The spectre looks like Hatsune Miku trust . Trust they look like Hatsune Miku . It was an accident but they rolled with it. Imagine seeing an amalgamation of metal and wires and it' somehow looks like Hatsune of the miku
- WII-anon out
Pairing this with that one ask of Spectre having Hatsune's Miku voice trust. It's literally just Hatsune Miku in the flesh
pan romantic anon, @teasiswriter, will anon (new), suffocated anon (new), engineering anon (new)
Pan romantic anon,
...hey, so um
My country decided to bring a new law. That says people who doesn't dress appropriate might get 3 years of prison.
For example, if you are a female, you need to dress like one, and if you are a male you need to dress like one. If you dress like opposite gender that's considered lgbt and it's bad. Apperantly. Being gay isn't a crime yet, but it might be. And well, it's not allowed either. I can't get married to same gender for example.
And like, since our government doesn't believe in more than two genders and want us to dress normal and not like we are ill.
Being lgbt is an illness, for most people. Half, to be exact. But well, you can think of our country like america but worse. He won slightly, and um. I wanted, hoped, oneday I could be more masculine if I don't visit my family often but.
I guess not.
Hope I don't end up in prison. Time to buy a dress I guess. Hope they won't ban trousers for girls. They can't, at least in a few years. But am scared.
Just wanted to share, the law didn't get accepted yet.
I just, hoped, maybe I would be able to have a lavender marriage in the future and saying I am a girl but dressing masc. That was my future plan. Maybe having a lover. Dunno. I don't think I will move on from x.
Hi <3
That's an absolutely disgusting law, and I understand why you feel hopeless right now. I'm not telling you that you should break laws or put yourself in danger, but I do want to remind you of a few things:
We live in a time right now where change happens MUCH quicker than it did in the past. It used to take hundreds of years for changes to occur, but now things are moving at a much faster pace (sometimes in a good way, sometimes bad). This means that in your lifetime, your country could change in ways you can't even imagine right now.
In my country, racial segregation was only outlawed 60 years ago. Like...what? who knows what will happen in the next sixty years? I know it's hard to endure and be patient, but the likelihood that things will stay the same for the rest of your life is zero. Things will change, and our goal right now is to hold on until they do, and do our best to help them change <3
I'm here for you in any way I can be.
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@teasiswriter
AHAJSDKSOSNEDFGHFFFF
I made a BIG decision and decided to do a declamation contest for my school (I go in front of the whole school and recite Ancient Greek (or Latin, but I take Greek so I picked Greek instead) poetry or prose) and that’s on April 1st (yes yes April fools day) and I ALSO learned that my abusive friend is almost definitely coming to my new school (I saw his name on like, a list of names to write acceptance cards for (to welcome new students into the community) and the lady at the admissions office said that the names on that list are probably getting in), and revisit days are on that day (where middle schoolers revisit their schools they’re applying to) so there’s a likely chance that he’ll see me do my declamation in front of the whole school
And it’s kinda nerve-wracking, but… also kinda fun? Like, fun in the same way sky diving would be fun. Very close to danger yet you laugh anyways.
It’s kind of a motivation to do even better, y’know? He’ll see me get congratulated by my friends and do an awesome speech and it’ll show him that I got better. It’ll show him that I healed. It’ll show him that I’m okay now and he can’t hurt me anymore
And I know I shouldn’t be doing it for him (which im not), but it’s kind of a bonus? It’s kinda cool I guess? I dunno, I just kinda wanted to get this off my chest
Uhmmmm yeah! Have a great day!
Honestly I think that's a great way to look at it. Show him how awesome you are, you know? Show him that you've thrived and you can succeed. Because no matter how you do, the fact that you're doing amazing things like that shows you're smart and successful and moving past your past.
Let me know how it goes!
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Will anon
Hey!!!!!!
So background: Me and the person I will be talking about have had quite a rough history in terms of relationships and attraction.
Now main: There is this person, let’s say their name is Will. Me and Will have had rocky history involving them attempting to cheat with me. Basically, they had a crush on me while in a committed relationship, and attempted to get with me without leaving their ex.
We stopped talking for a long time after this, maybe three months. They had a boyfriend now and everything. Eventually, in the midst of an episode, I reached back out to be friends again. We talked for a minute before Will and I hung out with some mutual friends and they gave me this gift. It was these two temporary tattoos that said always, which is weirdly intimate for two people that stopped talking and are only just beginning to talk. Anyway, we’ve been texting for a long time at this point, and on Saturday Will invited me over to their house. At this point we had been posting blatantly obvious things about liking each other (I’m not really sure why I did it) and they broke up with their boyfriend the moment I got there. We were cracking gay jokes the whole time, until we eventually ended up kissing. It was a big things for me, since I don’t normally trust people like that due to trauma. We’ve still been talking everyday, but I’m slowly getting less and less sure. Like yes, we both flirt, but they seem to be in it a lot more, even calling me perfect and sending me a paragraph a few hours ago. I can’t tell if reaching out was the right thing to do, let alone kiss them.
I’m just very confused overall m.
Hi!
Okay so I don't think you need to regret reaching out to will or kissing them even if you choose not to take things further. You don't owe them anything, you know?
I DO think you need to take some time to work out (1) how you feel about will and (2) how you feel about their past actions. And you're allowed to take as much time to figure that out as you need! If will is pressuring out, you have every right to say no and take time. But again, you do not owe them ANYTHING just because you reached out.
I do think if you do choose to continue with them though, it might be a good idea to talk about your past. If they were willing to cheat once, they need to give you some pretty convincing arguments as to why they won't do it in the future. I don't think people are irredeemable, but this is a situation where remorse needs to be shown.
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suffocated anon (new)
hey cas!,
I wanted to vent to someone and I can't risk telling anyone irl without sounding crazy... I've been experiencing sudden hits of body dysmorphia or disphoria(idk the actual term to describe my experience....are they the same thing?) I hate parts of my body and how it looks, I've been feeling this way for a few years now and I'm not proud to say that I've developed some bad coping mechanisms (I don't follow those anymore, atleast I try not to)... But recently I started to feel like, I don't want to look like a girl...I am a girl and I don't want to BE a boy but sometimes I want to LOOK like one...does that make sense? Sometimes it just suffocated me to have long hair or wear dresses that...makes me look like a girl and when I say suffocates, I actually mean it suffocates me, like I can't breathe with all the things that I'm supposed to be...
I don't know the name for what I feel and it feels like I'm going crazy....I want to cut my hair because I think it would actually help me breathe but my mum is all about how bad it would be for a girl of young age (I'm about to turn 18-_-) to cut her growing hair...
I want to cry and I just...i just want someone to give me a hug and tell me they understand me...Because even I don't know what the fuck is up with me...
Anyways, I've been rambling too much...thank you for reading this❤️🌼
Hope you're doing well<3
Hi <3
I completely understand what you're saying and am sending you all the hugs.
My non-professional understanding of the difference between the two words is
dysmorphia- seeing your body incorrectly. Like you think you're heavier than you are or uglier than you are.
dysphoria- your body feels wrong, like it's not supposed to be how it is. But you are aware of the reality of your body.
This sounds like dysphoria (not a professional but yeah)
Honestly I think you're almost 18 and you should try some non-permanent things to see if that helps! Cut your hair, try some new clothes, experiment with pronouns if you want, etc. Hair grows back. But if your mom is making a bid deal of it, you can try googling how to style hair to make it look shorter, or pulling it back under a hat. Also, you can look up masculinizing makeup (contour is the best) or try (a positively-reviewed) binder.
With all this, the worst that can happen is you realize you ARE a girl and you were just mistaken. Which is completely okay! There's nothing wrong with questioning yourself! But maybe after trying these things, you'll learn something new about yourself!
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engineering anon
Hi lovely!
Okay so I pierced my ears at home with the most unsafe way lol
No tbh I am not that dumb I actually made sure it was sanitized (took my doctor brother's supplies) and did it myself with a needle (my ears were pierced at a young age but it closed so I had to open it again, a little blood but no worries.) then I decided to get a new one, I need an actual machine bc even though the first two were great I still don't want to deal with a possibility of injection. (And belly, nipples, nose, etc were harder I heard)
So I made my friend buy one for me (I gave the money) and now I have an actual thing to pierce and tattoo- and my first tattoo on myself were great as well, like, I am already an artist and spend a lot of time on fake skin before doing the actual thing
Anyway it's cool, my friend thought it was by jass -
(jass is a really cool tattoo artist we have, so fucking expensive though)
And I know what I did is wrong or not a good example or anything, i am just a broke student thanks, but, anyway, I just wanted to tell bc I was living with my parents at that time and had to cover up everything with makeup, and I never said anyone I did them by myself. Kinda wanted someone to know that. I can't explain why, just wanted to share it's my art and my doing and I did it without getting disowned (they didn't notice I was careful) and idk.
I obviously know it's a bad thing and bad example and not something to be proud of, but like. My rebellion was that and sometimes you want your actions to be known even if they are bad , if it means something to you.
And sorry if that makes you uncomfortable.
I am studying engineering but my hope is to go to a first world country and be a tattoo artist or a piercer or something like that maybe? Or am I too irresponsible for that lol
Anyway, bye
Hi!
Honestly, I think wanting to become a tattoo artist/piercer is amazing, and I am so tempted to study tattooing myself. I also am happy you're so proud of your rebellion lol
I do have some very gentle advice though
remember that piercers and tattoo artists (as well as many other people who work in similar fields) can attract or repel clients with how they look. I'm not saying like...if you're pretty or not. But if you attempt a tattoo on yourself and it goes poorly, that could affect being able to book a client in the future.
To go along with that, infection isn't the only risk with self-piercing/tattooing. With piercing, you could risk hitting major arteries and losing a lot of blood (I heard that the lip piercing, for example, can carry this risk if done incorrectly. Both can risk scarring, ink/jewelry rejection, and transmission of diseases.
Are you able to, instead, look for an apprenticeship in the area? Or even see if you can work at the front desk of a piercing/tattoo place? This way you can learn basic safety procedures and possibly learn more advanced techniques as well.
I hope you understand I'm not trying to discourage you, but I worry about the risks, especially if this is still new to you.
Hello, dear. I dont know what your feelings are on the matter but Adam has been stopped and everyone will be able to have something similar to peace. I unfortunately have to tell you that Alexis did not survive. We found her with her heart ripped out. I'm very sorry.
i dont know why people are giving u shiny things but i have some cool rocks!! and a large candle collection of good smelling stuff and also bottle caps and metal keys so :)) i can share with you :))
-will
ppl are giving me shiny things in return for head pats and forehead smooches but mainly because i am poggers ! i love candles bottle caps and METAL KEYS!!! YOOOO!! ty :D
