Anyone wanna read this poem i just wrote working on my poetry annalysis sleep deprived? No? Imma just gonna put it here then.
And yet I ignored the call
For the temporary comfort I had
What I don’t want to face
I woke when the sun was high
When noon had struck and I could lie no more
Light glaring through the curtains, the bustling outside
Sitting up like being wound
A turner in my head, the gears now turning
By the sunlight at the end of the corridor
My comfort now gone, where I left it just then
Feeling regret with every step
The cursing loudly echoing
And yet it was already half gone
I could only watch, as I waste what little I had away
Cursing even louder, though I made no point to change
There always seems to be something better, more alive
I buried my thoughts in laughter, I myself laughed too
My mind is blank though moments ago it was full to bursting
I could only watch as the numbers change
It all seems to be crashing down
Engine and goose up north
Regret and remorse fill my mind
I now sit by myself at the dead of the night
My words not none but not nearly full
If only I didn’t crowd my mind
Tapping of the keys, bright light above
I bury myself, in what comfort I have
Lulling my mind with a fake promise
Closing my eyes to all I fear and despise
Hoping to never wake again