This is to address @edgietales
You're saying that I "abandoned" you. You're the one that kicked me out. You told me "you have 30 minutes to leave this apartment or we're calling the police, and if you ever come back to this property we're calling the police." I paid the entire rent for when I lived there (you paid maybe like $300 the whole time) which was $2400 per month which means $16800 total (not including utilities and the times I paid for wifi) and yet you're asking me to pay you're rent NOW.
(I left out your name because it's your legal name)
You say I need to "face you" but all you want is money from me. While I was in the hospital, you called my mom asking for money and she told you off and when she asked "Are you gonna pay him back for all the rent he's paid for you already??" you whimpered "Yes......"
I admit that I had sexually violent ideations that I confided in you about because I had asked permission to do so. I knew and know it's wrong of me and that I needed to change which is why when we had that talk last year, I decided to change and have worked on myself and I no longer have that as a trigger response anymore. I DO take responsibility for it and if artist galleries and online communities etc don't want to take me on because of my past, then yes, I take responsibility for it and I accept the consequences. I have changed but I accept the consequences.
Part of why we split was because you tortured me for a month about the fact I was raped in your house. I had eaten your THC pasta that was on the counter without knowing what it was and was left defenseless. And then you denied it for a month, told me not to worry about it, told me "nothing happened," told me "we need more proof." And quite frankly, I'm tired of pretending that you didn't do this. This was right after I "ruined your sex at Flamecon" and I KNOW that you left those doors unlocked and left out the THC food because YOU told Billie's friends to rape me. I know. I'm not holding this back anymore Jan, I know.
