Day 5 in an Epilepsy Monitoring Unit
Well hello there
I've been stuck in a room with a camera on me for five days now, with a shit ton of electrodes on my scalp glued on with some fancy super adhesive. ( basically a video eeg)
I was really scared of coming here initially because I get anxious when I spend too long in hospitals and not being able to leave the room at all just didn't seem like fun.
Luckily enough, the staff here are so so nice, and my room isn't too bad! I have a bathroom and a window so I'm happy enough.
Main issue is: i'm here to have a seizure, and it hasn't happened yet and this is so frustrating because I've spent a year waiting for this opportunity, and I had a seizure 11 days before coming, which means I might not have another one, because I average 6 weeks now between them.
They've taken me off my meds completely today and I only have until Monday, but everyone else in the ward have been having seizures and I'm just so frustrated right now, because this is my only chance of finding meds that might work.
I still have a weekend, but I'm guessing they'll put me back up on my meds starting tomorrow.
On another note: withdrawals. Wtf.
Anyways. Here's hoping I'll have a seizure.














