you try too hard to be different from everyone else because you were always compared to other people growing up and it affected you more than you let on.
there’s nothing wrong with having similarities, but you don’t want those similarities to take away from who you are just because you have something in common with another person.
you crave attention, you like it when people see you as different or weird because it makes you feel special. You think that being different means being unique means being special. you want people to see you and think you’re weird, in a good way. you want attention, you want validation, and you want to be seen as a real person. you don’t want to be compared to anyone else because you don’t want it to take away from who you are.
you need someone to see you for who you are and not for who you try to be.