the leaves start to golden, falling to the whims of the wind. oscar looks at the old buildings in front of him, their history settling deep in his bones, his heart hammering against his ribcage - loud, only for him. silence settles around him, strangely - he sees souls passing by, but can't make out any noise from them. the silence might be in his ears, in his mind - in how heavy his heart feels. everything is about to change. everything changed, already, to be fair - but today is a new step he wasn't sure would really happen. and yet.
we are dreaming of tomorrow and tomorrow isn't coming, we are dreaming of a glory that we don't really want, we are dreaming of a new day when the new day's here already, we are running from the battle when it's one that must be fought, and still we sleep.
loud laughs in the hallways, reverberating on the walls, warm melody heard by all. friends running and cursing and screaming. orange sunset, half hidden by the hill. two boys sitting against the archways, stealing glances behind their books, smiling at each other when their eyes cross. closed-world, where the rules are their own, where everything is different, where it's so easy to forget about the obligations they were born with and the pressure that lays heavy their shoulders.
we are listening for the calling, but never really heeding, hoping for the future when the future's only plans, dreaming of the wisdom that we are dodging daily, praying for a savoir when salvation's in our hands, and still we sleep.
clifton academy, bristol. they all go there - children of the aristocracy, golden spoon in their mouth, a different kind of light in their irides. they all go there - old money, new money, the ones that will one day rule the world. they're just kids - not really, not even teenagers anymore. young adults, everything possible under their grasp, even if they don't fully realise it yet. everything seems idiyllic, in-between the red bricks history has assembled. kigdoms are built, alliances are sealed, and friendships are never forgotten.
and still we sleep, and still we pray, and still we fear. and still we sleep.
— poem by ted anderson, dead poets society.
(light and dark academia, dead poets society inspired, university au, aristocracy au, f1 au)

















