I reblog and comment on my other post on this but I thought I’d would be a separate thing post, yeah sorry I’m tired… 3 hours writing this,
Im wasnt sure if I was really making any sense (I have a hard time explaining myself,,, really hard time) when I first watched that scene, I found it pretty hilarious, weirded out, but still hilarious. Slowly I was starting to get a little interested in that topic, about him (SA) my mind just went bonkers over it. Back then It was a hard time for me (still is tbh) seemed like I just wanted to idk feel not so alone, just to relate to something. Again back then there wasn’t much to read about it tbh. (This is back in 2015)
Getting back into the fandom, (very amazing, I didn’t think I was gonna obsess over this show again lol) had me start all over again. Watching the CAA with my dad, (his first time) we watched the same scene, and I started to feel uneasy and icky, disgusted. Anyways, I didn’t feel right.
When it comes to these things in anime it can be easy (sometimes) to laugh it off, especially the type of genre it is.
But I’m 100% sure if they mention this in a slice of life anime….
HxH isn’t a normal shonen, which I really like. Hearing a 12 yr kid talking about his life before leaving his home, and then mentioning a verrry questionable topic, (although killua started it) about how women, he didn’t know, come over and say that he would spend time with them, who, AND he calls them manics, (or cougars, I’m just adding it here, just in case. ) and that they would teach him things. like dating. But I mean, who goes on a date with a kid under 12? (Or 11 as some people say), who would teach a 12 and under, romance and how to treat women, again in a romantic way…………..? Maybe to me, that’s just too young, I know if my mom knew I was learning these things at a very young age, she’d be concerned, VERY concerned, must believe someone else is teaching me those things…….
ALTHOUGH, he did say Mito would go herself on dates with him. But maybe the dates with Mito were the same with the women who would come over, like enjoying and spending some time together.
Did he really have to name those women, MANICS/COUGARS!!
did he knew that people call those types of women manics/cougars.
Like how did he know, did someone mention it to him, did people know about this whole dating thing with he had with them, and that’s why others may have told him that word. If Mito knew, I’m sure she’d stop that. What kind of mother would let a young child go out with girls (should I use this word, cause I think it’s tiring to say women a lot, lolol)
Mito truly acts like a mother, and a mother protects her child, no matter what age. But
Would you allow your son, at THAT age, be with another woman, (older woman)that YOU don’t even know, spending time with him. (They don’t even have their own kid to play with Gon you know? Suspicious right?) Gon is an outside child, Mito didn’t mind that he would go and play out there, I mean it’s shown in the first chapter of the manga, with Kite, him being out in the forest.He never told Mito about how he found out about his father, Even met Kite. It was a secret, and Kite never told him to keep it as a secret.
In Greed Island. In the city of Aiai, killua said that Gon is terrible at keeping secrets.
Seems like he was wrong. he can keep a secret very well. If he truly wants to, he 100% can.
By the way, I keep using the same darn words over and over again, my mind cannot compute, and I have said before I’m very bad at explaining things, so I feel like that one kid from vine that kept repeating the same word for like 1 min, and finally finished the sentence. Yeah.
Going back to “how on earth did he learn that word.” Gon calling them manic/cougars, means he knows what they are, what they like and what they do. How did he know that word. I’m pretty sure Mito would never call them that/use it in front of him. Again, she doesn’t know about them. Really truly, she doesn’t know anything about this.
Because he knows what they like, young men, he just says it so casually, nothing weird about it to him. Is he used to it? All of the women? The same ones? Always?
I’m thinking to myself, what did the women show him, what did they talk about? Whatever it is;
the name he used to talk about them to Killua.
he kept it a secret. funny enough he told Killua about it, (maybe cause he’s his close friend) just not Mito. Maybe he’s fine talking about it to others, just not the one who raised him.
because it would hurt her. He would also keep THIS secret from her, easy to tell others than someone you love. Although he believes “yea that’s normal” it’s just that, is it normal because it is to others that told him (not that THEY went through that but those that told him what they are) but then again, does he know it’s not something good? Even just a little.Why didn’t he want Mito know? I mean.(Sorry I keep repeating the same thing :( ))Was he told to do that? Was it nothing important to him? Did he not care? Didn’t think it was a big deal? Never brought it up? Possibly Maybe told to keep it a secret, by the women, but oblivious to why? So he goes along with it, again possibly thinking it’s just something that shows your a “grown up” or something interestingly fun, just a game I mean he’s the only kid on that island so he would be feeling kinda lonely (noko, I believe her name is, was just too young at that time and also she wasn’t a boy so having those with the opposite sex, way older than noko seems okay to him) older than him, (I’m sure he’d want a friend his age or close AS WE KNOW Already!!) different gender, spending time with them, again, games (I believe to me, that dating can be a game sometimes or anything a little romantic can be as well….)(idk like killua thought.sigh* this kid is just sad.. and he’s making me sad…..and wanting to blow my Brain out cause this is too complicated and so is his LIFE.
Me Reading all this is like, everything i just wrote MOST LIKELY MAKES NO SENSE WHATSOEVER AND I 100% AGREE WITH YOU. oh my goddddd.
Okay okay let’s just wrap this up before I go on with another paragraph and a totally different confusing yeaaaa..
Okay, this kid went through a lot.
Not having a father around
Almost died (trying to commit suicide)
Hurting himself and blaming himself for making just One mistake. (Relate)
Idk, kid is just like??? Killua who??
Nah just joking, Killua has it hard too, just in a different way.
I love him……….Some of the things he went through is relatable to me.
This is just mumble jumbo, if I said something wrong or stupid, go ahead and correct me…. In a loving way lololol.
This is pure pshhhhh, crap??..? I say that because it feels so contradictory.
Not my best, I feel like I shouldn’t post this, but here I am.
Okay I’m putting myself down.
