[tellyouyourself]

I hate it when I’m here because I know there’s something wrong again.

[piecesofapuzzle]

i feel like i'm both too much and not enough

[tellyouyourself]

the more i grow up, the more i feel i don’t belong in our family home anymore

[tellyouyourself]

it was only ONE conversation that lasted for ONE hour in ONE night, yet I’m still searching for closure. why was I put in that situation and made to feel things if it wasn’t meant for me, if it was all for nothing.

[tellyouyourself]

today I talked with someone who checked all of my boxes. and God knows how much I want it to be that someone—but I don’t want to assume, because it almost feels too good to be true. my insecurities are eating me up, making me think there’s someone better out there than me—someone smarter, more good-looking. still, I hope. I hope hard. and if that person is the right one, I’m asking God to knock on his heart.

[tellyouyourself]

I don’t ask God why them? I ask God when me?

[tellyouyourself]

there’s nothing more liberating than a night of fun with friends ft. drinks and music

[tellyouyourself]

It hurts to be something

It’s worse to be nothing with you

– Promise, Laufey

[tellyouyourself]

I used to think flowers were only given by a relative or someone special. today, I received one from a friend, and I genuinely appreciate it. may our friendship and closeness last forever, even after college ends. thank you so much, Isay!

[tellyouyourself]

my obsessions right now—thanks to Kaila Dy 🫡😚

[tellyouyourself]

I’m currently watching Our Beloved Summer for the first time and for me, it’s the type of drama I want to watch slowly—take my time, feel all the emotions. it feels painfully nostalgic for me. maybe because I want someone like Choi Woong; something about him feels home—comforting, like a warm hug. I was with someone like him when I was young but that’s not what I needed at that time. watching the drama just feels painfully nostalgic because of the timing—what I didn’t need before, I want now, and what I want now, I once had before and let go.

*sigh*

[tellyouyourself]

it’s strange how someone else’s home can feel more comforting than my own

[tellyouyourself]

my comfort show 💳✨

[tellyouyourself]

[tellyouyourself]

i always find comfort in rain

[dumblr]

I think I’ve healed so much that I don’t like anyone anymore.

[vexheart]

[tellyouyourself]

:(