A @whiteoliphaunt gift for @herenortherenearnorfar - featuring Annatar/Celebrimbor, material cultures, closed practices based on Zoroastrianism, not-knowing, and the final days of Eregion. Happy New Year! And thank you so much to @minubell for running this.
The stairs take longer tonight. The stars are mostly hidden, too far to touch. The wind has picked up, and it sends a chill through his wet hair down to the waist. A fever is the last thing Celebrimbor can afford, but one seems inevitable with the way his muscles ache. Celebrimbor does enjoy aches and pains, normally, laurels for his craft. And if he’s being honest, he enjoys them in the gleeful way the Eldar tend to enjoy looking decrepitude in the eye and denying it, point-blank. Still, the stairs take longer.
“What is that?” he is freshly bathed and half-clad when Annatar walks in; tunic strewn on the bed, leggings loose around his waist. “That string.”
Celebrimbor has a circular piece of thick white twine twirled around his fingers, five large knots equally spaced along the string like knucklebones.
“Just a ritual,” he shrugs, as he does each time.
There’s no ritual that really surprises Annatar these days; he has tried most of them, from the first song to whatever they do these days in Lindon. Still, the way the twine wraps around the callouses compels him in a way that does truly surprise him. There’s a strange peace to Celebrimbor here that he has only seen when smithing or fucking, when he’s coiled tight. Usually molten, red-hot purpose rolls off of his shoulders in such thick waves that sometimes Annatar is surprised the elf can ever stand still at all. Fragile, he realises. Celebrimbor only looks like this when he’s holding something he perceives as fragile. Like a mithril-thin ring, or him.
The smith turns from him, begins the evening ritual. The cord unwinds like a hymn, pale and coarse, gleaming faintly with the memory of the fire which blessed it. He loops it around his waist, each turn a tether, lips moving soundlessly. The movements repeat, five times, one for each knucklebone. With the fifth, he passes the cord over his head, bends, brushes the floor with his fingers.
“A prayer, then?” whispers Annatar, when he is done, eyes blown wide, curious. “I have never seen prayer like this.”
“Fëanorian nonsense,” says the smith, his words so soft over the nonsense that it means the opposite, yet so casual with the Fëanorian as to be a deliberate shutting-out. A deliberate shutting out of Annatar.
They look at each other for a long moment, and each second Celebrimbor doesn’t tell him feels like a thin wire pressed into Annatar’s skin. A slit of moonlight peeks through the slats of the balcony, neatly slicing Annatar in two, from a divine thing into two small, envious little poltergeists. Celebrimbor’s jaw clenches.
“You cannot just know everything about my life before you and aside from you,” Celebrimbor says, shrugging. The air has a cold, rusty taste to it all of a sudden, Annatar thinks. “You know that, don’t you? You know me, you know all of me as relates to you. But the things about my life that you do know, I chose to tell you. This knowledge is not yours.”
“It was you who offered yourself to me,” there is a little petulance to the downturn of his lips. Celebrimbor savours it: it’s like smithing, sculpting, casting, his penchant for finding the gremlin within every god. He is Fëanor’s grandson through and through, he supposes, with another smirk that has Annatar’s cheeks flushing with rage at being excluded from.
“Yes. I offer what I offer,” Celebrimbor tucks the knotted string away into some sort of slight-of-hand Annatar cannot follow. Celebrimbor presses a kiss to his lips, like a consolation prize.
Annatar spends months trying to follow the string. Asks him about it, flushed and glistening from pleasure, asks him every day, asks him at last, in the final moments. The last few days, when each knows what the other is and will become, and tries so hard to forget it for just a little longer. He tries too, to follow it in other ways. In books, in whispers, asks around about the cultural practices of the Fëanorians. The way they lay their dead on tall, silent towers for carrion birds to peck at. The fiery, smoky incense they burn for their prayers to Iluvatar. And still, the knotted string remains just that. A thing that might die with Celebrimbor.
“You will not die!” Annatar roars, at the close of it all. He rounds on Celebrimbor like a warg, suddenly close, suddenly burning, wild-eyed, beautiful and furious. A finger held out in front of him as if to force the world into submission, to force Celebrimbor into living for him instead of dying despite him. “I will not lose you — it is out of the question. How dare you ask me — as if you had the right — as if you have the right to ask me to kill you, after you offered me your life — I refuse it! That is within my power, and I will exercise that power as I see fit. As I see fit — not you. You will not die.”
“I offered my life?” Celebrimbor laughs, even now. Somehow it is him who remains calm, not a single molten thing left within him. He shakes his head. “I offered what I offered. And it is not everything. It is not my life. You know that as well as I, that it is not everything, no?”
His waist is exposed, the knotted string looser than it has ever been. Annatar steps forward. Celebrimbor can feel his glowing eyes, heavy on him, like two more swords pinning him to the earth. He can smell his own sweat, the leather of Annatar’s gauntlets, the woodsmoke of Eregion. He smells like what his home was, what it has become now, the beautiful, furious monster it has shifted into. Annatar cannot look at Celebrimbor or he’ll lose control. He’ll claw at his face, kiss him, plunge his last knife between his ribs. Or worse – yes, worse – he’ll cry, soften, he’ll say let us leave. Yes, yes, anything. Yes. Don’t tell me. I don’t need to know. It’s all right. Let us leave, you and I.
Lesser beings allow themselves to be blinded by things. Anger or love or fury or shame. Higher beings are blind with things, chasing mindlessly, embracing unidirectional tunnel-vision. Annatar, personally, is blind with want. He wants Celebrimbor’s balcony, so open and bright and full of the two of them, full of nothing, the broad shoulders turned away from him. Celebrimbor doing his secret thing with the string, locking him out. The way he allows it, despite wanting to know. The way he is blinded by him.
The way Annatar waits patiently outside as he had never done before. The way he counted the seconds while the city walls shrunk little by little, the air thicker, more and more putrid every second, the door left unlocked, escape always possible, leaving Celebrimbor and the rings and the world and declaring himself. Annatar would have the whole world before him, but where would he go? Where else but here? Who else but him?
It is another week before Lord Sauron leaves the burnt-black city of Eregion, a sweat-stained, knotted string curled in his pocket like a sick, sleeping mongrel. He will never know what it was. But he knows what it is now. It is a kiss — a consolation prize, offered up on a balcony, the stars too high up to know that the two of them were standing there that evening, too high up to remember they ever stood there at all.
Dwarvish and Hobbitish traditions mingle under the Lonely Mountain in the upcoming days of Yuletide. Somewhere amidst misunderstandings and cultural differences, love between Bilbo and Thorin starts to blossom and finally bear fruit.
General, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
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Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Aragorn/Arwen Undómiel, Aragorn & Boromir (Tolkien)
Characters: Aragorn (Tolkien), Elrond, Boromir, Arwen, Éomer
Additional Tags: Long introspections from Aragorn, this man has many thoughts, he will let you know what they are, identity and finding oneself in differing cultural situations
Summary:
A long introspection of Aragorn on what it means to be raised in Imladris while traveling, living and leading within the world of men.
Officially reposting now as a gift for @maglorslostsilmaril as part of the 2025 @whiteoliphaunt - I hope you enjoy!! Warm wishes of the season! <3
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He understands himself through slivers of Otherness and One-of-Us. To be King is to be othered. So, too, is to not be King. A failure of seed and effort of a mother to provide hope for her people. She who devoted her entire being to that cause. I gave hope, I reserved none for myself she said as she died.
Aragorn was gentle with her, he held her hand, he said he loved her and would always remember her and that he would do his duty as she wanted him to. Later, years and years later, to someone who knows what it is to hold heavy burdens Aragorn asked, How can that be said to a son who did not ask for such sacrifice to be made on his behalf?
And Bilbo replied, I don’t think she meant it like that. In my experience, the dying are sometimes speaking to those already dead rather than the living in front of them. Tell me, Aragorn, do you look much like your father?
Here is my @whiteoliphaunt gift for @rainfeather13. I couldn't decide between two ideas so I wrote them both. Something more contemplative and something more lighthearted. Hope you enjoy!
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Summary: Maglor wanders aimlessly on a lonely stretch of beach...
The tranquil peace of Lórien never really fills Melian with comfort...
Fëanor paces the grim Halls of Mandos, sweeping back and forth across the floors like a caged animal...
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A character study of Maglor, Melian and Fëanor, and how they have left and have been left behind by their loved ones.
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Summary: A series of snippets of elves kissing under the mistletoe
A @whiteoliphaunt gift for @elyksina, who request Turin, Orodreth, Finduilas, and Gwindor with plenty of angst. I adore your artwork, and I hope I’ve captured beautiful, sad Orodreth to your liking.
Túrin’s hands have always been coated in red. Metaphorically, on occasion, though usually literally. The color makes him nauseous.
He curls his scarred hands into fists as the King peels the worn leather gloves back, inspecting his hands closely for injuries. There is nothing, though; the brackish, dark orc blood is only on his gloves, dripping from his fingertips, and splattered across his palms.“I told you I was fine, my Lord,” Túrin grunts, uneasy with the ministrations.
Orodreth clicks his tongue softly. “I cannot be sure that you are not also wounded. We must be careful.”
Túrin glances at the gloves, cast forlornly to the side. They are nearly black, though they were tawny doeskin when Cúthalion first gifted them. Now, they are dark, like his spirit. He can scarcely believe the original color was bone. Washing it in the laundry will hardly make a difference; they will never be light again, nor will he.
At long last, Orodreth stands, dropping Túrin’s hands back into his lap. “You appear to be fine.”
“I am fine. I told you that.”
The King throws him a weary glance. “Well, I am not the one who was worried.” It is a lie, and Túrin is not sure Orodreth even knows that it is.
Túrin casts his gaze behind him. Gwindor is, of course, lurking outside, eyes narrowed, but he’s not alone. A familiar golden head hovers just outside the door, blue eyes veiled, no hint of worry creeping across her petite, pale face. Finduilas is a good actress, of course; she is excellent at guarding her emotions. She must be, having been raised in a harsh court with her father’s cousins lurking. But Túrin knows her well enough by now, and he knows that Finduilas wouldn’t have come if she were not also worried.
“They have been waiting long to see you,” Orodreth unhelpfully supplies. Túrin tears his eyes from Finduilas to cast him an annoyed look.
“I shall not make them wait any longer, then.”
On his way out, he picks up his bloodied gloves and slides them back over his fingers. It feels as if his skin is settling back into place after being flayed.
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The King has blood on his cheek, smeared across a sharp cheekbone. It is not his own, and Túrin knows this, but his heartbeat still quickens, and he pulls Orodreth close, cupping his face lightly. His skin is warm, even through Túrin’s gloves.
“You are bleeding,” Túrin breathes. His fingers ghost along Orodreth’s cheek, and he shudders slightly yet he does not pull back.
“‘Tis not mine,” the King promises. He points to the trail of blood on the forest floor, ruby droplets and rivulets leading away from where they stand. The russet leaves gleam with pools of dark blood. It leads toward the Narog, and the King’s spear rests against the mighty trunk of an Oak. Túrin’s heart thumps rapidly.
“Orcs are hunting-”
“I wounded a stag, and you caused it to flee.” Orodreth laughs brightly as if losing his prey is no great inconvenience. He places his hand over Túrin’s, still pressed to his cheek. His touch is cool; his fine-boned hands are also flecked with blood. Túrin shudders. Red is a color that he has seen often on Orodreth—a blush swept across his cheeks after too much wine, jewels on each finger, bright rubies at his throat—but this kind of red looks jarring on him. He does not wear it well.
Without thinking, he slowly drags his thumb across the blood on his face, wiping it away. He hears Orodreth’s breath hitch, and a new war rages loudly around them, but Túrin pays it no mind. He does not notice anything save for the new bloodstain on his fingers; the redness wiped clean from the King’s face.
“There,” he says very softly. “It is gone.”
Orodreth stares at him. His gaze is—surprised, almost, anxiety evident in jadeite eyes. Under Túrin’s palms, his face grows warm.
“Thank you,” Orodreth says quietly before turning away to follow his prey once more. Túrin’s newly bloodied hands fall away from his face.
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“Findi, is that blood on your clothes?”
Finduilas glances down at her dress. All she can see is a dull red handprint at her waist.
“Whatever do you mean?” She bats her lashes in feigned ignorance.
Gwindor frowns. He grabs Finduilas’ arm, pulling her closer; his gaze rakes over her form, and his mouth falls slightly open. “Did someone harm you?’
Finduilas places her palm against her stomach, and her fingers come away with flakes of dried blood. Damn. Thurin is stealthy and secretive in all things save for this. She sighs inwardly, and her heart beats dully for Gwindor. It is not his fault he has returned so changed.
“Findi.” Gwindor’s tone is sharp. “Hold still.”
“Why?” She blurts out, anxious. Gwindor shakes his shaggy head furiously.
“Are you wounded? Who has hurt you?” His eyes are wild and frantic.
“I can call for my father,” she tries. Gwindor shakes his head again.“Just tell me.”
She presses her palm against the stain again, and Gwindor almost gasps—not from her pain but from the warmth of her hand, his fingers splaying across her gown. The warmth disappears when Finduilas draws her hand back.
“It is nothing,” Finduilas explains. “We ran into one another in the hall.”
Her voice wavers, but Gwindor is not a fool; he hears it. He appears defeated and sighs at her stubbornness.
“Don’t go looking for trouble.”
“I won’t,” Finduilas insists, eyes blazing. The insistence in her voice makes Gwindor drop all arguments.
*~*
It is late, but the King’s eyes are still bright, warm, and limpid; any impartial mask he usually wears has slipped away, and he all but leans into Túrin’s touch. Túrin presses his bare hands against Orodreth’s face, his touch featherlight and caresses golden freckles. His gloves are by the hearth, cast aside.
“And what would the people have to say about the king spending time with a former outlaw?” He teases. His tone is light, but Túrin can sense the worry simmering beneath his words. Instead, he tangles his fingers in Orodreth’s pale hair, winding the silken strands around his fingers.
“They can talk, but it does not matter. You are the King. You can be with who you wish.” Túrin seldom gives good counsel, even if he believes his own words.
Orodreth hums. His voice is like worn velvet, Túrin thinks. If sounds could elicit a visceral response. It is both the most beautiful and saddest sound he has ever heard. “And who do you wish to be with then?”
“You,” Túrin says, the word soft, trembling. “Only you.” That is also a lie. They do nothing but lie to one another.
Orodreth laughs, but it is a little too sharp, too fey. “That is not what I have heard.”
“And I want you.” Túrin lets all the untruth ebb in that one word, but he knows the King hears it. He knows it in the way he lifts his gaze; unease is evident on his face.
“And you mean that?”
“Yes,” Túrin says. “Truly.”
He watches a smile curve up on the King’s lips, something kind and genuine. It is beautiful and sad; he wants to press his lips against it. Orodreth is bolder, however, leaning forward and kissing his brow, his stubbled cheeks, lingering on his thin lips. Túrin loops his arms around Orodreth’s neck, pulling him closer.
He has been bathed in crimson his whole life, Túrin thinks, as Orodreth kisses him deeper, as the ocre on his lips smudges against Túrin’s skin. But not like this, hardly like this.
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Hi! This is my gift for you, I hope you like it. We share a love for Finrod, so I thought I would write something nice about him (where he doesn’t suffer much lol)
Anyway, have lovely holidays and a happy new year,
Mischief-Match Makers - Lucigoo89 - The Hobbit - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
To @vorpalinas, I hope you had a wonderful winter holidays and Happy new year.
Here is your @whiteoliphaunt gift and I hope you enjoy it thourghly.
And excerpt for you:
They reached the dining hall, where the air was thick with the smell of roasted meats, bread, and something that might have been too much ale if there was such a thing for dwarves and hobbits.
There were dwarves everywhere, carrying platters piled high with food, shouting orders, and generally creating a delightful chaos. Thorin led the hobbits to a head table where seats had been set out for them.
“Sit. Eat. Be m … happy,” Thorin said, changing his choice of words at Meriadoc’s smirk. His voice was as regal as ever, though his eyes twinkled with mischief. “But for the love of Durin, don’t drain the ale barrels in one go.”
Merry and Pippin didn’t need telling twice to dig in. They launched into the food like it was a challenge, declaring everything from “This is the best meat I’ve ever had!” to “What in Middle-earth are these strange pastry things? I think I might eat all of them.”
Meanwhile, Sam was more cautious, sticking to dishes he recognised before slowly starting to branch out as his stomach reminded him that he was, in fact, quite hungry.
Frodo and Bilbo chatted quietly, catching up on the Shire’s happenings and Erebor’s progress. Thorin mostly just listened to his two hobbits, occasionally chiming in with dry commentary or a sideways glance at Bilbo whenever his stories grew a bit too colourful or fanciful.
