#yaaaaaay

[fascinationstreetmp3]

louis shushing people covered in blood and/or about to kill someone collection <3

[fezaroonie]

doodle while I heal up

[agendratum]

a tiny creature spotted in the grass

[somethingisrottinginutah]

AU of my AU in which Mikol is never scooped and Claudya doesn’t go to that fuckass foster family and everyone is healing and all the good guys live something something found family something something finally gets to have that island vacation something I’m making this to cope

[koshe0]

So today (11.19) it's my birthday! Im 22 now!🔥🔥🔥

[millionp]

Die on this Hill.

Die on this Hill by Sienna Spiro

Song Starts: 2:32

katsukibakugo x f!reader

Synopsis: The reader loves Bakugo with all her heart, but he doesn't show love like she does. She's tired of being treated like she's expendable because his pride deflects his emotions. Before he can come to terms with his feelings, she's gone.

Warnings: Angst

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I'll be here the whole night

It's another night, not silent, but filled with words that neither party wants to say. The air is heated, not because of passion, but because of hidden feelings--feelings that are hidden because of pain. Two souls intertwined, but damaged by the knots created. Two souls stranded with no relief in sight.

I'll be here 'cause I care

"Katsuki, I love you. But I'm tired of being treated as one of your punching bags. I know you aren't the calmest person, but I had hoped you would change that for me."

"Why would I change that for you? You always nag me--clean up your clothes, take a shower, stop getting hurt--it's so fucking annoying!"

"I say those things because I care about you! Do you want me to not care about my boyfriend? Do you not care that I have to see you come home late at night with injuries that weren't there when you left?"

It was another late night: one when you stay up anxiously waiting for your partner, thinking that he's not going to come back. Hours and hours of endless solitude, losing your mind.

"You know what being a hero entails. I can't just neglect my duties because my girlfriend is worried. Sorry, princess, that shit isn't happening."

You flinch at his condescending tone. You had thought that your care was translating to him. With all the effort you put into loving him, it all goes to waste. You're in awe at his attitude.

Countless days, you throw away your plans to take care of your partner. You waste away on the couch, not knowing what time he's coming back, but still waiting so you can be there when he does. Is this really how it's supposed to be?

Yeah, I know you don't care

"You know what? Fuck you, Bakugo."

He finally turns to face you from the corner of the couch. You had been arguing the whole time, with him dismissing every desperate plea that came from you. He replied lazily as you try to reach for even a strand of understanding--but to no avail. But this triggered him; you had never called him Bakugo even once during your relationship. That's when he knew this was serious.

I know nothing could matter

"I am so tired of giving you my everything. I'm tired of you treating me and my care as a joke. I wish this relationship mattered to you as much as it did to me."

"...what?"

God, I wish something mattered to you

"I am so done with being your invisible support beam. You never give a shit about anyone around you, even if they're just trying to help! It feels as though all my efforts have vanished into a black hole. All these years of waiting, and you still don't fucking get it."

"Get what? I don't understand. I thought you understood what my job entails. What the fuck is going on?

I'll take my pride, stand here for you

"It's not just the job, it's you. It's like I can't get through to you no matter what I do. I destroy myself for you over and over again, and you never once acknowledge me."

He stands up and holds out his arms in your direction as he shoots out a jumble of words. He's sweating at this point; tiny sparkles are appearing on his palm.

"What? Fuck--I don't understand how all of this works. I thought I was trying my hardest. I didn't know it would be this difficult."

No, I'm not blind, just seeing it through

"It's not difficult. It's just you. I know you keep to yourself, but I always tricked myself into believing that you were truly naive. But I'm through with thinking that. You close yourself off on purpose. If you don't understand that getting into a relationship means actually sharing your emotions and communicating with me, I can't be with you anymore. I'm done."

You rush to grab your important items as he follows after you.

You take my life just for the thrill

"You can't just leave like this. Shit, I'll work harder and share my emotions--whatever shit you're talking about."

"That's not how it works, Bakugo--"

"Stop calling me that! You call me Katsuki."

"Not anymore. It's too late for that now."

You're already by the door as you turn to face him one last time--still feeling a rush of love for him.

Well, I'll take tonight and die on this hill

As if pleading for you not to go, his eyes tell a story. But this time, you're taking a stand, not for him, but finally for yourself.

"I've always loved you. I think I always will. But I love myself more, and it has been so long since that was my priority."

You can see him tear up at the edges of his eyes. By habit, you go to wipe his tears with a soft smile plastered on your face--as you always have ever since you met him.

I always, always, I always will

He leans into your touch, but you back away. You look at him with the same love in your eyes for the last time.

"Goodbye."

You leave his house without him following, because he knows that it was him. It was he who destroyed you because of his pride. And you finally chose yourself.

How could he take that away?

(I could do a part 2 with a different song + comfort, I made this open-ended so it can be built upon! My requests are open, but feel free to comment! I hope you liked this :) )

[cranberrymoons]

to the bottom of my soul i believe that any form of buddie kink sex is fully unnegotiated. of course. but i also believe that buck sometimes meticulously plans out things for them to try in bed. he does research and sends eddie links to articles. he has a checklist for eddie to follow and makes very specific requests; this is him being a control freak about how eddie is going to be in control. and he says things like okay, when you are in charge later, you’re going to put the collar and leash on me and make me say woof woof. and eddie says okay and then what do i do. and buck tells him. ahead of time. and then eddie gets to be in charge in the way that buck specifically decided he gets to be in charge, but what is crucial about this is that at the end of the day the undercurrent of it is the unnegotiated fact that eddie is indulgently allowing buck to be a high strung little freak. and buck is only allowed to boss him around ahead of time because eddie allows it. and at any moment eddie could scruff him like a kitten and say no, we’re going to do it like this instead. and buck would just roll over and do whatever he said.

[multishipperbish]

if they ever live together their apartment fucking sucks everything is broken always