#vent again

[kyumyu7]

errr some art i made just now, i was (still am) pretty opposed to posting it but im doing it anyway... i was trying to vent via visual art but im not the best at turning my emotions into cohesive or good drawings. i tend 2 just write them into songs, literature, or musical compositions

[carlthehedgehog]

Gang I srsly might delete tumblr WHY DO I FEEL LIKE SHIT EVERY TIME I SEE PEOPLE’S POSTS

[silentredpierroty]

Sorry if I'm venting too much here, but I created this account because I think having a profile to post whatever I want is better than staying in a fandom that hurts me, and I'm still sad about leaving that fandom

I liked the characters, but literally nobody liked me. At first they hated me because of yumeship, and then that boy decided to spread around that I'm a horrible person. I hate how I can never stay in a fandom without something bad happening

[mentally-ill-loser-rants]

Is my trauma really that bad or am I just overreacting

[takingmytimeonmyride]

I just have to find my Ushka of something (a masochist to match my sadistic ways)

This is related to yesterday's post about me being romantically sadistic btw

[soggy0lampshade]

I hate when my parents are openly trans/homophobic around me, it just makes me feel so much worse about myself knowing they wouldn’t actually care about me if they knew.

[francisapplehetalia]

Another vent thing just so you know

God I feel so stupid like 90% of the time, supposedly I’m in top set but it doesn’t feel like it. I hate being in a separate maths and English class from my twin because I feel like they’re at a higher level than me and that I’ll be a failure. I feel like I’m falling behind. At times like this i get Romano, I understand the jealousy. Although what’s different with me and him is just I cry and rant on tumblr and stuff. I feel like a terrible person, I feel so selfish. I feel like my friends don’t like me and are just acting like they like me. On top of that neither of my best friends are really in any of my classes but they’re put together and they joke about hating me, I know they probsbly don’t but the doubt is still there. Anyways bye for the now.

[hanniblr-com]

not even hannibal would want to eat me, why is that making me so sad