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MOVED BLOGS!

I’ve been spending a lot of time away from this account so I’m moving it to my multimuse and see if I can be more active there!

The account is:

@multiplvs

I’ve already moved all the aztecs’ info there! Hope to be more active there!

#outoflove

Breathe || Drabble

He was almost asleep. There was a restless feeling on his head keeping him from it, and also recently he hadn’t needed it. He stood slowly from the bed, his current partner had been sleeping ever since they finished having sex, a small smile on Pilli’s face at the sight of their bare body, and a sleepy hand brushing where Pilli’s body had been before. The aztec leaned and picked that hand up, kissing the other’s knuckles.

“I’m going to smoke outside...” He whispers and just with that, his partner was back asleep, and Xochipilli picked up his pants, a pack of cigarettes and walked outside the bedroom, making his way downstairs and straight to the backyard. He was barefoot, and the morning dew covered grass sent a shiver down his spine, but he didn’t care much about the cold against his skin. He put the cigarette in his mouth, lighting it up at the same time he made it to a pool chair, watching the still, clear water reflecting the moon. Such a nostalgic sight... His eyes couldn’t help to look up at the starry sky, taking a drag of nicotine into his lungs and slowly blowing it up, letting the cold air of the night take it away.

He’s almost done with his second cigarette when he feels it. The flicker of an unknown energy manifesting somewhere up there, right where his eyes wanted to look at through the stars...

The Silver City.

Whatever new problem had arising there, it only made Xochipilli stiffen, jaw clenching and holding his cigarette between his middle and index finger, thumbing the ashes off, breathing out a last cloud of smoke, hand dropping to snuff the light of it on the ground, closing his eyes and resting against the pool chair. Up until now he hadn’t even classified whatever feeling this whole situation brought him. He had to be calm, for Adonai needed strenght, he had to be strong, for Allison didn’t need to panic, he had to seem chill, for his family needed safety.

But right now, as he laid alone on the air of the night, he allowed a couple tears to roll down his cheeks. He was tired. He didn’t like this. He couldn’t even take a step without things taking a new turn, for better or worse, whatever turn it was, it was too sudden and he didn’t understood half of it. His divinity flicker sadly, grass around him withering as well as the closest vegetation, for a love God to feel so lost and confused was so heartbreaking, nature itself ached on his pain.

Xochipilli allowed himself to cry softly, barely no noise making it out as anxiety and intrusive thoughts flooded his mind. The sound of his twin’s voice in his head scolding him for getting involved with another pantheon, the fear of someone new walking out of his life like Chuck did. Not a single word said from a being that claimed to love him, not a goodbye, not an explanation. Not from Chuck, not from Adonai. He was just an expectator of something he was supposed to be a part of. And still, a part of him felt so caught during this whole situation, the fear of dragging his family into something big and dangerous that he wasn’t even sure how they got here. What if the next time he visited Gabriel, Adonai decided Pilli had crossed a line and decided to do the same to him He did with Chuck? What if that declared a war between their pantheons too?

Panic rose on his chest, the deity dropping the used cigarette and covering his mouth with his hand, trying not to hyperventilate and instead breathing heavily through his nose. Just the idea of having to tiptoe, not realizing when his usual behaviour would become problematic and bite him in the ass would happen has the aztec shivering so hard, the air is jealous of this panic attack for acchieving what the cold night couldn’t.

Still, after what seemed like minutes but in reality were hours, he finally gathered himself up, head pounding and wiping off the tears on his wet face, tanned skin freezing cold but he didn’t seem to care. He took a deep breath and decided to go back inside after thoughtful consideration. No one would find him in this place, so it was perfect to meditate... What else could he, an expectator do?

Just wait...

#event: the irrevocable #m; pilli #long post cw #ic update #panic attack cw #anxiety cw #intrusive thoughts cw #general cw

bluesmemethings

various starters

❛ you’re a weapon and weapons don’t weep. ❜

❛ hurt me once, I’ll kill you twice. ❜

❛ never trust a survivor until you learn what they did to stay alive. ❜

❛ death is the only god that comes when you call. ❜

❛ I am teeth. I am royal. you are nothing to me. ❜

❛ the sun will rise and we will try again. ❜

❛ we’re just kids. we aren’t supposed to be heroes. ❜

❛ I like my women like I like my Absinthe: bitter and intoxicating. ❜

❛ what doesn’t kill me better run. ❜

❛ she wasn’t looking for a knight. she was looking for a sword. ❜

❛ don’t dehumanize bad people, because it’s their humanity which makes what they’ve done so terrifying. ❜

❛ she isn’t just pretty. she is otherworldly and vaguely threatening. ❜

❛ magic is not good or evil. is a knife evil? only if the wielder is. ❜

❛ I don’t want your crown. see, I’ve come to burn your kingdom down. ❜

❛ they broke my wings. they forgot I have claws. ❜

❛ all that blood was never beautiful, it was just red. ❜

❛ what do you do when there’s no hero in the story? simple. you kill the monster and crown yourself. ❜

❛ how terrible it is, to love something that death can touch. ❜

❛ you may not be interested in war, but it is interested in you. ❜

❛ I feel divinity in my bones like aching. like fire. ❜

❛ you make me feel and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. now. ❜

❛ you are losing my interest and that is very dangerous. ❜

❛ she will burn your kingdoms down, herself with it, if it means your ruin. ❜

❛ it’s okay to be scared. it means your about to do something brave. ❜

❛ she looks like divine absolution. ❜

❛ I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget. ❜

❛ be careful with words. they can be forgive, but never forgotten. ❜

❛ you not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself. ❜

❛ I’m tired of fighting. for once, I want to be fought for. ❜

❛ never run back to what broke you. ❜

❛ I was quite, but not blind. ❜

❛ your gut knows what’s up. trust that bitch. ❜

❛ we all eat lies when our hearts are hungry. ❜

❛ do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on. ❜

❛ I’m just a girl, standing in front of a salad, wishing it was a donut. ❜

❛ you can miss something but not want it back. ❜

❛ you can’t save people, you can only love them. ❜

❛ I came, I saw, I made it awkward. ❜

❛ we buy shite we don’t need, with money we don’t have, to impress people we don’t like. ❜

❛ you’re always one decision away from a different life. ❜

❛ my brain has too many tabs open. ❜

❛ I’m not saying I hate you, just that you’re like the Monday of people. ❜

❛ there’s no ‘we’ in fries. ❜

❛ apology accepted, trust denied. ❜

❛ death and I have been scandalously intimate for some time now. ❜

❛ life happens. coffee helps. ❜

❛ I am mine before I am ever anyone else’s. ❜

❛ I rely a bit too heavily on alcohol and irony. ❜

❛ very early in my life it was already too late. ❜

❛ is that a threat or are you flirting with me. ❜

❛ was the use of force necessary in completing your objectives? ❜

❛ I’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand. ❜

❛ I do bad things, and I do them very well. ❜

❛ you drink too much, you cuss too much and you have questionable morals. you’re everything I ever wanted. ❜

❛ they will kill you, but first they will have to catch you. ❜

❛ drugs might kill you but they’ll never break your heart. ❜

❛ good girls are just bad girls that haven’t been caught. ❜

❛ a pretty face doesn’t guarantee a pretty heart. ❜

❛ no airbag, we die like men. ❜

❛ true evil is, above all, seductive. ❜

❛ it takes more courage to suffer than to die. ❜

❛ you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. but the wolf? he only needs enough luck to catch you once. ❜

❛ justice is vengeance in prettier packaging. ❜

#memes

vhsmeme

* talk about your muse!

send 🍯 for a food headcanon

send🥛for a drink headcanon

send 🐢 for a mental health headcanon

send 🦄 for a physical health headcanon

send ⌛for a sleep headcanon

send 💕 for a love headcanon

send 💣 for a stress headcanon

send 😵 for a sickness headcanon

send 🤲 for a religious headcanon

send 🏡 for a home headcanon

send 🍬 for a family headcanon

send 💼 for a work headcanon

send ⛈️ for a sadness headcanon

send 😡 for an anger headcanon

send 💩 for a ridiculous headcanon

send 🌼 for a happiness headcanon

#memes

kristina100000

im sexy so watch your tone

#;quetzallisms #;pillisms #w o a h

lenaiuthor

#;pillisms #;aesthetic #;about #;thoughts

thursday

*gracefully flips over a quesadilla* anyone would be lucky to have me

#HONESTLY #;quetzallisms #;pillisms #;micteisms #;huitzisms #it's just a mexica thing

punkmlm

what if we kissed...... and fell in love....... and had a healthy, fulfilling, long-term relationship...... haha jk jk.......................................................................................................................................................................... unless 👀💋

#; w ;#;pillisms #;desires