hellow, I'm Jeremy, the 24 year old it/its waraynon nuisance. welcome to my personal blog!
Pretentious and hypocritical, undergrad geography major, digital artist and illustrator, landscape and portrait painter, moral stickler, advocate for shame, Simon scholar, board game enthusiast, spineless contrarian, severely mentally ill, lithromantic asexual lesbian, mobile user, so on and so forth... (interests page under construction)
Zionists and Israelis are not welcome on my blog. Artist on @sangkalibutan.
longform opinions to thwart the average blogger below
i joke about being aligned with anarcho-primitivism because IHS explores it, but I'm more aligned with post-development and decolonial theory. i may post through national democratic perspectives but i'm not affiliated with any orgs at the moment. also i dabble in ecology and environmental studies so that informs my stuff too.
fandom promotes reactionary behavior. what started as support for transformative work and artists has metastasized into ideals that align with anti-intellectualism and imperialist consumerism. in other words, bigotry is tolerated under the guise of fiction being separate and without material influence on reality.
for example, using censorship as a shield to justify fetishizing racism, pedophilia, incest, and other taboo. the overall zeitgeist right now is "transgression" through edginess— it's all vice signalling to look cooler. while i agree that complex, challenging, and "dark" topics should not be censored, they are not immune from criticism and do not exist in a vacuum.
Another example I'm vehemently against is the commodification in fandom, where fan artist merch depends on large-scale exploitative production in the Global South, especially in plastics. I have seen sustainable business models, especially in textiles, but it is not the norm.
i'm not interested in settler colonial definitions of being transgender. this doesn't mean that i think transgenderism is a Western concept invading the rest of the world either. [I am transmisogyny exempt.] I agree that transmisogyny is rampant everywhere and I believe it is in part because of colonialism.
What I disagree with is the current trend that brands gender nonconformity and nonbinary identities as "the wrong kind of transgender", which mostly aligns with the aging ideas of transmedicalism. more importantly, it neglects to acknowledge access to HRT and gender affirming care in the Global South.
hence i am adapting the term "Anonymized Global South" from the Mardoll debacle as a representation of white trans people benefiting from Whiteness. Whiteness is used as the reactionary unifying factor against in the rising transphobia in the West, at the expense of everyone else.
I believe in the value of different worldviews and perspectives but I also believe in blocking liberally.
ive been trying to think of a witty caption but my dads apartment is so full of mold spores that I just kinda give up. Figure it out.🖕 Yawa kamo tanan #Schizotypal
i think it’s a good idea to make a separate individual post that isn’t a bunch of paragraphs but yeah basically my situation is: ive lived under a slumlord for years, he filed to evict me and my disabled mom who I take care of after we tested for mold and every room tested positive, he was convinced by legal aid to drop the eviction and give us until the end of the month to leave and we both have apartments in different cities lined up but not nearly enough money to cover the costs of moving including: rent and down payments, rental trucks and gas. (Also just other costs of living at the same time). We’re moving on the 25th and on very limited time id really appreciate any help cashapp and venmo are @ ishaanjs &thank you to everyone who has helped me and given me advice or support these last couple months it means a lot
Genuinely i am curious what's going on in europe wrt geography pedagogy. Are they really that behind or is this exchange student i was talking to just having culture shock lol. God i really hope so.
Dead wife montage but it's all slow motion shots of your dead wife throwing grenades and doing backflips and oneshotting the enemy with their long range weapons
The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.
A maneira mais rápida de completar O Projeto é parar de ter medo Do Projeto. O Projeto não pode mutilar você. O Projeto não pode te matar. O Projeto tem mais medo de você do que você dele. Tá tudo bem se O Projeto acabar diferente de como era na sua cabeça, e tá tudo bem se tiver falhas. Você é capaz de engajar com O Projeto
Sometimes, time seems to move in a vicious cycle, repeating itself in a painfully astonishing manner, as if mocking humanity's ability to learn from its mistakes. Two images are separated by 79 years, yet they appear as though no time has passed, as if the gap between them is merely a few fleeting moments.
The first image: A Palestinian elder holding the keys to his home, from which he was forcibly displaced after the Nakba of 1948. An image filled with pain, with tears that dried on faces, and hearts that collapsed under the weight of loss. Yet, hope for return still filled those hearts.
The second image: A recent photo that tells the same story, but this time, the protagonist is my young sister, Maryam, holding the keys to our home from which we were displaced and demolished after the Nakba of 2023.
There is no difference between the two stories, except that this time, the story is even harsher and more painful.
