#weslyria

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the scene where Wesley and Illyria have despicable evil gross sex is nauseating but its still probably the best scene in Angel season 6. The conversation beforehand where Illyria demolishes the fiction of Wes and Fred having a fairy tale romance is the most brutal breaking down of a character I've ever seen and she really throws it all in his face

You wanted her to be happy? She was happy with Gunn, and you were desperate to see them break

You were better for her? She was haunted by a murder she didn't even commit, that Gunn saved her from and you pushed her towards

You cared about what she wanted? She wanted her parents to know she was dead, that she was not afraid. Did you forget that part? Do you only remember the part when she said your name for the last time?

You loved her? For her? Not for this face, this smile? Then why, instead of carrying out her will that you alone knew of, did you spend your days staring at this face through a glass of whiskey?

Was that what she would have wanted? Or did it not matter that she wanted you to tell her parents the truth, just like it did not matter that she wanted Gunn over you? Even when she finally reciprocated your feelings, attempted to start a relationship, you did not notice until she used this face, these lips. You did not notice because it was what Fred wanted. And that doesn't matter to you. Only what you want.

And you. Want. Me.

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AtS, all the remaining letters for that meme that you feel like answering :) (I already asked about A-H, so just do whichever ones you'd like!)

I. If you had to name your child after a character in the show, which one would you choose?

Wesley or Lilah, depending on if it was a boy or a girl.

J. If you had to name your pet after a character in the show, which one would you choose?

Angel

K. Ideally, how long did you want the show to last?

If they could do it right, seven or eight seasons

L. What's your favorite spin off idea?

Of AtS specifically? (My faith-centric, Faith & Amy series, even counting the bonus wesley, is more of a BtVS crossovwer)

Probably Illyria learning how to live in the modern era, guided by Wesley, and maybe something involving a legacy of the old ones or whatever as an overarching arc. But anything Wesley & Illyria (or Weslyria plz?) centric.

M. How's the fandom for this particular show?

Pretty good. not big enough. NEED MOAR FANS.

N. Name one problematic thing that really bothered you.

For me? There really wasn’t much that was like ‘SUPER’ problematic, apart from “Billy”

O. Name one problematic thing you let slide.

I know lots of people get on AtS about its treatment of female characters, though I think it is a lil more complex than that, soo... this?

P. Who would you play if you had to take over a role?

Screaming Bystander #3

Q. How do you rank this show in your list of favorites?

Second Favorite, after Stargate SG-1, and second best written, after Babylon 5.

R. Do you follow the creator's other work?

Not especially.

S. Do you follow any of the actors/actresses other work?

Not really.

T. Did you watch this show week to week or binge watch?

Bingey binge-binge.

U. Why would you recommend this show to someone?

http://radison.tumblr.com/post/150562964347/top-10-reasons-for-ats-is-even-better-than-btvs-i

V. Why wouldn't you recommend this show to someone?

I always would rec it. I mean, I suppose if someone only watches shows with LGBT+ rep, then they’re not gonna wanna watch it, but I’d rec it just the same.

W. What mood makes you want to re watch this show?

No specific mood, just when an ep comes to mind.

X. What merchandise do you have?

I have the DVDs.

Y. What merchandise do you want?

Any and all books.

Z. What relationship/s did you like enough to write or read fan fiction about?

Faithsley, Weslah, Weslyria, Lockangel, The AI Team in general.

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Wesley

1: sexuality headcanon Bisexual, but pretty repressed about it in-canon. I’m actually toying with giving him some kind of OC boyfriend in the Aliciaverse, since my main ships for him (Faith, Lilah, Illyria) are unavailable or unlikely for various reasons2: otp Okay so this shifts a lot depending on my mood, but rn, I actually think Wesley/Illyria is my Wesley OTP for the moment. 3: brotp His friendship with Angel4: notp Fred5: first headcanon that pops into my head Wesley translates obscure texts in even more obscure languages for fun - his version of sudoku or crosswords, etc. Also, incidentally, he rocks at Sudoku, though he finds them a little boring and easy, apart from the really hard ones.6: favorite line from this character “Try not to get anybody killed, you wind up getting everybody killed.”7: one way in which I relate to this character Bookish and socially awkward8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character His entire Tenure in Buffy Season 3, more or less9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? Problematic Roll

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AU where my otps are canon

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More Shipping (3 - 4)

3. My favorite m/m ship

Tuckington, no doubt. I don’t have a lot of M/M ships, but I love Tuckington from RvB a lot.

4. My favorite nonbinary ship

I don’t know if any ship I have qualifies? I mean, I don’t hc any character as nb... Lorne could be something other than strictly male or female - I really have a lot of questions about how the Deathwok genders work, so I suppose he could nb, but I have no ships for Lorne (since I also hc him as ace). 

I mean, technically Wesley x Illyria, then? I mean, Illyria is in a female body when she’s onscreen and that’s the context I ship Weslyria, but Illyria is technically a genderless immortal demon-god from the primordial age before time, so she’s kind of non-binary? (I imagine Illyria wouldn’t have much of an issue responding to/being seen as ‘she’, once she gets used to being stuck in her shell and all, but she probably wouldn’t internalize that identification)

More Shipping Asks!

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Wesley!

1: sexuality headcanon Bi, but repressed about it2: otp Right now, Wesley x Illyria, but it changes3: brotp Wesley and Angel4: notp Fresley5: first headcanon that pops into my head He translates the obscurest shit he can find for the hell of it. 6: favorite line from this character “You try not to get anybody killed, you wind up getting everybody killed”7: one way in which I relate to this character Socially awkward and bookish. Also, pragmatism ftw8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character Oh man, let’s just say... all of his time as younger self in Spin the Bottle?9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? Burnt Garlic and Onion Bagel

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Angel: the Series Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Illyria/Wesley Wyndam-Pryce, Angel/Spike (BtVS) Summary:

Wesley looked at Illyria, who tilted her head and looked back expectantly, and he wondered, not for the first time, whether he should feel relieved or guilty that it didn’t hurt nearly as much to look at her anymore.

In fact, it really didn’t hurt at all.

Amazing Weslyria fic and with some fun Spike and Illyria antics as they annoy the crap out of Angel 

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I think I may now ot3 ship Fred/Illyria/Wesley, tbh. My whole ‘Fred and Illyria both have active conciousnesses in the ‘shell’ and they both can control it, and are more or less equal in ‘power’ inside the shell.

Though is it really ot3 if it’s two distinct personalities in one body? I mean, it kind of is and it kind of isn’t... 

But I want it. I want it. I want it so bad.