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WAITER WAITER!!! one (1) human tenna please. i love him with all my heart. and maybe perhaps a spamgon if u are ok with drawing ugly weird old men . thank u. does a backflip
ok here finally
i dont know if i like it that very much so i made this too to make up for it ok
i know that this feeling inside of my chest, inside of my heart, is love. i can feel it- it feels like love.
But i don't even know what love is.
Attraction? okay, sure. whatever. i don't think i've ever felt that, have i?
affection? i guess i feel that. sometimes, maybe.
I love my friends, i know this. and i love my family. i love the universe and i love humanity and i love nature. but what even is love?
how does one differentiate between romantic and platonic love?
and if i am so full of love—
for my friends, for my family, for the world—
why does it matter which one i am feeling?
i'm sure that this is a trivial matter.
I just really don't understand it, i do not understand how people can 'fall in love' so naturally. what does it feel like?
how do you even get a crush? how do you fall in and out of love? why can't you just call it love and leave it alone? why does it happen?
i hope that, one day, i can figure this out. Not fall in love, but find the answers to my questions.
I ask around- what is love and how does it feel and are crushes even real?
and they are. everyone tells me that they are.
but how can they be so sure? how do they know it's real?
how come they can feel it so surely and confidently- yes, this is a crush?
and why, why can't i?
i just want to know. i just want to be included.
not really. that's a lie.
but how is it real?
hah. i sound like a broken record.
anyway.
how is any of it. real?
i guess i thought that i wouldn't have to have these crises since i figured out my identity so early on.
well, i was really really wrong.
deep down i know it's just part of me, and it's perfectly fine, of course. but i just... i don't know. feeling emotions in the first place is difficult. love would be even harder.
i'm really not sure what's wrong with me. i don't want to fall in love.
i guess i'm just totally convinced right now that it's not even real.
Yeah he was inspired off of Alastor(and I think shipped with the guy too?? However i think i made him before 2p alastor existed, or i wasnt aware of his existence in the creation of him) But he's changed.. for the most part?? How they died is so similar yet so different, both following the deer like motif. (Alastor was mistaken as a deer, meanwhile Oscar was hunted as if he was a deer)
But uh yeah!! If there's any questions you may have feel free to ask(whether in the comments or the blog) I'll try to answer the best I can :)
My take on Luke is that he wasn’t a bad person, in fact, I do believe he was fundamentally good. His requests for reform and justice for demigods were completely justifiable, but he executed it poorly by teaming up with the titans. The Gods inherited their corruption from the Titans, so there was no reason to believe the Titans would do a better job at ruling the world than the Gods (and besides, what would there be to rule if the world was in shambles?). I understand that teaming up with them was his best bet at overthrowing the Gods, but he lost sight of this goal in favor of power. In a way I think the greatest irony about Luke is that his arc mirrors the gods; he turned into everything he hated about them, manipulative and malevolent to the ones he had sworn to help. But more than anything I think his story is closer to that of a tragedy, rather than a villain's rise and fall.
I want nothing more than to make tf out with a guy while we share a cig and im pulling at the hair at the nape of his neck and hes gasping a little. and maybe there's some blood on us. as a treat. no reason for it being there im just perverted
