talk to him, having someone from back home to provide her comfort, him being relieved she made it out alive.
Once he got out of bed… Geralt would give him food, make sure he didn’t strain himself and be a general frustration. Jaskiers hurt over the mountain warring with the love he still had, with the affection brought through Geralt's actions.
He knew what the others were doing, trying to get him to see Geralt was trying to change, but Jaskier kept convincing himself it wasn’t so ntil it reached a boiling point.
“Stop.” His voice was firm, expression stormy. Geralt was currently serving him food, both haven woken up at night from their own, cruel nightmares. Geralt paused before turning to Jaskier. “Jaskier,”
“No. You don’t get to… Fucking take care of me and try to act like nothing happened. I don’t need your fucking pity and I don’t need your family participating in whatever fucking game it is you’re playing.”
“Julek, it isn’t-”
“Don’t you dare fucking call me that! How dare you, how dare you push me away for years and deny our friendship, how dare you tell me I’m the worst thing that happened to you and then-and then save me and act like it never- like you haven’t shattered my heart into a million pieces you absolute bastard!” He was crying at this point, shaking before falling into the chair behind him. Geralt had nothing to say, pausing before he slowly walked towards Jaskier and kneeled before him.
“Jaskier… I- hm. The words I said on the mountain” Jaskier flinched “I didn’t mean them I- Yennefer was gone and it was my fault and you were there and I-I wanted to hurt someone, I wanted to be alone and to push you away. I was wrong, I was so wrong.” he took a deep breath “You’re… You’re my life's blessing, you’re the good choice I’ve made. I’m so sorry. Please, let me prove to you that I’ve changed, that I can treat you better. That… I want to be kinder. I… I am a selfish man, I do not deserve your forgiveness but I want to stay by your side.” Jaskier stared at the man in front of him, sincerity in his voice before taking a deep breath. “And if I don’t want you to prove it? If I want to leave?”
Geralt grimaced “Then I will let you leave.” Jaskier reached out and cupped his cheek.
“I’m still mad but I forgive you. I think I forgave you a while ago.” Geralt gave the smallest smile “But I can’t… I-I love you Geralt. I can’t be by your side while you and Yennefer play h-”
“Yennefer and I aren’t together. She and Triss are in love and I. Hm. I love you too.” he said the last part softly, as if afraid that Jaskier would take back his words with his admission.
Jaskier looked at him shocked before giving him a watery smile “Then I will stay by your side… But I can’t. I need time, I want to take it slow.” Geralt nodded “I will wait. I will make it up to you”
Jaskier pulled Geralt up “Well, you can start with a kiss.”