TW: Hey chingus! I don't know if anyone even noticed (since I'm new here) but I've been away for some time now.
Life's been hard lately (it's been a few years like that actually). I won't go into details but to sum it up I'm emotionally, mentally, physically and career wise exhausted beyond words and kind of failing/experiencing setbacks after setbacks for so long that I don't remember the last time I was genuinely happy about my life. I always feel like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff.
But the reason I'm telling you all this is because I have BTS in my life and what I'm about to share might either blow your minds or warm your hearts -
So today, like every other day, I was feeling lost, anxious, like i could cry non-stop and like I needed some air. So i went up to the terrace of my house for a walk, while mindlessly scrolling instagram reels - when I suddenly came across a concert performance of "zero o'clock" by BTS vocal line. And as you can guess the situation I'm dealing with lately, the lyrics were matching my state of mind WORD FOR WORD. And so I was singing along, tears flowing down my face, looking up at the sky full of stars.
The catch here was that that reel ended just before the lyrics "and you're gonna be happy..." but since I was singing along, I went on to sing this line on my own, a little out loud. AND I KID YOU NOT - just right at that moment, I saw a SHOOTING STAR🌠🥹!!!!!!!
Now, this could completely be a phenomena that never actually happened, it could all be my mind playing some coping mechanism tricks, I wasn't even wearing my glasses but I swear I saw something shine across the sky like it was falling and vanished after two seconds, which means it couldn't have been a plane.
What are your thoughts?
As for me, I would like to remember this as one of the many MAGIC OF BTS ✨ .
Year by year, the only thing that I can say with absolute certainty is that there's nothing that brings me genuine & unconditional happiness in my life other than these 7 angel men. And I hope they know this and that I wish them exactly the same and that they change lives, make it better, make it worth living for countless people on a daily basis. They are, I believe, genuinely the reason that I find courage to face the next day💜.
















