#writer era

[ryomicide]

fratboy!eren, who despite his bad reputation, poor attendance, and countless missing assignments, will drop everything to help you when you’re even slightly confused on the topic you’re learning. see, aside from his poor academics, eren wasn’t a bad student– just, not exactly focused right now. 

fratboy!eren, who’s friends could all tell something was up with him, only, they didn’t know what. and to their surprise, he had even less of an idea than they did. his best friend, jean, knew he’d moved on to his next girl of the month, which was nothing out of the ordinary, but little by little, he’d watched eren start acting differently. less partying, no more girls coming by the house, hell– he’d even started attending his classes.

“alright bro, what the fuck is going on with you?” jean bluntly asked him. to be honest, he’d never seen his best friend act the way he’d been acting recently, and it really did scare him. “you got a terminal illness or somethin’? are you gonna die soon, jaeger?”

“the fuck are talkin’ about?” eren spat out at him as he continued getting ready. he was getting ready to go see you, of course, and jean knew it.

“I’m talking about you. you and this girl.” jean fired back. “she pregnant or something-” jean lowers his voice for the next part of his sentence, “did she give you an std or some shit?”

“what?! gross- no!” eren shouts. he knew he’d been acting differently since meeting you, but he didn’t think that anybody else had caught onto it. he hadn’t even fully realized it until a few days ago when he found himself actually doing his homework. he didn’t know what the hell this feeling was, it made his chest feel all weird and tingly. it was a foreign feeling to him, and if it was up to him, he’d keep it that way. but he couldn’t help that anytime he saw you, he’d hear his heartbeat in his ears. anytime he made you laugh, he felt on top of the world. anytime he even saw your smile, he just couldn’t make himself look away.

“then what is it?” jean questions. 

“fuck off, its nothing.” eren states dryly.

“oh come on, its not nothing. i mean we all know you’ve moved onto some new mystery girl,” he says, emphasizing the mystery of both you and eren’s feelings. “but none of us thought anything of it. but now that i’m really thinking about it, it seems different this time. you’re different. actually doing your work ‘n shit, putting effort into your appearance, showing up to your classes now, too. i know this has gotta be someone else’s doing.”

“its nothing, alright?” eren says again, but it sounds like he’s trying to convince himself more than he’s trying to convince his best friend. eren couldn’t even look in jean’s direction, scared he’d realize that his face had started to turn a little red.

“‘nothing,’ my ass.” jean snorts. he quickly glances at the face of his best friend, who suddenly wouldn’t meet his gaze. was he… blushing? well isn’t this a sight to see.

oh. ohhhhhh. jean understood it now. he’d known eren for years. never had he once seen eren act this way. 

“you’ve got a crush.” jean states through a fit of laughter. “eren jaeger’s got a crush!” he continues, laughing his way back to his room as eren throws a shoe at him.

“GET THE FUCK OUT!” eren shouted as he threw anything in reach at jean. eren wasn’t stupid, he knew he had a thing going on with you, and he knew it was a little different, deeper, than anything he’d ever been in before, but he couldn’t quite figure out what it was. that was until jean had literally figured it out for the both of them.

fratboy!eren, who smiled to himself the entire time he walked across campus to your dorm, could finally admit that he did, indeed, have a crush on you.

໒꒰ྀི っ ⸝⸝ ˂ ꒱ྀིა / ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১౨ৎ

for the light of mi life @wave4hyka

hehehe i’ve never written like this in my life, so please, guys, bear with me.. also NOT proofread

anyways just finished parasite by yagamisdiary and im feeling mightily inspired so you guys r gonna have to deal with whatever this is until i get busy again and cannot stand the idea of even writing a sentence!

n e wayz, this was lowk fun, should i write more stupid drabbles like this? …or whatever you call it

[inkuinky]

hey, since i’m in a good writer era, and before my holiday end, anyone got a pjo/hoo hc or idea for me to write?

not limiting on solangelo only, atp i’s do any ideas lmao, but im not promising anything since my writing skill is shit.

that’s all, have a nice day and love you!!!!

[cinam-oon]

Why must a lotus compare herself to the moon? As for they both bloom, both retreat. The lotus dances while her beloved glows. And as for they both are beautifully sweet.

[ryomicide]

fratboy!eren who claimed he was just being a good friend and that these little dates were nothing more than “study sessions,” when you both knew that couldn’t be farther from the truth. and you, of course, went along with this “truth” because you couldn’t have your friends know where you really disappeared for hours, obviously.

fratboy!eren who couldn’t think about anything but you, and he felt so shitty for it. he’d agreed to help you with your homework, and here he sat, unable to even think about math when you were sitting right in front of him. you droned on and on about the topic you were learning in class, and although he’d rather talk about anything else right now, he couldn’t help but listen in awe to the sound of your sweet voice.

“what the fuck is wrong with me right now?” he thought. math. that was the reason he was here. he was here to help you. that was the reason you both sat in this library, wasn’t it? surely you wouldn’t have made up some excuse to have him come help you just because, right?

“eren?” you spoke softly, realizing that he most likely hadn’t heard one word you said. “did you happen to catch any of that?”

“fuck,” he says, snapping back to reality. “no… i’m sorry.” he wonders how you would react if you had any idea that he’d been thinking of you the whole time. the softness of your voice, the way your lips moved when you spoke, the way your hair framed your face so perfectly.

“yeah, i know,” you said, laughing. “maybe you should stop staring at me and read this problem so you actually know what it is i need help with, jaeger.” you replied as you suddenly met his gaze.

“what–i wasn’t staring at you.” he immediately shoots back, his face flushed pink. “don’t get a big head just ‘cause i’m helping you with your homework.”

“mm whatever, just help me.” you muttered dismissively

fratboy!eren who couldn’t believe you’d just caught him. and more than that, he couldn’t believe how embarrassed it made him. little did he know, you felt the same exact way; you were just much better at hiding it than he was. he thought you were completely oblivious to the way he’d been acting around you, but you’d always been pretty sharp. you noticed all the times when his eyes stayed glued to you a little longer than they should have, you noticed when he’d subtly glance at your lips when he assumed you weren’t looking, and you’d even noticed the subtle changes in him, as well. at first, you’d just assumed that some of your good habits seemed to be rubbing off on him because of how often you were now around each other. then, you realized how much time you actually spent together. it wasn’t like you were complaining– you’d actually initiated quite a few of your “study sessions.” of course they were mostly excuses to see him, but you get it. to put it truthfully, you liked being around eren, you found him interesting. you actually found yourself thinking of him quite a lot. and before you could fully admit that it was a crush, you had told yourself that it was just because you guys had gotten quite close in a short amount of time, of course. but you knew yourself too well to brush this feeling off, and you found it even more enthralling when you’d began picking up on the subtle hints that he’d drop, whether he actually meant to drop them or not.

after a long and sort-of-successful studying session, he finally began to drive you back to your dorm. a comfortable silence filled the car as you two sat in each other’s presence. he kept his eyes on the road, pretending that he didn’t feel you glancing at him here and there. well, he tried to pretend.

“why do you keep looking at me?” he asked, interrupting the silence.

“because i wanted to see how long it would take before you realized and snapped.” you giggled. “almost eleven minutes, thats one minute of mighty progress!” you added sarcastically.

without a word, eren pulls over to the side of the road.

“what are you doing?” you questioned, looking around for a few seconds before returning your eyes to the gorgeous man.

he continues as he turns his body to you. he didn’t utter a word as he sat, looking directly into your eyes. you had no choice but to stare back, the air grew thicker; the atmosphere of the car heavier.

fratboy!eren who studied your face as he stared at you with such softness in his eyes that it made you forget everything you knew about him. his reputation, his flaws, his cocky attitude. none of it mattered, because when he looked at you with that look on his face, you felt your insides turn into pure glitter. he took this as a chance to really take in your features: your loving e/c eyes that stared back at him partly in confusion and partly intrigued, your plump lips that he hadn’t stopped thinking about since the first time he’d spoken to you. the way your eyebrows furrowed, your perfectly sculpted cheekbones. he even noticed the way your face began to redden as he continued to observe you. your lips finally began to curl into a small, awkward smile.

“forty-seven seconds.” he announced, silky voice cutting through the silence.

“what?”

“took you forty-seven seconds to snap.” he chuckles as he turns the car back on and continues to drive back to your dorm, “you’d better work on that.”

“oh, shut up, jaeger.” you retort, lightly slapping his arm away from you as you attempt to hide your blushing face. “i didn’t snap.” you could still hear your own heartbeat in your ears. honestly, you were surprised you even lasted that long.

໒꒰ྀི っ ⸝⸝ ˂ ꒱ྀིა / ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১౨ৎ

for my daylight @wave4hyka

part 2 since literally two people asked for it haha

probably not fully proofread so excuse me and why does this lowk give slow burn like okayy

part 3?????

[sevikasblackgf]

okay guys i’m picking up the pen and writing a fic tonight, it’s my personal challenge that i will beat

[phoenixleigh]

Someone just called my fanfic their favourite.

That's it. If I only finish it for that one person I'll die happy 😁

[deadghosy]

I’m in writer era….

[creekbeds]

i feel like i’m constantly waiting in doorways, waiting for them to walk me to the door or tell me to come back inside. i always keep my coat on because i’m always with one foot out the door waiting for someone to ask why i haven’t gotten comfortable yet. i leave my shoes on because i know that ill be here one minute and gone the next, never getting to enjoy the warmth by the fire, never seeing the kitchen or the living room. i’m constantly stuck in the foyer waiting for someone to invite me in and tell me to stay awhile.