May 14, 2025
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really not fair to give me sensory overload issues related to social interactions and then also intense loneliness-related depression, like great I have to go to bed because I spent too much time around people but also when I’m in bed I’m crying because I feel alone but also I know I’ll start crying because of sensory issues if I try to talk to people again. who decided this. this sucks.
Long story short I desperately wanted people to see and understand their trauma because I felt like no one could see me or mine. Including myself
Hiding the trauma when it's happening is super common. But now that I'm over with said trauma I can casually talk about it -BUT!
I constantly forget that I used to hide it to my childhood friends and now everytime we hang out I accidentally trauma dump them out of nowhere because I thought I had told them already! 🥲
Like... Based on an actual conversation:
Haha yeah, that reminds me of that time -you know!
?????
When my dad threw me off a boat!
WHAT?!
Oooooh... You didn't- Shit.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE THREW YOU OFF A BOAT?!
It wasn't that bad!!
What the literal fuck.