lost and gone

Kyo. ED. BPD. MDD. PTSD. self harm. p.s: this blog can be triggering

[suicide--96]

Why wasn’t I enough?

[kitttenteeth]

“i just like my alone time” i say as if loneliness hasn’t been all i’ve known since childhood

[bonesssss019]

it's always a big mistake when my eyes open in the morning

[tarantinospankmyass]

[confessions-into-the-void]

I just want to not hate myself

[lilhumbleloser]

Can I please stop waking up

[misfitoffate]

[therelatableimages]

[the-suicide-effect]

"Mostly I feel numb. I feel empty on the inside, I feel like I could get hit by a truck and I wouldn't care. My life suddenly has no meaning at all for me."

- What Does Depression Feel Like?

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

"it gets better" - but i've been this way since i was a child.

[commonzinnia]

i should’ve died alone when i had the chance

[bpdetrimental]

Staying up into the late hours of the night thinking of ways to kill yourself is something else entirely.

[rainywhispersblog-deactivated20]

When you grow up in an abusive home, you don’t become a people pleaser to please people. You become a people pleaser to keep the potential for more abuse away.

[foxlungz]

I’m so drained that no amount of asleep can fix

[vanitzies-deactivated20230308]

[deadbeatfox]

Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.

I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.

[deadbeatfox]

I should've never lived to see 2025.